
"traffick "
The gun that was originally in my grasp was now loose on the floor and I rewinded my steps while looking at my wet palm as it continued to grip the gun firmly .
At once my eyes glanced in any direction and I finally looked at Simone's eyes who were staring at me while stretching out her hands as if waiting for me to embrace her body.
" Come here son, Daddy misses you "She said softly but I just rewinded my steps slowly and shook my head
As much as possible I remove the shadows that fill my head at this time that increasingly make my head feel very powerful .
" Come son, my son never defies his father's orders, not "have him again with words that sound like a real father figure
I stopped my steps and stopped researching the whole room until my focus was on the man in front of me, who was none other than Simone Antonius .
" Dad." said I was conscious and slow.
" Yes, come here son . Hugged your father, I never let you down "he said gently with a happy smile
I moved my feet slowly towards the man and I could see a smile on Simone's face as I stood right in front of him.
" Everyone will leave you Thom, they don't trust you, they just think of you as my twin brother's replacement Thitan . I'm the only one who trusts you and I'm the only one who will never leave you, Thomas "said right in front of my face with a very serious and convincing face
" Is it true.you will not leave me ? " Task me plain like a child
" Of course, I won't leave you Thom . You are my son, the son of a Simone Antonius "he said assuring me constantly
" dad.. " Call me quietly while staring blankly at the man
I moved my steps forward as I approached the man and hugged his body tightly , like a child who has not seen his father for a long time, but my eyes are still empty and I just stare at my front with my blank eyes .
Simone clasped my body into her arms very tightly, hugging me with her hand patting my shoulder . while I was just speechless with an empty mind that was somewhere .
" dad.. " Call me again in a low voice
Simone took her arms off me and I looked at her as I looked around me.
Suddenly the ringing sound of the cell phone messed with my mind, my eyes glanced towards the foot of the chair where the ringing of the phone came from . I saw Simone move away from me and crouched down to grab the phone while giving it to me .
I stared confusedly at the phone that was mine, the phone was given to me by Simone and I immediately picked it up .
I saw Cody's name on the screen with a frown and a little confused I picked up the phone call.
" Bo.s "call Cody from there in a panicked voice But I still fell silent not responding to the man's words from there
" Miss Hellen .. He's critical, sir " said Cody after his
I was still silent while listening carefully to the sentence that my men had just said .
" Who is Hellen ? " I was confused in the end
my brain kept remembering the name that my men had just mentioned, a name that sounded familiar to my ears but I couldn't remember anything about that person .
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ALGAE EXPERIENCED BY THOMAS ...
Dissociative disorder is a disorder characterized by changes in an individual's feelings about identity, memory or consciousness.
According to Davidson & Neale in adult clinical abnormal psychology, individuals who experience this disorder have difficulty remembering important events that have happened to themselves , forgetting his identity even formed a new identity in his brain.
Dissociative disorders are also usually characterized by changes in perception such as feelings of detachment from self, the world around you, or memory
In adult clinical abnormal psychology books, this disorder usually appears as self-defense to face traumatic events in life .
Dissociative disorders are divided into 5 types of disorders, namely :
1) depersonalization disorder
2) Dissociative amnesia
3) dissociative fugue
4) dissociative trans disorder
5) and dissociative identity disorder.
For dissociative identity disorder the same as Alter Ego
Well, here Thomas suffered from dissociative disorder in the dissociative Amnesia group .
Dissociative amnesia is usually found to be a specific, non-general memory disorder.Obstated information is usually about a stressful or traumatic event in a person's life.
A common form of dissociative amnesia involves amnesia for one's personal identity, but the memory of general information remains intact.
There are types of memory impairment, including the inability to remember all incidents related to a traumatic event for a specific period of time after the event (usually a few hours to several day ) is called local amnesia .
Selective amnesia - Some individuals can remember, but not all, events within a limited period of time that can be in their memory .
Here Simone has known Thomas for a long time even indirectly Simone is the person who saw the growth and development of Thomas when he was a child , Simone knew the point where Thomas would be under pressure and the point where Thomas was traumatized .
Here Simone just controls what she already knows about the man , like Thomas who hated being abandoned by everyone and people - people he thought were just loving his brother and always abusing himself , this was not spared from Thomas' previous childhood .
back to the topic .so when Simone was able to control Thomas and at that time Thomas lost his own identity .
Why did Thomas forget Hellen while he remembered Simone? ? , it was because Hellen was an important figure who slowly changed Thomas's view, in fact Thomas was afraid to live with Hellen . Because it was difficult for Thomas to believe that Hellen would not leave him. So well, this figure of Hellen disappeared along with specific information .
the specific information here is all the memories of the family, the important person, and the thing that caused the trauma to the man .
I'm sorry if there's anything wrong about the explanation because here I just want to explain so you don't get confused with the father who happened to Thomas*** ...
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