
" Okay, the day after I will explain in more detail about your problem Hellen, for now rest enough and try to make peace with the events that make you afraid " gery said with a friendly smile while patting my shoulder slowly.
When Gery was about to turn his body intending to move away from me suddenly with a reflex I held Gery's hand until it made the man turn his body back and stared at me .
" What about Thomas ? " i hesitated and I saw Gery raise his eyebrows not understanding my question
But then I saw Gery smiling as a sign that he had understood my question .
" What do you want to know, Hellen ? " Tanya Gery as she pulled a chair nearby and returned to sit her body there
" anything "sahutku slowly
" Why ? " Tanyanya and I were silent for a moment
" Is Thomas a psychopath ? " I ask for doubt and slow down
I even ignored the reason why I wanted to know about the man, I saw Gery just looking at me and standing up from his seat .
" I'm sorry I'm Hellen, I can't answer a patient's secret "he said steadily .
" Is he a Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) ? " I ask again who is still very curious about Thomas' mentality
Now I look into Gery's eyes directly and I see Gery just raising his eyebrows .
" Sometimes I feel like Thomas has a different nature and changes a lot . I feel like there are two Thomas figures around me , sometimes Thomas can be good and sometimes he can also be a different figure . does Thomas experience some sort of MPD ? " Continue with a worried face
now Gery looks at me and he's back in the chair and even now he's smiling a little at me.
" Tell me who is Thomas' other figure if he has MPD ? . You should know Hellen , if someone has MPD, the person usually has other characters that are very thick, they may have their own names and they can also be two souls who hate each other even though they are on the other side the same body "
" Hellen, I shouldn't have said this to you but if you really feel fear as if death is chasing you very quickly, then go . You won't be able to hold on to Thomas, he's completely mentally damaged Hellen "
" i can only confirm one thing to you Hellen, Thomas does not have MPD . Thomas is only one and no other Thomas is in his body" Gery said at length to answer my question straightforwardly
I was still silent for a moment digesting all the man's words until I finally saw Gery get back up from his seat .
" It looks like I have to go now, don't forget to meet me the day after tomorrow, Hellen "Common Gery with a gentle smile towards me who is still silent staring at him
Not how long I heard the sound of a closed door signifying that now I only live alone in this room, But I am still silent while looking straight at my front I did not even sound a little .
Now my mind is almost empty but there is one name still left in my head at the moment and that name is Thomas .
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The next day ...
Now that I'm back as usual 'I'm helping some nurses who seem to be entering some patient data . I am currently in suspension until I am not entitled to follow the doctor to check the condition of the patients .
After helping to input the data of the patients I also walked to the cafeteria of this hospital to fill my stomach that has been rumbling since .
I saw some apprentice doctors who were having lunch looking at me with interest and after staring at me they whispered softly and then laughed . I who saw it just fell silent and did not take a dizzy what they said and did .
I also took a tray that had filled my lunch and walked leisurely towards the empty table that seemed to no longer exist . I sighed softly and intended to return my food but someone held my right arm .
" You can join us, Hellen" said the man, causing me to stare at him
I saw Gina holding my arm and taking me to the table she was referring to, until we finally stopped at a table that was filled with three people I knew but not too close . I placed my tray next to Gina and the three people who were sitting in front of me just glanced at me and continued eating them .
Now I eat my food in silence . whereas they , they talk about many things that I do not understand very well , occasionally Gina invites me to talk but I only answer briefly and then I will continue my meal without caring for those who speak . after finishing my meal I drank the glass of water I had taken and stood up from my seat.
" Thank you Gina" I said politely before leaving their table
" I have to go, thank you "sambunyku again and smile politely at his three others .
" Cih, isn't he so arrogant Gina ? . Ever since Mr. Thomas brought him in a state of unconsciousness he became so arrogant like that . I am obviously not surprised if he has high grades and easily becomes a doctor in this hospital " said one of them and I could hear what they were saying because I was still standing by their table
" He can listen to it stupidly" said one of his other friends
I immediately stepped my feet away and ignored their curious gazes at me , but just as I was about to leave the cafeteria suddenly someone stopped in front of me to make me pop my head to see who was standing before me at this moment .
I looked at the figure who looked very handsome with his formal clothes and his handsome face although his expression looked very cold and flat but still the face looked very charismatic . The man was none other than Thomas, he stood right in front of me staring at me with his flat gaze .
I glanced at Thomas at a glance and looked around me, for some reason suddenly my mood was really not good since then .
I'm sure the gossip about me and Thomas has spread like a plague in this hospital, 'cause almost the cafeteria's whole stare at us was full of interest and curiosity .
" Not here" I said slowly as I walked ahead of the man
" We talked in my car" Thomas said, walking ahead of me, making me follow his big step from behind
I walked a little fast because I was a few steps behind him, with a little run I again offset Thomas's footsteps .
After arriving near Thomas's car I saw Bruce standing next to Thomas's car . Bruce opened the car door for Thomas while I opened the car door for myself .
Now Thomas and I were sitting in the passenger seat just the two of us while Bruce the man chose a little away from the car .
" I refused "my words immediately as I looked straight in front of me and squeezed my hands together
Even the cold sweat now began to drench both palms of my hands, the nervousness and fear returned I felt at this moment .
I felt Thomas just speechless to the point of making me turn my eyes towards the man and I saw that Thomas was staring at me at that moment .
" Tell me once again " said Thomas flatly, to the point of making me swallow my saliva and try to brave myself .
" A. I refuse . I am not willing to stay by your side, Thomas "said me again with all my might and courage even as I continued to squeeze my own hand firmly
I saw Thomas just speechless as he continued to look at me with a flat gaze with no expression at all .
" Don't you promise to heal me, Hellen ? " Sanya with a slightly dejected facial expression that is now clearly visible in my eyes
" I can't do that if you don't want it yourself, "I said slowly trying to be flat, although honestly my heart felt a little dependent on the expression on Thomas's face
" I always get whatever I want" Thomas said flatly in his cold voice that had begun to return
" Then this time you have to learn to understand whatever you want .not always everything you want you can get "I said aloud and released the link on both my hands
After saying that I intended to get out of the car but I took the time to look at Thomas at a glance . I saw the man was putting his phone in his right ear while continuing to look straight in front of him .
" Do whatever you want to do, 'cause he you don't mean mine" Thomas said with a flat, cold expression that made me stop my hand from opening the car door
I kept staring at Thomas who was still staring straight ahead of him after completing the call .
" Get out of my car "tell him in a cold voice even colder than before
And no matter how long Thomas turned his head towards me until Thomas's sharp eyes were really looking at me with a cold and disinterested look .
" A..what are you planning to do again ? " Task me nervous
" I don't have to tell you . Get out of my car now before I tell Bruce to drag you out" Thomas said flatly and still stared at me with his cold gaze
" Tho—" my word stuck
" Get out right now, Hellen" said Thomas, casting me out again and again by raising his voice a little and emphasizing his words in every sentence
I got out of Thomas' car with a lot of questions and thoughts in my head . Instantly I felt that my life was in danger at this time and without cause I felt something dangerous was lurking in me at this moment .
" It's okay Hellen, everything will be fine" I said in a hearty encouragement to myself
I try to channel the positive energy into myself and I try to eliminate the negative thoughts in my brain right now .
I also walked to the hospital intern and laid my body down to just throw away the bad thoughts that were currently filling my head .
" Do whatever you want to do, 'cause he you mean is not mine" said Thomas, who inexplicably kept ringing in my head
I feel like the person Thomas meant is me, am I wrong if I just think about my own safety .
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