Hijrah the Rebel Girl
elucidation

....This chapter author makes while nngis.ngk know if you read...

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There Arga looked at Miss with an indecipherable look, asking the court for time to talk to Miss but not allowed. But Arga still kekeh so they are given time to talk for two minutes should not be more than there.

I miss accepting it and just smiling. It made Arga look at him dislike. “Where? This is a reply because you have missed and refused me Miss.!”Said Arga in front of him Handcuffed Miss makes Miss retreat because Arga forward.

Miss silence does not want to talk, he can not talk anything else.for him talk with Arga is the same as biecara with a stone. no use, exhaust yourself yes.. it also made Arga look at Miss with her nanar.” gazeCome miss say the same I if you want to marry me. let us live together.”.Said Arga but at all misses not answer because he was sick of answering everything.

“Rindu...!”Qrga snapped because Rindu did not answer anything. It makes Miss still silent not answer.”Cih... when you think you are still the most arrogant human being, Rin. I hope you nyesel... and rot in prison.!!” Arga's hands were clenched in front of him. His eyes were even about to pop out as it was too glaring at Miss at this moment.

Missing to look at him quietly did not answer or anything. He just sighed up to the police talk”Time is up please go back to the forum.”It makes Arga clenched his hands misses to leave him without a word.

But when he wanted to scream and chase Miss. Rndu replied.” I'm sick, and maybe soon I'll die.. Liver cancer pain, “Ujar Rindu make Arga silent in his place hear it.”When I was dating you it was not me who accepted you. But Diva and Meme, I try not to respect you, but you try to show everything to me makes me the most sinful human being.”.

“I never asked anything from you, even I once said if you can find a better one than me,. But you stayed with me enough to make me feel a very guilty and sinful human being, using you only for the pleasure of my friends. I really have no intention of Ar.”Answer again.

Inspiration is silent listening to Miss. when the time is up now... Arga there silently heard his explanation Miss.. Longs to look up at the sky with its nanar.” I decided on you because I didn't want the longer you were expecting me. Because the more expectant someone will one day be the deeper the pain they get. I don't want it to happen with you. because you're a very good person I know.."The tears fell as well...

Arga was silent with his usefulness hearing it... Long to wipe away her tears with the back of her hand.” Diagnosis a few months ago said if I had stage two liver cancer it made me even more confused. Not because I don't want to open my heart to you. But because my heart cannot be forced.” Said again.

Longs to stall his lips trembled.” I am willing to be hated and cursed by my friends so that you are free from them. I do not want you to be helped by them and feel the pain of my illness.I do not want people as good as you get the pain in Arga.. never lost it...!”Mantai.

Arga over there heard it. His lips quivered with tears falling. But Missing silence made Arga come closer and looked at Miss... accompanied by another supervisor outside the room.

Missing to look into the eyes of Arga who looked at him with that pushy gaze with her firmness.without concern for her tears that are falling down.” You give me what you don't have to give, stay with me even though I'm a stone.. and you gave me flowers even though my heart was as big as barren land.You are like rainwater in my dry heart... You are a very kind and very sincere person.!”.Mantai.

Arga silently looked at Miss makes Miss laugh softly.”But I have to know which one I should prioritize the most from Arga. I should be able and should know.. for the good of you and me.” He honestly revealed his heart .

“When you stay with me then you will be the one who loses the most, you are too stupid in love you make you blind if you are being exploited... and I also don't want us to stick together. I don't want to make you a mash.. no..”Continue Missing by shaking her head looking at Arga.

“The day I decided you was the day I was diagnosed with liver cancer Ga. My world is sinful but I have not yet spoken. I don't have my provisions yet and I'm still covered in sin. I fear my death in a state of force. Nor do I want to leave the deepest wound in you... “

“But how devastated I was that night you and my friends wanted to destroy the future that I took good care of Ga. it hurts so much. Because you are the person I trust the most.. but it's okay Ga. because I'm a bad human being and maybe that's my way of life.. I'm not angry. because I've forgiven you.”.Further again.

Arga heard it too powerless to hold back his crying made Miss smile.”.But again today my heart is broken because of you. You slandered me and said I am a bad person. Drain your money and leave people as good as you. I deserve it.. I deserve it and I will receive all the punishment from you Arga.Next misses a sure nod.

Arga heard him in disbelief, but Rndu's eyes were clear and honest. Signifying Miss is not defending dri at this time.”Miss... don't joke..you don't love me and love me...!! Say you hate me.!!”He whispered in the ear of longing.

Arga heard it was stunned to make Miss tersneyum..”.Sorry Arga.”Segah Rindu with tears that fall”I know I love you first. But I'm sorry because I broke your heart.I make you do not believe in love. Though I once opened my heart to you, but unfortunately it is not the love that I have to prioritize. But yourself Argq.. Sorry I love you more than my love for you.”The next..

Arga cried without carelessly wearing it. he shivered his lower lip heard it. His trembling hand grasped the hand of Miss but Miss retreated with her shoulder.”.Miss.. said if you're lying..You want me to set you free, right? Miss you just want me to pity don't you?” Ask Nilar to Miss.

Longs to look the other way then look Arga in the eyes.”See Arga.. do you see my eyes contain lies?: Tanyanya Miss firmly.”I never play with my feelings... “ Recessed.

Arga hit his own head hearing that.he felt to be the most stupid person at the moment made him look at Miss with a smile.”Okay... if so you will be released you any way..we marry.... make a house.. continue away from Meme and Diva huh? How?’ He asked with his innocent eyes to Miss.

Miss even chuckles made him make Sneyumnya Arga faded because you know that smile is soft laughter because it sank with tears falling “ Unfortunately maybe I will die. You who bother Arga.”.His words again made Arga stunned...

“We'll cure your pain. We even go to the end of the world even though we take medicine.I will help you miss.but please forgive me and fix everything again.. you never told me that. Why?” Ask Nilar to Miss.

Miss staring Arga.”I already have heart cancer stage three in stage four.!” He said by pressing that word..

Dgh.. Arga's heart feels stopped beating in this. staring Nindu nilar with an unusual gaze.”My lung hurts.. has been damaged. even my heart has been racked.”jarnya Missed said he told Arga.

Arga silently looked at Miss Nanar. Her tears without being pushed back fell hard making her nose clogged And my kidney is now damaged. Everything in my self is damaged. everything is damaged.”.Said Missing to flow with her nanar to Arga.

Miss is indeed his head by holding back his anger.” Not only the disease in the body but my heart has also been destroyed Arga. crumbled muffle. like a broken beeping puck do not know how else the shape.. maybe now I feel my heart is dead to be able to survive and pray for a long life.. “The story again.

“You are the person I trust the most in his sincerity but smashing it is like smashing glass with ease.. “Teach Missing caressing.”Though my heart has long been broken melted.and then Habib. gave me hope.. but if you know if the most painful pain is when you are hurt by your confidants it is more painful than anything.”jar Miss again..

“I don't need your excessive love.no. I just want you to understand me and know my condition. My hopes are shattered.my world is destroyed.and now I have only God to drop back my life.Answer Homes.

“Even hope for a second in the future I have nothing more Ga... not at all. provided you know..!!” His words miss pressing the word he said in front of Arga.”I no longer even expected to get the next second of breath sharing, because my hope could only be close to my Lord and quiet with him. if I can't be in the world then I'm sure I'll adapt it in the end..”.Further again.

Miss removing her tears.”You already know all the reasons, so you can find other girls out there who can accept everything you have.. I can't Arga.more so I feel for you dead since you almost raped me. And now even my feelings for you are just a matter of gratitude.. because you have again destroyed my hope of calm.thank you.” Said Rindu pressing the word.

“Rindu...!” Arga murmured not strong, he saw Miss wipe away her tears and left her. Without another word... Long could still narrow his eyes when he smiled making Arga feel more chest tight.

Without Missing to realize if the room is not soundproof makes the supervisors in front can hear everything., he said.,.. Miss who came out amazed to see the eyes of the police reddened there. But they seemed to turn and escort Miss from behind and cry again because they could not stand it.

Yes, they heard everything made them feel sorry for Miss and also amazed.they did not step behind this loose shirt.. behind this step there is a noble figure that can make them know how to be grateful and forgive easily..

Healthy pleasure.. delights themselves and favors to hope.they can not even imagine if the favor hopes they are lost..it is a sign that someone's heart is dead is not it? They really can't hear it..

While Arga was there staring out with tears that. his legs limp loading he nudged his body to the wall. He sat down weakly because his feet felt jelly.it made him forget his tears.”.Hiks.. Miss. sorryin my stupid Miss... hiks hiks..”.He was crying with a hiccup there ignoring if he was bullied or whatever.

Arga feels the world is destroyed at this time, where he loves someone and destroys him.he thinks Miss has no sense with him and accepts incitement from Meme and also Diva with him.. that was enough to make him powerless to hold back his cries.

Still very remembered in his eyes Miss miss crying with her nanar he almost raped her with brutally defeated it. Still very gnarled in his eyes miss full of wounds and hit him it. still remember and it turns out what he did it makes the person he loved dead hope and numb.