
Now the time has changed days and it does not feel now it has been two weeks since the funeral of my beloved Rey .
At this time I began to re-engage with my routine as usual even though my current mood was still grieving but I continued to strengthen myself to survive without the presence of my handsome man .
I ignored my sadness by taking my mind off , I channel my sadness by reading a lot of thick books about my work even though it does not help me at all but I keep trying not to be sad this time .
" Hellen Keller, look at patients in rooms A-35 through A-38, give me a report on their current development "send Doctor Smith and give me a file folder
" well doc "say me as I rise from my seat
I also walked towards one of the rooms mentioned by Doctor Smith . I knocked on the door slowly and opened it slowly , After entering the room I immediately put on my friendly smile to greet the patients who are there want as bad as my current condition I have to show the best face for the patients I think I .
" How do you feel right now, sir ? " My first time after meeting my first patient
The patient began to tell me his feelings were getting better and I as much as possible examined the patient well also without making any mistakes .
Finished with the first room , I went back to check on the other patients in the next room until I reached the last room . when I wanted to check on my last patient , I saw a little boy who was busy with toys in his hands he was seen alone no one accompanied him at that time .
" Excuse me . Hay handsome boy " said me kindly with a gentle smile to make the child look at me and smile
" Beautiful doctor" said her in a carefree voice .
" So what's your name little sister ?? " Task me while occupying the empty seat on the side of the bed
" Lucky Doctor "he said still with a sweet smile on his tiny lips
" The two Lucky parents are no doctors" he said with a sad face but a second later the little boy immediately smiled as before as if he did not feel sad at all at that time
" Said Mom Panti , Father and Mother Lucky now already in the most beautiful place in heaven, so Mother of the home said Lucky should not be sad " he continued with an enthusiastic tone and still displayed his sweet smile
I who heard it was silent for a moment now pity enters my heart.I stroked the little boy's head while smiling gently at him .
" Fucky's father and mother must be happy to have lucky . Therefore lucky must be a good child so that they are not sad there . okay " said me with a gentle smile while still stroking the shoots of his head
When I saw Lucky my feelings were now slightly warmed when I saw the little boy smile and nod his head happily added again with a smile that continued to be engraved on his lips made my heart also happy to see him .
Right now I've lost three of the most valuable people in my life Father, Mother and also Rey my lover , now I alone have no one whom I use to back up but after I see lucky I feel ashamed of myself how not the child was alone since childhood but the child can still face his life to this day I thought .
I also completed my task well even though more silent and obedient I keep doing it earnestly . I took off the doctor's suit attached to my body at that moment and walked out through the hospital corridor , there are some people who cross paths with me yak as usual they will not greet me and I do not care about it .
I was in front of the hospital waiting for a taxi to take me to the police station . Now I want to confidently report the killer , it doesn't matter if he's going to kill me the next day or someday because what I want right now is his responsibility for killing my lover .
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