Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Bad news

Miss leaning her body on the head of the bed with a million problems. He endured the pain in his chest. Pain due to physical illness and pain due to inner. She chose to open her headscarf because she was about to sleep, she grabbed a comb and then combed her hair, her head white skin has been seen on the sidelines of the hair because it has been two months of hair loss.

From the dimall he had not eaten until now. But it was no big deal, because what he thought the most about right now was Habib's words, why was Habib so angry at him? Does he have to apologize again?

Huff... Missed to breathe out because tired from just thinking.

“Repose heart. I'm sure, if God is a benefactor, I'm sure you'll calm down and find out what your purpose is.” Mumbled Longing and choosing to sleep, even though he had a little trouble sleeping.

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Missing heart was aghast when she heard Nina's screams outside. What's the matter? why fuss? He glanced at the clock next to him.” Hour 02:00 Morning.” Mumbled. His body trembled in surprise. What's the matter? why is there a commotion. Was there a robbery?

Miss edged and then took her surum hijab, a simple hijab that only stayed in pairs, not forgetting to take her Niqob and tie her territory. His steps were carried by the gopong towards the origin of the sound of screams and cries. Her step down the stairs because of the origin of the sound was the idea of the room Nina and her husband.

“Hiks.. Mamma.. Mama go pa...” Shouted hysterically Nina. She wept bitterly as she smacked her husband's chest, her tears streaming down with her nose now flushed so brightly with her white face, not to mention the very messy hair makes Miss silent on the stairs number ten while looking at the sight of the plagues.

Panji stroked Nina's hair gently, she cried even though it was not as hysterical as Nina, it was true that the difference between women and men was very big when it came to this kind of thing.” Relax Mi... Relax, do not think gini, if you like how we can make mama happy.” Said raspy.

“Hiks. Let's pi we're there now.” Nina Sera hugged her husband tightly.

There was also Habib da also Nayla who hugged each other to warm each other, they stroked each other with pain and to strengthen each other. “Mami don't do that. Eyang already calm, “ said Nayla while hugging Habib who has a sad face.

“Yaudah we leave now just yukk..” Panji told his wife.

“Nayla ready whatever we butuin yaa.. “ He said to Nayla who was taken by the master.

Habib's eyes met with the eyes of Missing who was holding tightly the side of the ladder support, his face slightly reddened because it held back tears. “Rindu... Here..” Saying Panji, yes. It's not Habib, it's Panji.

The so-called longing also approached with reddened eyes and also with the lips quivering behind its niqob. Panji and the others who saw that could not be confused. Isn't that currently those who are grieving, why Missing seems so desperate and also weakened. Nina still hugged Panji tightly asking for a fragility crutch on her.

Who wouldn't be sad when we're surrounded by our world? the mother's disappearance is like the shorthand of half our world, not the word lebay if someone says the mother's wish is like feeling our world crumble, our death feels dead and also loses purpose and direction of life. It is undeniable, the most cherished human being, the wingless angel who hugs us tightly we cry in the middle of the night.

Mammy? The toughest man in the world, willing to resist drowsiness to put his child to sleep, sharing blood through breast milk, sleeping rhinos and tirelessly giving the best of his child, not to mention when the mother who conceived and gave birth to us.

“You why cry miss? do you know my mommy?” Nayla asked slightly agitated from sobbing in tears.

Broken also the cry of Miss. she cried by holding her chest. Either way, he is very fragile at this time, he remembers his mother in the yard, imagining if there is news of his mother dying to make him fail to focus, at this time not Umminya who died, but his grandmother Nina.

Nina suddenly stopped crying, she looked at Miss with a question mark, as did Habib and the others. Habib wanted to knock Miss's hand, but Miss first brushed it off. He rubbed his face rough because he was ashamed to cry in front of others for no reason. “If so let's see Madam's mother. I'm going to go there and see his funeral.” Speak Misses vibrate.

“For what? Haven't you met Habib's grandmother yet? Again look for face or kayak how is this?” Tanya Nina looked at Miss confused at the cynical.

Longs to smile with her tears flowing.” I just want to know what it's like to see someone else, a person called a ‘Mother' buried.” It bites its lower lip tightly so as not to break.” I want to feel and want to know how sick people lose mothers so that I do not waste my mother. ” Say Rindu getir.

Miss held back her cries with all her might. The news that Nina's mother died made her imagine her mother. His mother who loved him but beum had time to be proud. Would her mother forgive her? Does her mother still consider herself a child? Missing to endure pain and tightness in pain? Of course very sick, especially now that he has problems with both parents.

“God..give me one chance to apologize to my mother, ask for forgiveness and be proud of her by realizing what they aspire to, give me a white spot in my life after that you can take my life anytime and anywhere.” that is the prayer of Missing that he always recapitulates himself. He asks nothing in himself in this world, he does not ask God to give him healthy does not ask him to be healed, he only wanted to give one white dot to the two angels who had made him present on this earth.

The journey to Nina's mother's residence began a few minutes ago. Homesick to ride in Habib and Nayla's car, while Panji and Nina are in front of their car.

Nayla and Habib's grandmother, who died, are said to have been ill from a few weeks ago. He said his grandmother had improved a little yesterday, but I don't know whose name died who knows, because in the body they listened if the middle-aged woman died.

أَيْنَمَا تَكُونُوا۟ يُدْرِككُّمُ ٱلْمَوْتُ وَلَوْ كُنتُمْ فِى بُرُوجٍ مُّشَيَّدَةٍ ۗ وَإِن تُصِبْهُمْ حَسَنَةٌ يَقُولُوا۟ هَٰذِهِۦ مِنْ عِندِ ٱللَّهِ ۖ وَإِن تُصِبْهُمْ سَيِّئَةٌ يَقُولُوا۟ هَٰذِهِۦ مِنْ عِندِكَ ۚ قُلْ كُلٌّ مِّنْ عِندِ ٱللَّهِ ۖ فَمَالِ هَٰٓؤُلَآءِ ٱلْقَوْمِ لَا يَكَادُونَ يَفْقَهُونَ حَدِيثًا

Arabic-Latin: aina may not have a file with yudrikkumul-mautu although kuntum fi burakjim musyayadah, wa in tuisib-hum ulasanatuy yaqinaklikihi min 'indillah, wa in tuisib-hum sayyi atuy yaqlidukh haishi min 'indik, qul kullum min 'indillah, fa mari ha ula`il-qaumi la yakadina yafqahipina

Translation of Meaning: Wherever you are, death will find you, though you are in the high fortress still strong, and if they obtain goodness, they say: "This is from Allah's side", and if they are struck by something disastrous they say: "This (it comes) from your side (Muhammad)". Say: "Everything (comes) from the side of God". So why do those people (the hypocrites) barely understand the slightest talk? — Quran Surat An-Nisa Verse 78

hence. Time if mom and dad are still around. For the most bitter regrets are when mother and father are gone but we have not been made aware of their happiness in our side...

NVS-

Because Nina's mother named Wista was to be buried in the yard to make them have to leave the city, so it must spend up to 4 hours traveling.

Even though Miss is just silent with her thoughts, she is currently thinking about her parents, are they okay? Are they eating well now? Have they forgiven him? Ahhh, it seems that after a month of working with Habib he had to ask for permission themed with his mother, he wanted to apologize as soon as he was given age, he said, because Miss is not sure about her age or her mother's age she does not want if someday she can not apologize to her mother.

His eyes glanced at his phone. It was like he was calling ummi and her abbi. He wants to apologize right now, he wants to apologize by prostrating on their feet, is it through HP? As long as abbi and uminya want to forgive him? If they want to forgive him, he'll be home soon.

With trembling hands he pressed the button there. With increasingly trembling hands he put his cellphone in his ear. Tuttt.

“Assalamu’aikum. “ The voice that he missed the most is now flowing in the ear Missing. His tears fell because of teasing, he bit his lower lip the more he missed him to the Abi who often hit his hand with rattan. Because Miss is naughty and unruly.

“Hallo. Who's this early in the morning?” Ask again to Miss who is still silent, she even forgot to answer and her goal was to call her brother.

Miss looking out the window.” Waalaikum and Abi... Abi how are you?” The sound of longing roared with soaring tears. He even hit his chest because of the pain. Pain withstanding the cry that should have broken,

Silence.. no sahutan from there make Miss also silent,”Bi..” Mumbled Missing because his silent abbess was speechless again. Miss glancing at the hour in her heart which pointed out that if the next 30 minutes would be 5 o'clock, her father is now definitely getting ready to go to prayer kemasjod.

“Do not contact Abbi before Abi contacts you.” That's what Abinya said after the call he turned it off.

Do not miss realizing that Habib had been watching him through the mirror, while Nayla was just listening to what Missing said without knowing what Missing did, she did not even know what Abi was.

Habib's jaw is hardened. Who's Abbi? Is that his girlfriend miss? at a time like this, Miss is still contacting her Abinya? Damn it, which man makes Misses like ”You should remember Rndu...! You're just a maid, nothing more, so get rid of your phone, lest you call your girlfriend. Life has to be a brain pack, we're grieving and you're good at calling the man you love.!” Habib raised his anger.

Missed Habib dirismin. He nodded in response.” Well sir. I understand.” His voice was hoarse, there was no reason for him to fight, what Habib said was right, he had to have etitut, do not make him more sinful because he did not want to work as well as other servants. Remember Miss if you are just a maid. The Abby is the one he loves, right? Habib misunderstood.

Habib screeched, how could Miss call him Master. He does not like the pnggilan, he wants to miss calling it ‘;sayang’ or anything important do not master. But he curses his evil mouth more, how can he slalu scold Miss. isn't it a personal matter Miss if he has a girlfriend? Ahhhh shit Habib can't think big, then what was that? He didn't resist when he said If he called the one he loved? god damnit..

The sound of the azan reverberating, a sign that the dawn prayer will begin, right after they enter the yard of the house that is the largest of the other houses, there is a yellow flag fluttering, there is a yellow flag fluttering, a sign that this is Habib's grandmother's house. There are already some people out there, it seems they are preparing the funeral of the grandmother.

Here Miss imagines how if there who died it was her mother or her father, a person she could not be happy with, just say he was a brash child who imagined his parents dead, he said, but with this he knows what it feels like to be left behind by parents later, sick? Very sick, like this he can respect his mother and father while they are there.

Is he wrong if shadowing like this he must realize, if he is still lucky to have a mother and father who are still standing and healthy. He was still given the opportunity to apologize and learn to be a better child for the day.

“Come in..” Habib opened the door. Rindupun followed from behind, what Misses to see was Nina's bitter cry for her mother, with Panji hugging her tightly to give her calmness and fortitude.

“Mami Pi..” Nina hugged the middle-aged lung that was in sympathy crying for the wife. He is Nina's father named Yohan. He hugged the child tightly while crying.

He hugged Nina's back to calm down making Nina close her eyes feeling the warmth of her father's embrace. “Propos yes dear. Mom is calm.” His words were soothing, even though he himself was also crying if his face emitted a dull sadness.

“That.... Hix.. Hix.. Eyang woke up..” shouted Nayla shook the stiff body of the grandmother who had been covered in white cloth.

But in fact he remained silent and stiff make Miss look up at the sky, will he also ask her to wake up when she died? Is she hysterical as well? Her tears flowed when she imagined it.

“Hiks.. Mamiii wake up mam..” Pekik Nina hugged her mother. He opened the white cloth that covered the wrinkled face but still looked beautiful, white blush now turned pale.he cried so badly and hugged her, hugging her, he kissed all sides of his mother's face while crying, there were teardrops that soaked his mother's face, Nina's tears.

Mention ‘eyang’ ‘Mami from earlier was disdainful because of the unreality for grandmothers left. I miss the sweet smile behind my niqob. Hopefully what he feels and imagines today will change him in the next life, he wants to love his mother and father as much as he can, while his mother and father maish live, he will do his best, he will do his best, it is true, we must look at others and make the experience our teacher, he said like this, at least after he saw how Nina's loss to her mother made him realize that death was sudden and death was certain, a sense of urgency when left out and one thing was certain. ”He is more steadfast in the path of God and achieves his life goal”

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Longing to choose to find a mosque and perform dawn prayers only, he did not win Nayla or Habib, he did not want to talk much and did not want to ask much. But after he prayed, actually he was when looking for a mosque there was a neighbor to ask him to pray at home just make Miss received it with pleasure.

“Ndukkk... Are you ready for the Wista family?” Ask when Miss opened her face. He had just finished reading the Surah Yasin which he memorized outside his head to be sent to his eyes Habib.

He smiled at his grandmother's neighbor Luyan Habib.” I'm just his assistant Bik.” Answer Misses smile.

He nodded in understanding.” You are very sweet if you do not close his face pack cloth hehe.” He was astonished because it is Missing not to use the veil at this time.the reason? He just performed the prayer because he did not use a veil, if the prayer uses mouth cover then it is said not valid prayer, because it is contrary to the legal requirements of the shoklat pillars themselves. Although there are still people who do not understand this hao in funds. Make no mistake because you miss knowing. Because he was the son of the priest.

“Mother is also still very beautiful even though it has been eaten age.” Reply Miss smiling mama showing her deep dimples.

“Oud. We go to his house mbak Wista yuk, I think soon will be buried .” Invite him to make Miss nod and then step to take her veil. He cursed her neatly to seal her aura.

“You why pack a face cap? Don't love your beauty? If you do not use closed it must be many who like you loe.” Speak to a gentle Luyan.

Miss smiling approaching bik Liyan.” I prefer to be loved by God than loved by many.” His reply slowly made Liyan faintly listen to him.

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When he bought the house of Amarhuma Wista. He saw that there were many waah confusion makes Miss frowning wonder.” What's wrong bik?” Ask Bik Liyan who was also a little wobbly.

“Not know.” She was escorting legan middle-aged man who was none other than her husband, making Miss muddy her forehead.” What's up to mas?” She asked her husband, Missing that it was her husband because he offered her a prayer ride.

Her husband turned and replied.” Oh that. The body beum is bathed, she said the girl kepandi jenaza we again go to her husband's village, continue the mayit woman in the next village is also taking care of her child who is born in the hospital, and, so no one can take a bath at Wista.” The answer was softly to the wife.,

Misses who are famous also understand the root of the problem.” No one else can but them, sir?” Ask wonder. Yesterday as many as these villagers do not anyone can bathe the jenaza? This is a non-Islamic village.

The father looked at Miss smiling.” How to explain it nduk. But in fact that, jum’ aja prayer here engak never penetrated from 6 people, “ He glanced right and left.” Here there are still many who worship big trees.” His whisper.

“Iya... There is much Islam here, but there are many who visit places that are said to be sacred, this is, that is. Even the mosque is here rapu because you have no one to take care of, therefore the father invites you to pray at home earlier, the soles must be in the mosque there ta*k lickaknya.” Say again.

Asstagfirullah..

Istighfar Rindu did not stop hearing that. Naturally, the Habib family no one knows about religion, it is basically here, indeed the land has no religious awareness. How can a village be like this?

“Do not wonder. Indeed, this village is like gini, because it was from the first that belief did not fade.” Sahut bik Liyan on Miss makes Miss look.

Rndu nodded in understanding.” If so let me just make the body. Can it?” Ask Miss politely.

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