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Towards Termination ...

Now all the memories of Hellen keep turning in my head to bring me back to the past that can make me smile for a moment . Right now there's not much I'm doing, I'm just silent not moving a bit from where I'm standing.

The promises we once made now just evaporated in my head to make me groan in pain as I continued to remember the woman .

The sound of gunshots coming back in my ears made my body even more tense and frightened . With great effort I forced my feet to step toward the crowd where Hellen was.

Many negative thoughts filled my head at this time, but as much as possible I removed those thoughts from my head.

When I saw who had been shot suddenly I felt something inside me just being pulled out . I stared in disbelief at what I was seeing right now even I was unable to cry .

I just fell silent and silenced as I enjoyed the sudden pain running through my heart at this moment .

" Why ? " So quietly ask yourself with a vibrating voice

" Oil..." Call me but the woman doesn't answer my call at all

I saw that the woman was busy to provide help that was obviously in vain , I sat down next to her, touching her shoulder slowly and making Hellen turn towards me with tears that had washed his face while looking at me with a sad look .

" Auntie Tina..." He said to me

I also allowed my eyes to look at Mother who was now lying in fresh blood soiling all the clothes she was wearing at that time.

There was nothing I was doing at the moment I just fell silent while looking at Mother who was lying weakly on the ground with a gunshot wound on her part .

When Hellen was about to give me some more help, I suddenly held his hand and made the woman look back at me again .

" There is nothing to do anymore, Hellen" I said softly as I looked at the woman and carried her weak body into my arms

Hellen cried loudly in my arms while speaking in a quivering voice and constantly blaming himself .

" It's not your fault Hellen, it's her choice "My words softly calmed the woman down while patting her gently on the back

I felt Hellen take his arms off me and take his hand to pick up a gun next to my mother's corpse.

" I'm going to kill the man" he said in a trembling voice, even as his hands shook while holding the gun .

" I won't let you do that Hellen, never use your hand to hurt anyone . Your hand is only to treat others "I said aloud while taking over the gun in the woman's hand

My feet stepped closer towards Simone who was groaning in pain due to some bullets hitting her body at this time . actually I could have just let the man go , that way he would die from blood loss, it's just that the anger in me is now taking over my mind .

I looked at Simone who was now lying weakly on the floor of the old building , Without thinking for a long time I immediately pointed the tip of my gun towards his forehead but suddenly the man called me with a weak and soft voice to make me pause for a moment while continuing to look at the man .

" Thum ..."

I just fell silent as I looked at the man without answering his call, but I even tightened my grip on the gun I had in my hand .

As much as possible I controlled my thoughts and did not allow Simone to take over me again like before .

" I'm sorry, Father "She said softly and softly for the last time while closing my eyes and pulling the trigger of the gun in my hand

I opened my eyes and looked at the now lifeless Simone with a puddle of fresh blood soiling all over her body . There was a hint of guilt lodged in my heart at this moment, because after all that man was the one who had raised and cared for me , even though he took care of me the wrong way but he gave me a place I needed and he also gave me a refuge .

I looked back at Hellen's situation that didn't look okay at the moment , I don't know what really happened , this all just happened with Mother who was the victim .

" Sir..." Call me slow at the end after all this time I never mentioned that call to her

I stared at the lifeless body of my mother before me, slowly and courageously moving my hand to touch her face for the first time in a long time .

I do not know since when Mom has a face as soft as this even though her age is now no longer young but the face of the mother still looks beautiful in my eyes .

There aren't many memories of Mom in my life 'cause I didn't live with Mom long enough . Added to that with the hate in me that has taken over all my longing for Mom . I did hate Mom, at least I didn't hate Mom for the last few months after I got to know Hellen, I just didn't know how to behave because our previous relationship wasn't good .

" Aunty ... " Call Hellen in a quiet and soft voice while tightly hugging my mother's body as if the dead woman was her mother

I really felt so envious of Hellen that could cry when the person who was part of your life left, I envy that woman who could vent her sorrow through a tear .

Right now I feel tightness on my chest but I still can't cry , I could only stare at my mother's corpse and now I really felt really bad because all the pain was now lodged in my heart .

Hellen looked at me in disbelief as he was about to make a sound out of his little mouth suddenly his lips closed back and the atmosphere now became silent there was no conversation at all between the two of us.

" I should have been shot, not Aunt Tina" he said softly after a moment of silence while bowing his head

While listening to Hellen's words I suddenly felt a feeling of anger in my heart .

" You shouldn't talk like that Hellen "I was upset by slightly raising my voice

" Because of me, you lost your mother" said the woman again ignoring my words

" I shouldn't have trusted Simone back then 'cause I wanted to see you so badly I forgot what that guy was like . If I didn't do that stupid thing, surely Aunt Tina would be fine "he said at length with a trembling and sobbing sound

even her tears fell down through her chin

I pulled the woman's chin to stare at me and made our eyes meet each other and I gently wiped away the tears on Hellen's cheek with both of my thumbs.

" If you're the one who got shot I won't probably stay here Hellen . I don't know how to live if the one who got shot was you . I love you even more I need you Hellen . I beg you not to say anything more, do not make Mother's death go to waste with your regret "my words at length won the woman to make Hellen again shed tears

" Are you not feeling sad ?? " he asked as he continued to look at me with his wet eyes

Finally the question came out of Hellen's mouth to make me smile softly at the question from the woman .

" Here" I said briefly, touching my chest with my right hand

" It's so tight and it hurts here but I can't get it out with tears . It hurts so much but I can't cry . It hurts too much here, Hellen "My welcome is so soft that it makes Hellen hug my body for a while

" I'm sorry, Thom "he said softly in my arms to make me return the woman's embrace tightly as if she was expressing the sadness that was lodged in me at this time

" Let's go home, Thom" he said, staring at me without letting go of his arms

I nodded my head softly in reply to the woman's words, Hellen let go of my arms slowly and I turned my gaze toward Martin who was staring sadly at my mother's corpse .

Somehow Martin looked more broken than me even the gaze he nailed seemed to radiate sadness and destruction within him to make my mind wonder about the man . Many things I want to ask but not now I think .

" Cody "Call me to make Cody stand up straight with Riley beside him

" Thank Simone properly "let me and Cody nodded in understanding

The man also began to carry out my orders with some other men .

" I.I'll bring your mother's body, Thom "Say Martin in a hoarse voice without looking at me

Me and Hellen who heard it immediately turned my gaze towards Martin who was still busy staring softly at my mother's corpse .

" Tina is a very good girl friend of mine, she loves you very much Thom, She never even hesitated to put herself in danger even if she had to die . He even always says he wants to protect you and protect what you're protecting "suddenly Martin said to make a lot of questions I want to ask but he went back to talking , as if I didn't let you ask

" When I saw you looking after Hellen so much, he did the same thing . He was guarding Hellen for you, he said that's how he broke through all the mistakes he had for you . She loves you so much and always loves you , she loves her two sons . She loves you and Thitan, her little angel . Seeing him tell me about the two of you, he sounded so happy to have you both ", Martin continued, turning his head and looking at me and Hellen

" He always said his life was only to protect his little son, he always said you were the only possession most precious to him and he proved his point , he protected the most precious thing for his little son, because Tina knew that his little son would not be able to live without that person "His words again at length while looking down on me

Martin spoke at length about my mother like he really knew her very well, and at once the tightness in my chest grew more and more when he heard the man's words . I really feel really bad right now .

" I'm going to clean up your mother Thom's body, please let me do it I want to see your mother's face for the last time" she said softly as she looked back at my mother's corpse

Just as I was about to speak suddenly Hellen touched my hand and looked at me with his gentle gaze .

" Let her be with your mother for a moment, Thom" Hellen said, and I nodded.

" Let's go back "take me while taking Hellen's hand for me to hold and take him out of the barn

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