
Pov Hellen's...
Now I wake up my body and research the whole room I am in right now , this place is my bedroom in the hospital I feel confused this time somehow I can wake up in this place .
Even I don't remember anything at the moment, I try to remember little by little what really happened and how I got to be in this place but it was all in vain , when the contents of my head were about to recall the previous accident I suddenly felt a small pain in my head .
I grimaced softly as some memories burst out to fill my head, I closed my eyes for a moment then suddenly my temperature turned cold as I remembered Thomas .
The shadow as Thomas thrust his knife at the figure touching my body suddenly flashed through my head making me terrified .
I crumpled my bed sheets and my eyes glanced through the room in panic and fear but suddenly I heard the sound of the door opening making my fear even more so .
My eyes quickly turned towards the door to see who was standing there and I breathed a little relief when I found Gina looking at me with a surprised look, Gina approached and stopped right beside my bed .
" Are you okay, Ellen ? " Tanya Gian but I just smiled stiffly and started to relax the squeeze of my hand on the sheets .
I glanced at Gina at a glance and nodded slowly in response to her question .
" Are you sure ? " Tanya Gina doesn't believe me anymore
I continued to look forward without looking at Gina in the slightest and I muttered softly as if reassuring Gina but I was not sure if Gina heard it or not .
" How can you be okay, you look so scared" said Gina, but I was silent and silent
Not long after I heard the sound of the door closing was now open again but I did not allow my head at all to see the figure.I just fell silent until I finally felt a pat on my right shoulder .
I turned my head towards the person who patted my shoulder but I only fell silent because I did not recognize the figure of the man standing in front of me now .
Even Gina who was in that place also fell silent while staring at us in turn .
" Do I know you ?? " I asked quietly to the figure in front of me
I saw him shaking his head slowly and then he turned his body to look at Gina .
" Can you leave us both ? " Task the man slowly
I heard her about to protest but Gina just came out without a fight, the door was closed slowly and now the room just left us both .
Suddenly the atmosphere became silent there was no sound here until finally the man took a chair and sat down beside my bed .
" Include me Gery "he said he started the conversation by introducing himself without bothering to put his hand towards me but I just stared at him and he looked at me and smiled sincerely .
" Do I know you ?? " I asked again but he just smiled earlier without intending to answer my question until a few minutes we were silent and finally the man began to sound .
" Obviously you don't know me Hellen, but I already know you a little bit . My name is Gery, before I was also a Doctor candidate just like you because there was a thing I can't be a doctor now . I'm more like someone who likes to listen to other people's complaints, improve others' mental and so on, I'm a psychologist" the man explained.
I was still silent not responding to Gery's words, I prefer to listen to the explanation of the man in front of me.
" Didn't you want to ask me something Hellen? , I'm sure you're the type of person who wants to know anything "His speech is relaxed and still accompanied by a smile.
I looked at Gery with a suspicious look because I was sure that Gery was not the doctor who practiced at the hospital .
" Who told you ? " I looked suspiciously.
" Thomas "he said briefly with no expression of a smile on his face
I fell silent stiff as the name was spoken, I saw no smile on the man's face as before now there was only a flat face that seemed to judge into my eyes , I slightly rewinded my seat to give the man some distance, somehow my body felt to move on its own when Thomas' name was spoken and suddenly sweat filled my palms , I bit my lower lip and inexplicably the fear filled my feelings .
" Ja—ngan hurt me" I said softly
Now I don't even dare to look at Gery, for me anything related to Thomas is scary .
" I won't hurt you Hellen, you can trust my words . What do you feel now ? " Task her to me
I heard his voice was now back to how it was, with a little courage I turned my head towards Gery who finally showed his friendly face again.
" Frightened, I was terrified" I said quickly and cold sweat suddenly descended from my forehead.
" I.. I feel something is always chasing me and he — he will stick his knife on my body , I ... I'll die "I said with a nervous voice and a panicked face
" I saw the blood everywhere, he stuck his knife on the man's body several times, even begging him not to stick the knife again , I saw the man crying he was screaming in pain, I.. I saw everything and—and the man's blood was on my body, Thomas.he killed the man " my words at length explained what was going through my head at this moment .
my eyes were moving back and forth until I finally stopped at the two eyes of Gery who was looking at me.
" If your fear is due to death, you shouldn't need to be as scared as Hellen, actually death is a sure thing" he said calmly as he continued to stare at me
I was just speechless listening to Gery's explanation and instantly I lowered my head .
" Thomas brought you here "His welcome again but I still remain silent and only intend to listen to the babble from the man's mouth .
Now There was no further conversation between the two of us, suddenly the atmosphere became quiet until finally Gery returned to sound .
" Come in "Tell him to know who I don't know
I was thinking maybe he told Gina to come in. I didn't even bother even I didn't intend to turn towards the door when I heard the door open , I just fell silent with my thoughts now filling my head .
I was a little unsettled as I recalled the figure of Thomas .
" Ger—" I stopped as I was about to tell Gery about the fear that was now filling my head again but it stopped at the tip of my tongue .
Because the figure I didn't want to see and the source of all my fear was now standing right in front of me. Now Thomas stood beside Gery while staring at me .
I fell silent stiff as I saw the figure of the man even I did not move and was creeping more and more whatever I could hold tightly.I bit my lower lip and let my body break out in a cold sweat , there was no sound in the room . The room went back to silence like no one was there until finally someone started a conversation .
" Hellen "call Thomas with her cold voice calling my name
I closed my eyes and just lowered my head in fear that even the squeeze of my hand on the sheets was getting stronger, I grew even more frightened when I realized that the figure was breathing in the same room as me .
" Hellen "Call her again but I still remain silent and do not intend to answer at all the call, I feel that if I answer her call the figure will hurt me .
" You should know I'm not a patient and disputable person" Hellen said, raising his tone slightly
Now that everything Thomas said somehow sounded so clear in my head, I even felt like it was just Thomas's voice filling my head.
" Thom" said someone who was none other than Gery with a soft voice and faint in my ear
" Is he okay ? "
I couldn't listen well just a faint sound could be heard in my ears suddenly the memory of past events now dominating my mind and all my nerves , past memories of when I first met Thomas, memories of the deaths of my parents, memories of the death of my beloved Rey, buried memories now re-emerge in my head , I screamed for a moment as if I was telling the memory to stop .
" Stop....! " I cried out in anger as I slapped my head.
" hellen... " Call someone who doesn't know whose voice I don't recognize
I just kept screaming and even struggling as the other hand held my hands together, instantly my body stiffened as my eyes met and stared at Thomas's sharp eyes .
Now my whole body feels immovable . I felt Thomas's hand still holding both hands and now he looked at me deeper and deeper, Thomas as if he was diving into me to make me not yell and wriggle anymore .now I just fell silent and somehow suddenly my lips were trembling and I was crying softly .
" I beg you don't hurt me and don't kill me . I was afraid "my words with tears dripping down and a trembling sound of fear
Thomas stared into my eyes in silence until I finally saw no other figure who should be with us in the room , now it was just me and Thomas in that room and there was no one but us .
" Don't hurt me, please "my words again begged in a soft, soft voice but Thomas was silent until I finally felt something warm filling my heart cavity
My body that was originally trembling in fear now suddenly became warm when a hug I felt on my body . This hug is not too tight but it feels so comfortable , the comfort I always get from my lover first .
I subconsciously returned the hug tightly even I hid my face on the chest of his field . I cried until I was sure my tears were soaking in that man's shirt but I didn't get angry because of me , I felt Thomas' embrace grow stronger and I felt another soft elution on my little back ,
The elusan that was so regular and soft made me calm even I felt my back hair being rubbed a few times by him . I closed my eyes while enjoying this comfort for some time how long I had not felt this calm I thought .
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