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Psychiatrist....

Martin drove his car at moderate speed . While I was still silent while compiling all the information I got today in my head . there was a sense of anger when I found out my foster father was watching over all my movements .

" Is the entire phone also restarted by Simone ? " I asked for a moment to make Martin glance at me through his car glass

" Yes Mr. , he restarted all cell phones and all conversations be it messages or calls all connected to Mr. Simone's computer" said Martin to make me complain of annoyance

" Fuck "Umpatku slowly while clenching my palm

I went back into silence and there was no more sound, not even the sound of a song playing in the car , there's just a noisy vehicle and a couple of cluttered horns out there .

My eyes turned to the outside of the window while looking far away at the thought of that woman named Hellen .

" I almost pulled the trigger of my gun on his "My words speak for themselves yet I still realized there was Martin listening to my words.

I went back to being silent while clearly remembering the face I had previously had , I still remember how the sad look that woman made on me even I remember how her finger touched my hand earlier .

My brain can't remember who Hellen is but deep down I know that person . Instantly there was a sense of comfort and calm when I looked at the woman's face and I felt that my heart was much more familiar with Hellen, even though my brain erased the memory of her .

" Martin" I said calling his name, but my eyes were still staring out the window

" I trust you, I beg you not to betray me, this time let me trust everything you say and what you will do later . I'm really tired of everything that's going on "I said quietly with a voice that sounded resigned

Putting trust in the person who is Simone's right hand is the most stupid decision I've taken at the moment, but this is my last choice. I really have nothing I can hold as my foundation and nothing to believe in right now . I felt like I was losing my way and waiting for the destruction that would ruin my life .

" You just have to trust me, Mr. . I promise to take you to Hellen and vice versa, Hellen I'll bring to you as soon as possible " said Martin and I just smiled faintly as I listened to the man's words .

" Thank you, Martin "just say it

I'm a person who rarely says sorry even when I'm wrong and I'm a person who rarely says thank you even if I'm kind . All this time I did what I wanted and also said what I wanted but at this time I prefer to move on with my situation which makes me feel very tired .

" And sorry to bother you, Martin" I said again

Now I'm breaking everything down into my ego and giving in to a destiny that might drag me down. All this time I've always meant myself to be a tough guy with no weight but I was wrong, I am only a coward who shies away from me, I refuse to admit the fact that I am not that strong but instead I am the weakest person and the source of that weakness lies with myself , not to anyone else .

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Today as scheduled yesterday & I went to China to attend the meeting that Martin said last time but this time Martin himself did not participate with me .

Some of Simone's confidants followed me walking in the back like my bodyguard . And now that I have arrived in Beijing, I am entering a car that is a vehicle to take me to the hotel .

I saw several other cars following the car I was riding in from behind as I remembered Martin's words last time to make me undo my intention to call Gery . I kept my phone and looked at the crowded streets of Beijing .

Not how long the car I was riding stopped and immediately the car door was opened from the outside . I saw a hotel waiter looking down politely with me and some of Simone's men followed me from behind , some of the hotel's visitors stared at us with astonished gazes and chose to retreat slowly in search of safety.

One of my men walked to the receptionist to take the key card of the hotel room, after getting the key card he immediately gave it to me.

" The meeting will start tomorrow " said one of them and I just nodded in understanding and immediately entered the hotel room by dragging the suitcase that was already in front of my hotel room door.

I chose to rest my body and also rest my head that was slightly spinning even I was feeling a little nauseous at the moment .

All the files and information about the meeting I have read and some of Simone's confidants also joined the meeting with me. A translator of Simone's trust also participated in the meeting this time .

Now the meeting is attended by several people and some of them are personal secretaries of each meeting participant . My eyes are taking some people very seriously and one of them is a client who just broke an agreement with a company in China .

The meeting was completed approximately 3 hours no important thing there is only an explanation of the selected tender in the construction of the company branch in Guangzhou.

" Company meetings with managers and shareholders will start after lunch" said one of Simone's right-handers

" Other than this time ? " Task me without looking at her

" Good then we have lunch first "I said

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Now the work I hold in China is finally done quickly and this is my last day in China . Before I left for China, Martin had told me that one of the people who had come with me to China was now on my side .

" Where are we going, Young Master ? " His question was polite to the point of making me stare at my side then

" Take me to the hospital" I said calmly

" Are you sick Young Master ? " ask

" No Jun , I just want to see a psychiatrist "I said honestly

" I understand Young Master." Said he obeyed

Jun spoke very strong and fluent Mandarin & Chinese 'cause Jun was indeed a native of Beijing , the car I rented drove at a slow speed .

Arriving at the hospital I was immediately out and followed by Jun , Jun led the way as he approached the receptionist at the hospital , after getting the information we needed, we immediately took the elevator to the top floor.

There's nobody there just a few people passing by . Exactly 10 minutes we waited for someone from inside to open the door and I could see two women who might have been the Son and Mother had just come out of the room .

" You wait outside, Jun" said I ordered him and Jun nodded obediently

I immediately entered the room while researching the whole room .

" Please sit "Whoa the man with his hoarse voice while standing up and allowing me to sit on the chair in front of him.

" I am Zhong Khai, you can call me Khai, Mr "he said again introducing himself to Mandarin.

Because it did not get a response from me, the man smiled and seemed to understand he immediately introduced himself using English.

" So there's something I can help you with, sir..? " Tanyanya while hanging her words

" Thomas, call me Thomas" I said briefly introducing myself

" So Mr Thomas, what's your problem ? " Task her.

For a moment I was silent and thought about whether it was the right thing to talk about my life to others ? , Usually only Gery will accommodate everything I say but this time I will divulge all my life stories to strangers who are psychiatrists .

I took a slow breath and exhaled slowly and after that I looked at Zhong Khai and started to vent to speak to him .

" I'm losing my memory, it's not because of a collision or an accident . I just lost my memory 'cause I forgot someone who might mean something to my life" I said honestly but the man just looked at me with his trademark smile

" Can you tell me more in detail everything from the beginning ? " Pinta Khai to me and I understood and started telling everything from the beginning.

I tell how I look at someone and how I behave with someone . Khai several times asked me many things that I answered honestly , this time there is no more thing that I cover at all.

Khai smiled again and he asked who Simone was and I answered honestly, until finally he asked me about my twin brother Thitan .

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