Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Because I'm Muslim

After Rey's doctor examined Miss, he chose to sit back and look at the face of the sluggish Miss.” You want a drink?” He asked quietly, he did not remember to offer Miss a drink, he said,.

Longing's eyes opened again, he had not felt his chest as hard as earlier. He swallowed the saliva in his dry throat and nodded as a sign of receiving a drink. Soon, Rey's doctor takes a drink to Miss, he takes a straw and helps her open the oxygen hose from Miss' nose. Miss with a smile receiving that drink.

“Thanks doc.” He said softly. actually he realized that his veil was not used, but he felt it was not a problem but he was sad, because at this time it can not be used, right? He held his chest again to make it calmer.

Doctor Rey looked at Mute Miss.” Forgive me. for opening your cloth.” He pointed his hand at the face showing the veil. He did not know his name, which he knew was a black cloth covering his face. He feels guilty right now.

Miss nodding again.” Its alright. Thanks doc for helping me.” Lirih.

Doctor Rey nodded weakly.” You don't want to call your parents? Maybe they can come here to help you Rndu. Don't you need support from them right now? “ Said slowly.” Or maybe you haven't told your situation with your parents yet?” Ask again to investigate Miss.

Homesickness of plain pranks. Maybe it's time to tell her parents? But he didn't want to worry his family, he didn't want his father and mother to know how he was feeling right now. Eighteen years made them sick. It's heartache to have a child like her. “Can ask please take my Hape docked.” He told doter Rey.

Doctor Rey nodded, actually he still did not get an answer at this time, but he thought positively. Maybe Miss is trying to contact her family, right? “This Rin.” Doctor Rey put the bag again on the nightstand next to Miss after giving her hape.

Longing to open his respiratory support, he typed his father's phone number, and began to contact him. This is his choice, he only wants to hear his father's voice, maybe this time will be a medicine. He was poking his lips at this moment so as not to cry.

Tuuuttt. tuuut,,,

Exactly the third time connecting the phone was connected to make Miss unable to hold back her tears.

“Assalamu’alaikum.. with whom is this?” Ask from across there... Turns out Miss's number wasn't kept by her father. That hate?

Longs shook. He sighed at this time.” Waalaikum salam Bi.. It's Missing.” Said Rindu slowly.

Silent... There was no reply from his father Miss. I don't know what they think but Miss felt if his brother was not willing to talk to him. “Kan I told you. Don't call me if I don't call you... “ Said firmly, but Miss can feel it sounds a little soft.

Remember his abbot memnaggil himself 'me' like a stranger... Is Miss already a stranger in the eyes of her father?

Longing to close his eyes tightly, he held his chest which when sick to reality mixed pain in physical. Is there anything more painful than this?

“But Miss the same kangen Abii and Ummi.. Abi how are you? Ummi is healthy, right? And Rasyid brother wants to be simplified? How are they doing bi? How's Adek Caca?” Ask again.not accept rejection from the father. I miss just knowing how her family is.

Longing never called his father and mother to ask the news, now he regretted, he was very sorry about it. He wants to hear the story of his abb and his umminya.

“ We are fine if you are away from us, at least we do not hear you anymore. Do you hate those of us who always give you good advice? Now you're free out there. Free to do what. I don't want to give any more advice. Let me go to hell because of you Rin. Dad's tired. So don't call Abbi again. Abbi please.” Said his father Missing..’He pressed Abbi's word 'please’

Missed back hitting her tight chest. He doesn't know what to say at the moment. “Rind—“

“Assalamuaacum.” The words from across there cut through Missing's words quickly. Miss grasped the phone tightly. "Waalaikum hail abbi." His murmur sounded softly

“Rindu don't cry.. You why?” Ask Rey doctor to Miss. he had just listened not to interfere but when he saw the tears of pain Missing made him come closer.

He missed hitting his chest. Which pain hurts more when sick but can't cry? Crying is one way to pour out how fragile the heart is, how painful are the feelings? Although Hindu? he is sick on two sides, his heart hurts, his mind hurts and his physique hurts too. Everything is too painful to miss...

The pain cannot be expressed by anything other than crying. But you are forbidden to. How could God be so evil to her?’ Inner doctor Rey.

Doctor Rey put up another oxygen miss.he started giving injections to relieve pain for Missing. Longing no longer cry, but his chest is still tight.he does not know how to neutralize the pain in his chest, his breathing is decapitated at this time... “Rindu we have to opration at this time. also.” Dr. Ery said on Miss. he can see on the screen the monitor the lungs Miss inflamed, some parts already covered by the cancer... It's already very dangerous, could-can miss can no longer breathe.

Which is the question now dkter Rey how to miss holding her breath? and breathe how Miss runs her life? Maybe it's out of human control. It's been so bad in his body, though,.

Longing to look at the monitor, he was not a doctor but he could see a large lump lodged in his organ.

“What should I have operation doc? do I have to change all my organs or remove this malignant cancer from my body?” Ask wonder.

His heart, his lungs, his heart.Everyone's broken, there's nothing to defend, right? And now what operation do you want? Not to mention his kidneys were also damaged. He had no idea what to do but wait for God to pick him up.

Doter Rey looks at Mute Miss,” Miss listen to me.” He approached again looking at the empty eyes of Miss, not crying, not unwilling to cry, but Miss always sighing rough so that her chest is not squeezed and sick. “We surgery one by one yes. starting from your lungs.. I'm sure you can mblu Rindu..” His words again make Miss calm, honestly he also does not know what to answer. Like a computer that has been damaged, but inside that has been damaged everything must be what? If only one of them is broken, it doesn't matter, but this whole thing, what should it be? besides buying new?

He missed holding his eyes, not crying. He smiled wryly, not to believe in miracles, but miracles came to see places too, right? “I don't have a docking fee.” he replied honestly.he had no money, his parents hated him and he had no one. Should he explain that at this time as well?

Doyer Rey groping. “I will finance everything Missing So that you recover, I want you to be healthy and return to normal.” Doctor Rey spoke firmly to Miss.he knew that the spirit of life is longing only in the grasp but not from the heart.

Missed staring at doctor Rey sad.” Why would Doc help me? The doctor has helped me a lot doc. I already have a lot of debt while I already want to go to the side of the creator. I don't want my debt to add to my burden. I beg doc, do not let me die in a state of debt.” Said again.

Longing to be too afraid in a state of many sins, he did not think he could live any longer what he thought was to be able to die in a special state Kahotima. Was wrong? According to him no, because if he lives longer anyway not necessarily he gets better right? He just wants to take advantage of time. Is not this pain the way of God to be ready?

Missing bus felt the sentence was uttered from the heart.Rey doctor's eyes were very sincere looking at him, not the eyes that looked at him out of pity, but out of sincerity. And he felt his heart warm... “But we are not with doc. me and you are different, Because I’m Muscle.” Said Miss vibrating..

Doctor Rey looked at Miss pleasingly. “If so I will enter Islam for your sake. I will enter into your circle.” Let's say he's very sincere at the moment, he even left his trust. Which love is greater than the one who forsakes his trust for the trust of others?

Longs to flinch when you hear the word Demi kamu’ Long to smile thinly, “ I am not God you made so you want to be Islam doc.. “ The word is soft.

“So I should how Miss? I was born from a man without trust. And at this time I just want you to be beside me so that I will be the mausk in your circle.” Doctor Rey is not thinking at this time.

Miss smiling. “Doctors can struggle with me.” He spoke softly but gave a surgery. His eyes held back the glass that almost broke.” But on condition that the doctor must learn the true nature of Islam, knowing the true Islam to enter Islam because Allah Azzawajallah alone. After the doctor knows then the doctor can come to me and we will fight the same.” Missing that decision is not because she loves. Just want Rey doctor to know Islam and its history. There is no hope that they can be together, if the doctor Rey can understand Islam and he can leave his name on the day of the people around him. He just doesn't want to die in the body and die in the name...

Doctor Rey is staring Missing there is a strange gland at the establishment “Alright I will learn Islam with the real essence so let's surgery and marry we fight the same.” He said again without hesitation.

Miss menengeleng” I want the doctor to learn first, if the doctor can, then meet me so that we both struggle yes doc I will wait for the doctor at that time.” Said Miss to doctor Rey softly.

Doctor Rey groping.” Can't miss you later get worse loo. Learning is not as easy as you imagine, what else I am a beginner.” Denying how he can wait like that a person who understands Islam certainly can not, what else Rey doctor who does not understand anything, likened to a blank paper without any ink, he said, he must start from 0.

Miss smiling” Hence. The doctor has to study hard. I'll wait for the doctor just calm down.” Said smiling.

Doctor Rey is fixated on those dimples, the shuffles she has not seen for a long time now exposed in her eyes “ I promise.” The speech was slipping without him noticing He was too hypnotized by the smile of Miss.

Miss nodding to it, instead he wanted PHP, But he promised if God willed, he meant ‘Waiting’ That if he was alive then he would be with Doketer Rey, which he meant <TAG1>Wait<TAG1>, but if he's gone, then he'll wait for Rey's doctor in the end there he just wants Rey's doctor to study Islam at this time.

“So... You have to have chemotherapy twice in one month Rin” says doctor Rey.” Our kidney problem should target the donor and I will work on it for you after everything improves we will have surgery on your cancer section. But I beg you, do not let chemotherapy come yes, do not waste the opportunity even though only two percent” He said in Mute Miss. He presses the word 'please’ without shame he will not be ashamed to miss, he wants to miss a full recovery.

Miss smiling then nod.” God willing, doc.”

“Don't pangil me doctor Rin pagil me Rey only well. It feels awkward when you call me like that if we can call it ‘aku-you-just’ so we are closer.” Doker Rey said it unfiltered it all reflexes, actually he had already wanted to convey it, but again he did not dare and did not want to miss the wrong cry but now it is okay? I also miss knowing that she has feelings for him.

Miss nodding.” Well Do Eh Rey,,” jar Miss still stiff. He's too used to the nemangilnya Doctor.

Doctor Rey patted his jawad” Yaampun forgive me yes Rin should you rest first. But I actually talked to you. Tell me are you still sick? You have to stay so I can control your health.” He said again to Miss panic, he forgot if Miss sick there is just a doctor maaah.

Longs to gnaw weakly.” No one has been sick doc. I can not be here for too long, because I want to meet with Rian and Rani I have not met them for a month, I miss my name.” Said chuckling. Longing to even still call him 'dock' he was still stiff and less used to...

Doctor Rey chuckled. “But you are still very weak Rin.” Word attention.

Miss shook my head,” I have promised to meet them today doc. The promise is a debt and a debt I have to pay anyway I was fine anyway. Seriously.” He said honestly he only felt weak and a little dizzy at this time,

Doter Rey shakes.” Tap-“

“Colah doc.. I beg you not to block me, I promise you will not be tired tired later.” Missing to stab slowly at this time made doctor Rey again sigh rough..

“Baiah. But should I drive you yes so I can take care of you” He smiled gently.

“Emang doctor no work?”

“No. I've called another colleague to replace me when you fainted so don't mind ya.”

“Feed if it is doc.” Longing to smile then began to rise, but before the doctor Rey released medical devices in the body Missing he actually wanted to miss going, but the situation is different again at this time.

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**Not able to say anything.how so that not typo only. It was checked before the up.

About Cute girl moved to the body of the girl contact it was up from yesterday but until today blm also revised. So the patient...

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