Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Aku

After hearing the story of Yohan makes Miss increasingly aware of the treatment of her father who has been authoroter. His father was always as heavy as he wanted and did painfully his son. Is it all for the sake of his son? Of course for the sake of Missing, for whom else try? Then he felt something cold hitting his cheek making him look up. Habib gave her the milk box. “For you.” Habib looked at Miss.

Miss who gets it smile then take the drink.” Thanks Bib.” He said softly. indeed their agreement if outside then Miss must indeedul him name, not Mr or father.

Habib dduk beside Rindu made Miss shifted her seat and looked at Habib with a questioning gaze, he shifted to make the distance make Habib turn lazy eyeball. They silently looked ahead, you ask where they are now? The answer is that they are on a green carpet. Well it's a place to play and gather. Under the carpet is a swimming pool, which is indeed made in that section, so as not to eat more space. It's better anyway..

“Who was the man?” Habib asked, making Rindu raise one eyebrow to look at Habib, habib who understood the gesture made him explain.” The man in Nayla's apartment earlier.The one holding you back is.” Because I was still upset. Why miss giving his phone number to another man.

Miss silent for a moment to remember “ She's brother Dimas Answer Missing with sntay. Then drink the milk with pleasure, not too cold and not too hot, vanilla taste also requires a little miss can calm his mind.

“What friends are friends?” Ask Habib cynically. He knew Dimas was his spell Missing, and he remembered where Miss was hugged by Dimas in the campus at that time” Oh I forgot, he ate your ex not a friend.” His eyes dutifully and leaning his back looked at the darkened sky. It's getting late now, it's just that he can't sleep well tonight, so is Miss.

“You already know but still ask. Strange basis.” Answer Misses by turning lazy eyeballs. He is very lazy to serve Habib who is like an unemployed man. always just check anything about him and want to know whatever things he has, essentially he does not like people who are chatty.

Habib clucking.” Basic insensitive.” His grunts then rose.” already slept there. It's dark. Later you can't meet with your ex.” Then step away. He clenched his hands tightly because he did not accept, he was jealous and he did not like.

Longing to return sigh, he was afraid Hbaib was angry and it made him look ahead, he held his chest that beat violently.” Is this what you call love? “ Ask by muttering. “ but why did you come at the end of my life Yaallah? Why come to you I have to face you?” He muttered sadly then rubbed his eyes, he sighed deeply because of the tightness of his chest.

He never fell in love a second time. He only fell once, and even then he failed, his first ex made him know the meaning and feel of falling in love. A person who had lost contact but was still contacting him. The figure is cute and can also make him feel lost until this second he even had to spend years to Move On. When he had his birthday even though they had broken up his spell still giving gifts made him remember it until this moment.

Right now he feels an interest for me Habib and also Rey's doctor. Honestly, I miss being interested in both men. Not only Habib, but also for Rey's doctor. He could not forgive it, the man who helped him until this very moment, the man who taught him to be strong, and the man who would abandon his religion to pursue his religion. He likes both, and he knows it's all wrong, he can't have both. Or can't he have both maybe?

After thinking about that, I miss choosing to sleep in her room. He had spent the night too long and forgot if he had to wake up early to perform tahajut prayer and muroja’a memorization. He must quickly sleep and also quickly solve the problem, but before he ate some fruit first and took medicine.

...

This morning is different from the usual morning. The normally sunny morning was now clouded with anger from some parties, it made longing a little uncomfortable. It also seemed that everyone looking at Nayla's empty chair made Miss sigh. This is not his family, but he thinks it is his family.

“You need to call Nayla for breakfast now.” Said Yohan staring Rindu yng put jam on the table to eat.

“Good sir.” Said Miss then stepped towards Nayla's room. The room of that confused figure. When he was in front of Nayla's door he knocked on the door.” Assalamu’alaikum Nay. You're inside?” Ask in a soft tone.

But not getting the truth makes him mausk to vent, this is more than three times he knocked, he should just go, he just went, but he was afraid that Nayla would do something that would hurt herself.” Nayla..” Murmuring Miss is missed seeing nayla who sits in a corner with messy hair.See it makes the heart of Miss like in shreds, very painful. “You why there Nay?” He looked at the child from the Panji.

There he saw Nayla's eyes that had blackened the sign that she did not sleep tonight, he opened the curtain of the room to make Nayla admire his hands.” Don'tdon't. Open janga.” His words were hoarse because his throat was dry he had spent energy to cry all night. He was crying because he was mourning his life right now.

Misses to hold tightly to the cloth because it is not strong to hold the pain in him. Nayla's so fucked up right now, she can't bear it. He approached Nayla and stroked Nayla's shoulders gently. “ You can hug me kog. we share both know the pain.. I already consider you my sister..” Muttering Miss made Nayla look at Miss and hold her tightly.

“Gue even forgot that I am older than Loe Rin hiks.” His murmur hugged Miss tightly now. He even only uses a black tangtop and then uses the Hotpant that Cdnya chasing after. It looks so fucked up.

Miss slipping into Nayla's arms and then tidying up Nyala's hair... “ Loe is more mature than me hiks..loe more pinter and loe.. loe better than me Rin. I'm an adult but why do I feel I have not pantes for adult.. I'm ashamed of Rin.. Hiks.. Sorry I. because I'm in the hospital.sorry.” His voice sobbed to put his head gripped by the neck of Miss who was covered with black cloth.

“ Who matured ourselves it was the pain of Nay.. my disappointment makes me strong and my pain makes me have to mature into the world.Your life is luckier than mine.so please, don't be like this.” Said Rindu stroking Nayla's back.

“Stop hurting yourself On.” snapped Miss grasping Nayla's hand.” Why do you always see the good in me? Why?” asking Nayla made Nayla cry subside there was only a hiccup coming out. He could see his open eyes Missing very clearly, it was very painful to look at. Like an island of disappointment and a sense that has been harbored this salama.

Longed to laugh loudly staring at Nayla.. “Hahahah.. Hiks hiks.” Longing began to cover his face.because the burden was too heavy to be expressed and told, until his chest tightened because his lungs hurt... “Rindu..you why? Missed you for nothing?” Nayla asked worried that she would see Miss beating her own chest violently.

Miss holding hands Nayla who wants to go.” Se bentar.” Mumbled Long to be tired..

Nayla approached Miss with her worry to make Miss stop her breath for a while to neutralize the pain.It took quite a long time, up to ten minutes, unable to breathe at once breathe out. You know if you have lung cancer...

Missing to look at Nayla with sadness.he stroked Nayla's selurai with sayu. Tingal tears that melt without sobbing.” you are lucky Nayla.. you are luckier than me. Now the benchmark is not from your sight.. but about how you can accept your destiny or not. Do you accept everything well or not. It's all about how you can accept it or not Nayla.. but look at the bad fate of others as well so you know and can be grateful for the blessings you have. Favors that God gave you.” He said weakly.......

Nayla clasped the hand of Mute miss.. “Loe why Rin? Loe's sick what? Why loe gini? Sorry me.” He mumbled feeling guilty. He could shake Miss's hand that was trembling at this moment.

I miss shaking.” I am fine. because I accept my destiny freely.I even consider if my destiny is a gift from my Lord.. not all lucky and not all can feel the pleasure that I have now.” Say something to Nayla.

“ I was almost raped by Nayla. I was also almost raped, maybe my story is more sick than you hik shiks. I've been.” Mumbles Missing with tears that jath. Nayna looked at Mute miss.” It was even my own friend Nay. They're working together to destroy it. You know what it's like?” Tnaya Rindu made nayla look at Rindu sayu.

Rndu chuckled amusedly looking at his past. “ Where I have not been considered leh my family.I was expelled from the house, and I was almost raped because of the people I had entrusted to experience my life.. my world seems to want to stop at that moment, too.. “ Said in a hoarse tone.” There was no support and no sandara other than the prayer mat where I wiped my tears... I even had time to say if God hates me defeated it. I hate my life.”.

“ Until God gives angels without wings. He brought me up, then God gave me two heavenly flowers to come back to make me fight for life. Only then can I stand up again and dare to look at the world.. “Talkannya. he did not tell the pain all this time, he did not tell the tightness will be sicken all this time. he did not tell it. he did not want anyone to know..

“You are good.. You still have family to help you. The family that prioritizes your interests Nay. You have a grandfather who does so that you rise up and avoid your trauma. While me? I only have faith so I don't get out of my way.I only have confidence and defense. I only have God to hug and complain about... You're luckier than me.” Word's cold.

“You hate your family just because you want to be betrothed? You wrong. You should have seen who you've been betrothed to. Why don't you find out first. Don't judge if your destiny is bad. Your mind is like my five-year-old. If not given ice cream will rampage and sulk. Come on you are twenty years old.” He missed again.

Nayla rubbed her dried cheeks. Missing speech is like hitting it in the real world. He looked down with fear. “ But I can't play anymore when I'm married. I still want to nimatin my youth Rin.” jar with mute.

Miss sigh.” you know if your friend is not good? “ Tanya Rindu makes Nayla look up to look at Miss with a fused forehead gaze. “ You have to start receiving first Nay. Don't give up before the war, before you see a candidate you want to kill yourself? Kan funny.. can you call your candidate handsome later, you want your candidate later I embed hm?” Tanya Miss seduces

Nayla stared longing with a flat gaze. He thinks nothing funny at the moment.” But if he's not as good as I'm afraid how hm?” Ask with raised eyebrows.

“Ya just cancel me. Besides I will help you to run away if your candidate is evil later okay.” Miss made Nayla look at him with hope.” But you have to do one thing.. if you want... I will make you run away okay.. but if your candidate is bad and ugly.” whispered Miss.

“Appointment?” Nayla hands her pinky in front of Miss eyes making Miss rekekeh. He remembered Rani and Rian. Ah, how are you doing with them?

“Insyaallah.” Said Rindu made Nayla grumble.

“gue want to loe promise Miss.. not Insyaallah... later loe boongin I how?” Nayla asked whining like a child.

Miss stroking head Nayla gemes.” No one knows for a second Nayla. What if tonight I die while I still have an appointment with you hm? It will be a debt for me and make me hard to face the Power. So I only dare with the permission of Allah alone yyahh.” His words made Nayla stunned.

“Loe gives me the creeps of Rin. Cake wants to die.” His grunts made Miss chuckle