
..."Looking up as motivation is not to be inferior and looking down to be more grateful not to be arrogant."...
"Some say man is just a lump of Earth, some say a lump of blood and some say a drop of semen. So which should we trust?” Ask ustad Fatih there with his worshipers there make a human figure who looks at him silently.” Some even say we are the land that this city stepped on.”
“ Why are too many istillas for us?” Ask ustad Fatih there makes anyone nervous. “ And the answer is, humans are indeed that small.as low as Mani and a lump of blood united with the flesh then enshrined the system of repetition makes us a human.. It is the process of human occurrence in the womb of a mother.. Just a yes term... ”
“Then what about a lump of soil? Yes, we are made of earth because we are the grandchildren of Adam.The prophet Adam was made by Allah SWT to wear the ground? Where is the land? Below isn't it?”The question made everyone nod.
“And that is now a new question.. Manuisa is made of dirty semen but acts and becomes arrogant until he forgets the origin of being formed?” He asked all the people who were silent.
” Blames the black and adores the white while it is not the human provisions but the provisions of Allah. Then who is insulted and who is differentiated? What man did God create it?|’ Just made everyone quiet again.
“And the last. Always looking up when God always tells us to look down and see ourselves, who are we? And do not be too khufur with what we have until we forget from the ground and say ourselves the sky... these two things make people the poorest, the poorest in the end.” His words again made Sososk the man there lowered his head..
There was a figure of Habib who looked at him silently because it had been one week he did a routine study to understand his mistakes. Understand where your shortcomings lie and understand about yourself. Until he feels that he is guilty.. Right said Miss. If awakening is not about us giving a truth, but giving reality to others so that others can awaken themselves.
Fatih.. The figure who invited Habib to emigrate was quite concerned to see Habib who was originally cold now became quiet and also sad. Sometimes there is a sense of wanting to blame Miss, but what should he blame? Because indeed every woman will choose the best lekalaki as the saying goes. ‘Women will be queens when it is with the right man. Whatever the circumstances and conditions.’
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On the other hand there is Gio who looks at Rey by pranking...he does not know what to say? What says Miss already meningeal?” Hamm..’'Her mutter made Rey look at her with a Tanya.” stroke Miss is no longer here, she ran away last night.”His words there made Rey cringe.
“Lying..!!” Rasyid's remarks made Gio look at him sharply.” Miss is a rebellious girl but she will never run away from trouble. He is strong and he is not a coward.!”He knows his sister very well. How could his sister be accused of being such a cowardly human. Miss is a person who likes to fight or answer or does not like his parents. But he is not a dissident who is willing to flee the fog.
Gio glanced and leveled his expression.” Hm you if you believe never speak loudly like that. Because in the proof Miss is indeed run away and leave this house without saying goodbye. If you don't believe it then check this house.” Nio's words cutting off his father's words made Gio nod.
Rey between believe it or not. He looked at Gio because he knew that there was something hidden, then looked at Nio yanbg looking at him with sadness but slightly swollen eyes. “ I also believe mat.. can you guys talk about where Miss? Even if Rindu had gone home or run away last night he would have told us.” Said Rey still keeping her manners.
“We don't lie.. Missing to leave last night, she ran away and left no message. Maybe he just hid himself, who knows tomorrow he will go to your wedding venue.”Said Nio flatly, but in the depths of his heart there was a question about Missing. Is Miss Maish alive or not?
Doctor Rey sighed, while Rashid clenched his hand.. “ Longs used to say.he will never run away from all problems despite his life stakes. Because God gave him a problem make sure there is a solution. And even if you lie to us, we will still love him because he misses to trust you.”.Politely speaking.
“If you do not believe please just check this house. We don't lie because this is our home.. Everyone look at.?” Nio's words there convincingly made Rey there sigh and nod.
Rey and Raysid also bangklit “Alright. we will check for ourselves.”.His words make them believe.seeking homes that are this big is not young, if there is a Miss but surely they will not meet. Dam must be here there's room for Rey's inner silence. But because he wanted to try it he still sought and also sought. he did not know what to do but walk and remind Miss.
Until the hallway he was looking for but Missing was not there, until in one room that was none other than the room Missing made him stunned. This aroma of Missing, the aroma of the Missing clothes that he memorized made him enter.. Gio was even surprised.. Rey there sighed as she turned the blanket over the bloody mattress and made her sigh and her hands tremble. Rashid still silently looked at Rey and also Rey who began to shut up with glassy eyes..
Rey sits there and is sure Miss is not here, “ What's up? Don't want to search elsewhere?” Ask Gio there and then come in. Has he been found out because he killed Miss? Is Rey possessed and so on?
Rey shook her head there and sighed.” If Miss is not here because of escape then me and Rashid will go.” He said, and it made Gio and Nio smile, followed by their four guards.
“But because you are his biological family Miss. I want to ask, whether during Miss here you bring and give him medicine or.sort of?” Ask “Because I saw him miss yesterday the medicine was left behind along with his phone.. Is he here well taken care of?” He asked to hold his painful chest. It was black blood which meant Miss spewing blood and not taking her medicine well. And if it really happened then how is Missing now?
Rey there squeezed his hand in the design it made because of his anger that culminated as well as the fear that became so. It made Raysid and others did not understand. “ You are right indeed.. take Miss forcibly and do not ask any needs Miss? You know what you are doing this is able to make Miss die?!!!” His yelling question made all the people silent.
Rey got up and looked at Nio sharply.” What do you miss about food here? And I'm sure you guys don't take good care of Miss here yak an? Yes..!”The impact there made Gio and Nio surprised.
Rey rubbed her head and bit her nails. Sighs but falls his tears.” Y'all know. Longs to suffer from end-stage liver cancer.. and his kidneys are damaged..not to mention his lungs that have been disturbed...what do you think about Missing? What you guys did to him.”The question surprised anyone.
“ What are you saying Rey? What are you talking about? Healthy miss..!!” Raysid snapped there in disbelief. " You taught me so that I do not weight, so that I do not use the meaning of berb—“
“I don't lie Rashdi.,.!”His cry was strong in the room echoing it .
"It was exactly six months ago that he contracted the disease.!!” Said snapping there.” And I forced him to have surgery even though I knew the cancer he was looking for was a malignant cancer.. I know..! But with him he still has a greater chance than now..! and I took care of him all this time, you think I don't know what about Missing.!”TlBentaknya make Raysid silent there holding his chest. In disbelief roared his chest.
“ She went to treatment with me alone without family,. When I asked where his family was then he replied if his family was far away. and in the end only knew if he was expelled because the case wanted to kill people in the campus. I know. “ jar Rey there.
“And you know, there misses dying, he was betrayed by his friend, he was raped twice, he even went to the hospital because his eyes were almost plugged by his colleagues.. I know everything..!! even we have a foster child we live with.”Ujarnnya.
Rey wiped her tears and said. “ He even willing to work dicaffe in the morning and teach English at night, he worked with Habib because he wanted to finance the drugs he drank, he said, because he wants his adopted son to be able to live in a decent screen and have enough knowledge.he works and forgets his pain for the sake of others, not for the sake of himself snediri. but here.!” He looked at Gio sharply and.
Bugh..
"Master.!!” Rey's men screamed over her cheek and Rey was pulled over by the waiter..
Brugh.. Brug.. Rey runs amok and kicks anyone who pulls her, even hitting Nio and Gio repeatedly. The pain and everything was avenged there, while Raysid was silent there listening to him.
Rey was silent there when Gio and the others were paralyzed. Gio was silent and did not reply because it was too shok..is the blood written on the poem Missing blood?
Rey there rubbed her eyes and also pulled Gio to her feet making Gio there look at her sharply. “ And you do not even give him medicine... You know if his age is only counted months? Do you know if her hair has fallen out? Do you know if the skin is sensitive? If you just slap it, it'll bleed and get infected? You tau? He can no longer even drink milk carelessly if he will not feel failed in some other system? K... or don't you let it go because you hate it?!”Ask Rey there.
Gio was there quietly listening to him.” Even I never get a woman as good as Miss..! when everyone told me to hate my irresponsible father, he gave me advice to love my father and give me time to talk. When everyone will receive help is sick and if loved money will receive it, then he does not for reasons that there is no debt and his death will be complicated. Are you zetega it to humans like Miss sir? Do you have that cruel heart.!”His screams there were strong feeling desperate. He's a doctor so know how sick people with cancer but do not take medicine, taking medicine is still very sick especially those who do not take it and seek treatment?
Nio there was shocked. Then how is he who likes to slap Miss' cheek? How did he pull Miss' hair? Is that fatal? Why does it feel like everything is so painful? Padaalkan himself ordinary when his father killed Miss? Wh why? What was with him who suddenly did not miss Leaving, he ducked staring at the floor because of the face that melted because it was hit by Rey.
His eyes staring at the white paper under the case made him pick it up and there the bloody paper made him feel pain in his chest.Is it ink or blood? But it's different, and the writing is a poem..
... ‘ If the night is not expected for the connoisseur of the day they should know., If there is no night then the world will seek.. and if a father hates a daughter, it blames his Lord, for he who wishes to be born a woman or a man is not himself. But Lord. and if the family will not accept me, then return me to my Lord.’...
Rindu round sentences cringed in his head. “ Daddy doesn't like girls ? lt's okay. I'll shut up, if you kill me I'll just shut up. Because I know that in the heart of a father there is a speck of taste with his son and will regret being lost his son. And do not let father be one of the fathers who me,nyal in this world”
Gio silently held his chest.When he was weak? How could he miss death last night? But mendneg5ar Rey's speech made his heart inflamed, burning, like unable to say if he was right again, said Miss Amsih radiating shine in his head
...’ Even if I fight I'm not the winner, right? And if I rebel, it doesn't mean I'm the strongest. But I'm weak because I know. If my weakness for my parents is more noble than I have to behave.I do not ask for dear, but I just ask, please stop messing with it. Because I don't want you guys to regret it someday.” That made his eyes break...