Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Love God more than your love for me

Since that incident the Habib family has never debated Missing again. They love Miss and never miss a maid again. Especially Nayla who likes to insult Miss. now they are more arab and closer. The wound? Not much, but enough to make Miss unconscious, right? Actually a lot, it's just that Rindu has been too accustomed to the pain, like a whisper or pisiskis. I'm very poor, aren't I?

Forgive the author Rin. Because your exams are getting longer and more. And this is still a little loe. There will be even more painful tests..!! just patience, please,.. Your test is not a test actor, or anything else hehe..

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“You're okay Rin? You are not at home, yes..!!!” Habib is still not comfortable telling Miss to work when she just got out of the hospital yesterday afternoon.

“I'm fine sir. I've been strong kog. I don't want to eat blind. Haram..!!” Mildly miss. The money he got was not only for himself, but also for Rian and Rani, even for his mother and father in the village. Yahh. He gave without telling his family to accept him.

“I already bilamg. Don't call me Mr. Rin. Call me Habib or Habib. Which can make us closer.” Habib has indeed confirmed it to Rndu from the past but still misses not doing it. Because if you remember, especially Miss is very close to the doctor Rey is actually not because it looks close. But they have to be close, right? Between patient and doctor?

“Ya sir. Ehh Kak.” An awkward miss made him scratch his non-itchy head. Once uncle, became father, then Master and now rising to rank Kak. What else tomorrow?

“Iya. Let's go..!!” Habib opened the door for him to enter. Don't expect a romantic scene. No Habib opened the door to Miss, no Miss opened it herself and sat down to dismping Habib.

Miss is still sick, but what should she do? He must be aware of his position as a maid, later if he is lazy lazy and likes to feel sorry for his salary. He just wants to eat blind. He is self-conscious.

The silence of Habib and Rindu makes the atmosphere quiet. Habib was busy memorizing religious knowledge while Rundu also memorized the verse he was repeating. They are both on his path.

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A moment later the car stopped suddenly making Miss who was suddenly surprised almost hit the front seat.That's good thing Habib quickly tangap holding his bidat made Habib's hand hit the chair. Spread Habib reflex because he does not want to miss why. I don't know why miss being the priority.

A moment later they looked at each other for five seconds and then turned their eyes out of the window simultaneously because of the ringing. “Sorry sir, there was a cat passing by.!!” Said Filos smiling sweetly. Not because of cats. He just does not like the situation of the cangung created by them make him initiate this kind of thing.

Truth be told, the nature of Hbaib changed one hundred and eighty degrees, he who is arrogant, he who upholds the ego and he who likes to be powerful. The arrogant ones get better. He likes to smile even though only thin, he no longer likes to be angry and he becomes a person who is not selfish anymore. And Philos was grateful for that. Is it because of the miss?

Habib looked at Miss who closed her eyes making him frown.” You got nothing to miss? are you skit?” Ask. He was not able to see the face of Miss, just that the eyes of Miss closed very tightly make him think if Miss save a deep pain.

The longing that was holding back the turmoil of his kidney pain made him stab and look at Habib. He smiled “ I am sick indeed. but that pain is a sinner. So I should be grateful for how I feel, right? So don't worry about me.” He was honest, but smiled. His days are getting sicker. Things got worse and he still did not get an apology from his parents. Tight-tasting.

Habib silently looked at Rindu. his admiration increasingly mountainous making him more determined to learn the religion of Islam.” I can already memorize the two juices of Al-Qur’an. Are you happy Missing? I'm great, right?” Words entertain. He smiled softly at Miss when saying things that he thought were encouraging.

The one who doesn't understand is just listening. Sometimes he glanced at the rearview mirror to look at two people behind. Miss smiling happily.” really? But have you learned why you should memorize the Qur'an? What is the meaning and also what do you get from memorizing the holy verse?” The question made Habib shut up.

Habib turned his brain to answer.” Y.. It's a condition you made for me... am I wrong?” Confused ask. Honestly, he could not understand the true love of Miss. How to love God deeper than to love Miss.more precisely he loves Longing than his God. The proof is that he is still trying to memorize the Qur'an’an because of Missing, not because of Allah.

Miss staring at the streets.” I already told you. Love God first love Him more than you love me. For I will not accept you if you have not loved God more than you love this world. even though you memorize all the verses of Allah, you do not understand the meaning of your memorization, it will be in vain, sir. “ Said slowly.

Habib looked at Miss disappointed. He thought he would be praised. But in fact Miss does not praise him.” Are you unhappy I can memorize two juices?” Ask.

Miss smile miris.” If you memorize it just to get me. Then you will be in vain, sir. Because God knows everything. I am proud of you for memorizing it. But sorry, I will accept when you can love God beyond the world, then I will love you. Love the new God love me. If you do the opposite then I was born only to be a mistake, not a blessing. So please, don't love me more than you love God swt.!!” ‘For I do not know later I can repay you for your love or not, because my age does not know when the master ends. But if you love God more than you love me. Then your disappointment with me can be treated by mengikhlaskan. I just want to teach you sincerity from now on.!!” Continue in the heart.

Habib silently digested Miss speech.he was disappointed but he will keep trying.

Without him knowing if Miss staring at the road next to him with tears. Without realizing it, he had fallen in the charm of Habib. he cried in silence. As sick as it feels when loving but can not be combined with nature? But Miss sure. If God had a plan better than what he expected. I miss believing that..!!!