Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Longs

... "Sometimes, God removes something very meaningful from your grasp, in order for you to realize your mistake and change for the better. (Anonymous)...

..."The Way of God is Long, but We Catch it like a Tortoise, and the goal is not with you to the end of the way, but with you dying on the way." shaykh al - Albaniy...

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..."Let us look evil to others, as long as we do not pretend to be good even though our past is dark. At least we're trying to change."...

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Doctor Rey sighed.” My police man monitored Miss. he said Miss is now also sick to make him rest. It looks like two or three days to go. So we have three more days to prove innocence. Either from Danil or from other evidence.” Said doctor Rey...

after that, doctors Rey and Gevan discussed what they would do later. Where they can find evidence and so on.

Domain place, miss there's a weak on top of the hospital gurney There. He enjoyed everything he went through with lillahita'allah. There was no longer any sense of wanting to rebel as he had faced all this at the beginning.

..."If patience is at hand, then the insults and insults they throw will only feel like little dust flying."...

...Verily Allah does not change the state of a people until they change what is in themselves." – QS. Ar-Ra’d: 11...

He knows that he is wrong now and deserves all this. He could not control his emotions make him fall into a hole that he made himself. He's aware of that.

He saw the clock that still pointed at nine o'clock at night made him choose to sleep again and calm his mind... He has already done the prayer so it does not matter that he sleeps now.

Longing to close his eyes peacefully hoping that tomorrow the problems he faces today are just a sleeping flower. is there? surely there must be people who think like that even more who want when they sleep, then they do not need to wake up again.

I felt no more tears of longing to drip with her peaceful flow. In sleep alone he can cry, is in his dream he also exposed to problems or problems haunting his real sleep as well? I think so. The patient misses.forgive this evil author wwwkk.

Didn't miss knowing if outside he was treated there was a police figure who was staring at him with sadness. Somehow, there is a pain to see Miss like that. like there is a bond, but what bond she does not know. Does he like to miss? he thinks not. Maybe more lovers, because he already knows what diseases you miss. He checked the medicine he took from Habib's house yesterday. The drug sought by Miss take it he is efficient keapotrik. It was a shock to him.

Because there are many drugs if counted, then maybe miss eating twelve different drugs in three times a day. Errata four times. Because there were two drugs that he had to drink he fell asleep.

Tears even fell remembered if the doctor diapotek it said if one of the drugs there is a cure Liver Cancer that has been acute.he also heard the kidneys miss damaged because the drug there is also.. the more painful kagi when he heard that the other drug was lung medicine. That said a person's lungs are damaged and can no longer function properly....

He thought it was just someone else's medicine that one place was yearning for. But yesterday how shocked he was to see Miss eating all the medicine was like eating rice alone. I miss smiling and saying thank you.

As now, he approached his cage of longing and stared at the niqob-covered face. Her tears flowed back to those peaceful eyes. He looked up at the hospital so that the tears would not fall again.

Then his eyes looked at the hands of Miss who there is a chocolate-colored Al-Qur’an there. He also saw that there was a small prayer beads in Miss's hand made her chest shake. It feels very very very slapped this time.he is a devout person of religion staring it feels very slapped.” What is the heart of your people made of? why is he so strong?” That's what he asked for Missing.he who helps and watches Missing is defeated he is introgated and everything makes him know how sick Miss is beaten and also asked questions, while he has a heart that is also almost damaged, he even knows that Miss who now cannot cry sobbing makes him amazed at Missing.

His eyes were staring at the table beside Miss, there was a small note with a black pen making him take the paper. He stared at the paper with a pus. Say he's rude, but he's really curious right now.

...‘To myself, there are many things in this world that I am not grateful for. Do not blame the tadir, because God has lowered the faith in every people. We have 6 things we have to believe. One of them is to believe in Qoda and Qodar. I have to remind myself that I have to accept my good and bad destiny. Thank God for calling me to be closer and love you more. Thanks.”...

The tears flowed again when he saw the note. What say? thanks you? How could he say thank you? Is Miss crazy? Or how?

I missed the hospital there for two days. And now it's better. He was allowed to return to his throne until there was another trial. There's a lot to miss. Because the police who helped Miss yesterday hired a lawyer so Miss could be free. But what power. Misses not shirking at all about what she did for Mise. He did it honestly.

The police officer was named Ilham. He looked at the lawyer who was none other than the son of the nanar .because the lawyer said that Miss could not be invited to compromise in this case.he even gave up and gave the case back to another lawyer.

Ilham looked at Rindu who was now sitting on the floor with the mat, there he was alone with the Qur’an in his field. His lips kamit kamat signifies if he is memorizing or sholawat. He didn't know it was getting him close.

The shocked miss opened her eyes. There he saw the policeman who had helped him several days to make him rise.” What's wrong sir?” Tanya Rindu confused.after all she has no more problems or calls.

He sighed staring at Miss.” You're memorizing huh?” The question again made Miss silent, she did not answer at all what she asked made her sigh again. “So there's a lawyer I hired. Why don't you defend yourself. You don't want to go out?” Ask the core of the problem.

Misses caressing.”I don't want to go out. It's good here hehe. I can eat geratis every day.”His words with a guyonan made the policeman look at him flatly.”Ih don't be serious bengat si. besides why I have to go out, I'm wrong, so it's only natural if I'm here. I don't care.”hereinafter honestly.

“Beachau sa equally you like to talk to stone Rin Rin.”Ilham shook his head to her.”Udaghlah.I am tired of fighting but not supported by yourself. I know that you are not actually wrong. I'm sure you did that there must have been a cause.. “Next but Miss is still silent make him moan. He did not know what to do without saying he sighed and left Miss there.

Missed to stare at the police's back with nanar. He sighed hugging his small Quran’an tightly. channeling the sadness he felt at this time.”I'm sorry. maybe this is indeed the best.”He murmured with a heavy breath. Everyone won't know if it feels like pain.

Elsewhere there is a figure who does not sleep thinking about his stupidity. Not sleeping thought of his geo-ism that exceeded everything. He can't even think clearly because someone always haunts his head making him speechless.

He looked beside her. Where is a photo of him and a photo of Romdu that was hilly Azza first. He saw Miss whose robe was flying because of the wind and her veil swaying. His eyes narrowed a sign that he was smiling softly.. Miss sitting on a horse while the figure of himself beside the horse santay and hold the rope there.really they are very harmonious there to make him sigh.

Not just there. He opened his room drawer. There is an album that contains photos of Missing everything. A lot of him took photos of Miss secretly-dam. Eat or work again. He is indeed a good stalking miss.

“I'm sorry I miss. because I've burned my anger out of it.'' He muttered with a heavy sigh. He remembered where Miss looked at him with her nanar she did not believe him. He even saw where Miss went to wear wet clothes/until Miss came home with a very sad attitude to make him sigh.

He is no longer a prayer routine because he thinks of Missing he does not even memorize as Missing and Missing wanted him no longer learn to teach and so on. It is true that he is ambitious. But only ambitious because of his lust. Not because of his love.

“Did you really hate me miss? is it true what you said if you were going to get married? “Tanyanya felt her heart weaken just because remember if Miss will marry another man.”But it feels like my heart hurts Miss. I don't accept.”He squeezed his own chest.

He didn't realize he was squeezing the album and breathing out. He wants to go today. yes, he must go to a place that can make the problem disappear. yes.. he needed the quarters to clear up his heart problem even if only for a moment.

Habib owns the club that he has not visited for a long time. He used to like to come here but only to calm the mind and drink a little alcohol, at least until he can eliminate the problem for a while. There he had made a deal with his friend who was none other than Fadli and also batian.

They liken if the woman everything up .ekali wear and then throw away. They never get serious about one woman. When they get what they want. They threw it in the trash. That's them...

This is where they like Bastian and Fadli looked at Habib with a confused look. Only this time they looked at Habib as stupid as this to the point that he had not realized to have spent 5 bottles of alcohol.. that even made Habib chirp indistinctly..

“Again..give me again.”Habib muttered by raising his glass to Bastian to pour again making Bastian foolishly spill the last drop of the sixth bottle. Habib received it and just drank it straight away.” I am sorryin Rin.. Miss. why are you so sad Miss.”Sometimes he said cheap longing, occasionally apologizing with thousands of words of misguidance.

“Again.”Habib said by patting his desk can not stand the drink is up.” You are a hypocritical man and also a holy pretender. Look at me now haha. I am now at home Satan miss. You do not want to reflect with me haha.”Said by raising his hand.” Where to drink me? Drink. drink..”His face was patting the table with that blistering face.

“Stop Bible. You've been drinking a lot.”Fadli held Habib in confusion.” Loe why the Bib? I haven't been together for a few years we've been here, once you gather crazy rang.. I even just saw loe drink this much.”.He said in horror. Six bottles was not a small amount in his eyes even though he also liked to drink.

“Gue want Mimun Bre,,’Teach Hbaib stares at Fadli with his eyes blasting it.” He's a holy pretender Fadli.bdia so holy.”.Said with growled while gurgling.”He taught me how to learn and also learn religion, prayer and everything. Don't know he's jala** haha. he's jal***”.

“But stupidly I like him. I love him, but he wants to marry another guy.”Habib clenched his hands tightly defeated say it.” I hate it and I hate it and I don't want Fadli. I don't want him to make that cake. I want him to marry me. Marry me. he has the heart to leave me.”ujarn pull up Fadli's sleeves make the shirt sag until his shoulder.nmaklum he only wears santay clothes only.

“Woy. Don't pull pull.. this Semongko tarisis gosh.’Dar Fadli held Habib's hand. But Habib was very strong pull him make he bent down adjust Habib's movement so that the shirt is not torn.

“And now he is imprisoned hahah rasain.”Habib back chuckling.” I'm sure he'll come with me and beg to be helped in keluin. like at that time I'll make him accept me and we marry.. so he won't be able to refuse, will he? Aren't you? Is it.”Habib said by ripping the shirt off with a bang.

“Crazy ni people. What else is it.. Who does Bib miss? What name or cake is that? Name kok Miss..,”Bastian's mumble slightly chuckled at Fadli who could not recognize Habib.”Who else did Habib say? heartbreak or what is it like?” His murmur did not understand. Basaha Habib is the language of the planet. Difficult understood.

“Drink.Let me drink again. I want to drink..!” Shouted Habib loudly making everything scream at him.”Drink.. fill my drink..!”His cry to Fadli in front of him was powerful.

“Iye gosh...! take off my shirt anjim.!!”