Hijrah the Rebel Girl
When Love

...When love is rejected don't cry......

...why?...

...Therefore the sign God is jealous☺... NVT31...

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" Lust..! I am not looking for the best or the best woman. I am neither the best nor the best... I am the same as the others. " Soft word. " I have a religion. And that's when I knew that marriage was not about love or obsession. But there will be rewards and also accountability that will be borne later, right?

Missed Rey's doctor by blinking eyes. The veil he has used again because of the yak nyawan taste if his face is stared at by the opposite sex. His heart has now begun to be peaceful and also invited to compromise to make him calm. “I--“ He could not answer what Rey's questioning. For him it was quite difficult for him to describe. Really, he doesn't know.

Dpker Rey even chuckled making Miss frown. “I know, you must doubt. You still doubt the terms you put me. and you still doubt my love is with you.”.His words stirred his heart.

Miss nodding. Actually not only that, but because of his life, his illness. The future of his future. Everything becomes material for him to consider later on, right? If they get married, then the most harmed here is Rey's doctor. Longing not to be selfish and pinning the title’Duda to humans as well as doctors Rey.

Doctor Rey smiled warmly. “You asked me to understand what Islam is not?” Ask Him. The wind blew them up making them under the tree quite comfortable. “ Islam for me is tranquility and peace of purpose as well as life. When the Lord scorns each of his servants just to worship him and heaven will be before him at the end of the day. “ia chuckles with her special.” I cannot describe what Islam is, too beautiful and perfect, I am just a sinful, filthy human being. “ He said again.

“I don't know anymore. When I see the sun, I think of Islam, yes.. It is like the sun shining on the earth, the life on the face of the earth it is also like the night where the earth rests. It is like a smile that transmits happiness and smiles to others and teaches the meaning of many things.. “He smiled.” Sorry Miss. I failed this test, I failed because I will never be able to describe the beauty of Islam in me.”He said with glazed eyes.

Missed to see doctor Rey. His eyes seemed to give direction if he loved the religion of Islam very much.it was enough to make him amazed.it was a sign that Rey doctor even now has enough faith. people who cry for their love of religion are now very rare. Moreover, Rey's doctor even now reduces his patients just because of his religion. It's amazing that Dr. Rey changed it.

“And the second condition I have to teach and also understand the Holy Scriptures of the Qur’An.. Allhamdulilah said Ustadz who accompanied me I easily remember and also quite easily understand it. so I now have memorized Just 30 and also just 1 two and three. So I'm still very behind in the terms you give Miss.”His words made Miss stunned again.

I miss the doctor Rey. Really, he's new material giving him quite a short time, isn't he? Even just a few months to make him amazed.” How can you learn and memorize in that fast?” tanya Rindu. Honestly, it's really fast for beginners like Rey's doctor.

Doctor Rey understood.” Nothing is impossible if God wills. He stayed saying ‘kun Fayakun. happened.. then the world can turn around instantly right?” Said with a nod.” I just try and intend. I leave it to God if the result. I just do my best. Like learning like other santri, before learning Iqra’ I began to learn to memorize short verse verses from murotal. and after I could learn the Quran’an I started memorizing the first and second Just. Tips ustadz who gave it. When after the evening prayer then I will memorize two to five new verses to sleep again. Then when I wake up at dawn then before the prayer I again memorize what I memorized last night, when after the prayer then I will memorize a new verse. And so on until I can memorize another verse again. And Allhamdullah Allah helped me make things easier.”He told Miss.

Waw... I miss even being amazed to hear it. It could be that Rey's doctor. “I know that marriage is not ha lmain-main Missing, and now I understand why you still doubt me as your husband. Because marriage is not about my avenged love, but now I do, but also about motherhood and the responsibilities that we have to shoulder together in the future. Where a man should lead a woman and a woman according to and also please a husband.”

“I will not want to sue and pursue you like Zulaika's love for the prophet Joseph. I do not want to shock the futility of this earth.The love story of both of them made me realize. When I pursue my love only out of lust I will not get it, just like Zulaikah, he who pursues the prophet Joseph for worldly love but never gets it. But when Zulaika, who was no longer beautiful, drew near to him and loved God, he found the prophet Joseph. Even God Himself has set them up. Really there made me slap Miss.” Said smiling.

“I will not force you to accept me, but I really thank you for bringing me to this beautiful world Miss. have brought me to this religion. And again I say thank you because you have been willing to teach me love is actually how and how I have to respond to what love is and what lust is. I will improve myself again and always improve myself, because I give everything to Allah right now.”Said smiling.

Missed to look at doctor Rey with her smile. There's a warm feeling in him. He compares Habib if Habib were like this. Why Habib became a man full of promises, he loved but could not prove it. Is God now asking which one he should choose? Now her heart has turned to Dr. Rey. How'this? “Doctor Rey.”He gave a short pause.” You tell me I have a severe disease in my life, even my age can no longer be guaranteed other than Allah swt. If later we get married, and I die, then it will make your name ugly, that is you will be a widower right? I don't want you to be a very good person getting the title of a sedemiasi lika. I want you to get the best.”He was embarrassed to accept Rey's doctor who was full of miracles, right?

“Rindu..I married you not because of age. I don't care how old you are or how short you are. Marriage is worship, and when everything is sacred, let God determine it. If you live short. Then I will pray that you will be my angel in heaven and wait for me to be in heaven and we will gather and live together there.”He said softly.

Eyes Missing teary. It felt as if he was very valuable and highly appreciated when he was very much fought. He nodded.” Then from that. Allow me to surrender to Allah.Allow me to pray Istiqhoro to make my choice. I will ask God for help to choose which is best for us.”he gently said.

“Alhamdulillah.”Said Rey's doctor rubbing her face.”Thanks Miss. At least you can ask God. Whether I deserve it or not for you. And may kta be dropped one day.. Allahmma’amiin.”Lembuat. Miss Tersneyum shame.

Here's love. When the love of God creates, many people turn away from their God and choose love instead. It is God who gives her love. How can a human forget it?

The sky is getting higher and higher making Miss and doctor Rey choose to look for a change of clothes only. Miss today chose to bring Ummi Ira as well as Rian and Rani. He wants to play and calm his mind. Actually it is the advice of doctor Rey. He said that there are a lot of problems with people. He did not want to recognize if Rndu himself then longed to come back crying and lamenting his fate. He doesn't like that. Be all day long miss very happy and also happy for his life. Moreover, Rian and Rani who were very spoiled to him asked for this and that. Rey's doctor gave them the mukena as well as a new holster. Some clothes too.

Preparation for their meals and also small meals for snacks such as donuts, cakes and even ciki-ciki make the atmosphere very fresh. Buahan. There are some of their friends who joined the game today long to forget the problems he faced.until at nine o'clock in the evening he just returned home Hbaib.

It's been nine o'clock at night Habib can not sleep because Miss who has not come home, without him he can deny jiia he is very worried about Miss who left earlier, but his selfishness defeats everything, he is selfish and angry at Missing, he is angry because of the heart of Missing and Missing who is as generous as that. He does not like, without him noticing the slightest love does not fade from his heart.he is just selfish and brushed it off.

“Terimakaish Rey. because it has made me happy today.thank you for comforting me and opening my eyes. Thanks.”Said Miss getting out of doctor Rey's car. He looked up at Habib's house. Yeah, he's still coming home here to sort things out.

“Iya equally Miss. don't be sad anymore huh. If you are sad again remember me but Remember God.His words chuckle make Miss also chuckle “Yasudah if so I said first yes.it's already night because..

"Assalamu’alaikum.”Said with a span and then entered his car again leaving Miss who answered his greetings gently. Without them realize Habib stared from the balcony and groaned he clenched his fist staring at the two people who smiled at each other. Not to mention the clothes Miss now has changed to make her dirty mind everywhere.

Missed walking towards the door after doctor Rey's car drove away. He fell thin because he remembered how Rey's doctor who would not touch him or look at him too deeply feared adultery he said. He sighed as he opened the door, knowing that there was another world that he would pass through later.

“Sudan turned him out there hm? how many days are you getting?” The barton's voice made Miss stunned and stared at the origin of the voice. There Habib, instead of Missing did not know Habib was staring at them earlier and he was sure Habib approached him and would insult him again this. “Uhkk brandid's shirt. Must be expensive hmm..”Said Habib again while chuckling.

Miss tersneyum relaxed.. he did not answer and just silence make Habib light up, he who was wearing a nightgown was staring sharp miss.”You suddenly gagu because your rottenness is exposed hmm? Basic.. cheap.”.His words again made Miss sigh. His heart felt torn apart at this time.why Habib half that said to him.

“Jaga your greeting Habib. What do you mean that kind of insolent talk to Miss ha?!” That Yohan's voice to Habib made Hbaib look back. There was Yohan in her santay clothes looking at her sharply.

“Loh really does he jal*** and cheap.. Hbaib has seen himself he's the same guy again Zina. Eh sok Alim don't know nauzubllah. He came home with a guy like mehh.”He said in his disgust style. It makes Miss sigh and also think and just bersholawat so as not to be provoked.

“And you believe just because you only see photos? Have you ever seen it in person hmm? Remember, you'll be lucky. The sharpest thing on this earth is the tongue, if your tongue has hurt someone's heart. Then get ready you will never get a real apology sorry.”Word's cold. He knows what is abundant Rindu. because the gossip entered his ears from employees who were supposed to handle Habib and the work of other employees.

“Entertainment.. Habib had even seen the same miss guy out of his house. Miss the appearance is disheveled and the man is no less chaotic. Midnight alone and chaotic looks. What do adults of the opposite sex do? Play the horses?” tanyakanya. He still remembered when he came home from out of town to meet such a thing.

“Viewing only. But have you heard his explanation miss him ha? God created an ear to hear the tablets not to make a doang display.!!” He does not like this kind of Habib attitude, the leader will not be able to go forward if selfish.

“Oppa why belain Rindu kek so sii? What does Rindu belong to segek segitnya hm? Indeed really why Habib had seen, why also want to ask for his explanation. That's a fact. Waste of time, and this is proof again. He changed his clothes and his clothes were different this morning and he was taken as a boy. Moreover, try the one he did until changing clothes all hm?” Ask to look at Rindu. his sense of explosive pity was remembered Rindu came home with another ptia besides himself.

“Who is Missing?” Ask Yohan to Rindu ask the explanation to Miss who had earlier and listened to the debate of two generations in one blood in the Hollmast family.

Missing whose heart was already upset and angry with Habib made him look at Habib sharply, his hands even clenched at this time. Da insyallah my future husband.” He said honestly, because his heart was sure enough..

Dgh. Habib's heart stumbled on hearing it. Suddenly he looked at Miss with a hard to interpret look. What the fuck? want to talk but confused, because he has lowered Miss since then, right? This then? it has to be what?

Toingtongese.. Ting.. Vat..

The bell's voice made them stare at the door. Yohan who saw it just opened it when Miss is near the door. He saw two policemen carrying letters in his hand making him confused.”Excuse me.. is this really where sister Rindu lives?” Ask politely.

dugh