Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Fall over again

there is more pain than falling...! Namely reality.. 😁 your spirit..!

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“Vegg?!!” Mumam Rindu hoarse to hear it.

Arga nodded and chuckled. “Kaget loe?!” Ask with cynicism.” My brother is frustrated that Reno does not want responsibility, because Reno wants him to kill him. My brother doesn't want to because he doesn't want to be a killer. But with tenganya Reno for my sister miscarried just because you want to pursue loe there. Loe inget that incident?!!” Ask...

Longs to stay in his place with his body getting limp. His chest narrowed when his memory returned to his SMA, where he met Reno and Mise who were making out in Reno's room.

Where Rindu came to Reno's house to return Reno's jacket under it. It was raining yesterday, so Reno gave him a jacket so he wouldn't get cold. Missed not to wear a jacket on that day because his jacket was borrowed by a classmate because it leaked (Come months)

He remembered very well where Mise and Reno without a shirt on the mattress, with sweat pouring on the body of the human youth. When he who is not too loving Reno but still with Reno makes him smile flat because he is not too hurt or anything. He thought it was just a show.

“Rindu... I can clear it..!! Wait..!!” Reno who saw Miss who was in front of the door immediately ended his game with Mise. He rushed to release their union and looked for the clothes around him. The miss who saw it was disgusted to make him walk out of the house leaving two people who were in a storm. Mise who is busy holding Reno while Reno is busy looking for Miss. miss riding a motorcycle makes him able to leave the house.

Since that incident Miss never contacted Reno and never asked for any explanation. To miss a man who cannot appreciate a woman is not worthy to be appreciated and mourned. But one thing that he did not think, Reno had asked Unboxin with him, but firmly miss rejecting it. And when I jga Teno said he would not ask for something ridiculous again to Miss. he promised to keep Miss until marriage. Because he said it was difficult to find a girl like Missing where now, he also said if it was very difficult to target a girl who was as firm as Missing.. so after that he keeps Missing sincerely and also gives anything to miss the best.

Today is even one month Reno asked Miss for time to ask for reciprocation and also asked for time to miss so that she could explain if she really loves Miss. longing who was careless looked at Reno with his flat. “ Why chase me? go with Mise. I already iklash.” That's what Miss is saying.

As if it had made Reno not shy to cry in front of Miss, he was very sorry because his actions made him release Miss.the girl he really loved. He held the hand of Miss but was pushed aside by Miss with his disgusted face “Pliss Miss. don't break me. I just nganggep kak Mise trash doang... I'm just so that he's venting, he's not willing to be invited to do so. Loe sentiririkan say loe do not want? my money is lanternsin kedia so I can take care of loe as loe want to miss. I love very loe. Don't sell this to me. I'm going crazy pliss Rin.” Reno roared in front of Miss.

Missed to breathe. This is not the first time he has heard Reno's screams and anxieties. But Missing is like this. Once ipfiel yes still ilfiel. Not liking it once is still not like it. Not the first time it's like this. Even Reno's friend said. Reno broke up with him like to get drunk and also truant. Reno always chirps the name Miss.

Alasna why Reno loves Miss not because of her face. It's just that Miss is the only person who wants to encourage him, he was shunned by many people, where everyone shunned him because he was famous as a pessimist. How could? Yes, because he killed his father's affair in front of his mother and his father it happened he was twelve years old. He did not go to jail because he was still in child protection..

He is a brandal man who is always known to be evil but famous for being handsome, anyone who looks at him will fall in love. Only Miss who did not, Only Miss the first girl also saw him crying in the school balcony. Don't talk about it, because there are many things to talk about later.

Missing to look at Reno with the cold. “ I know you love me so much Ren.. I know you love me. you know so much.” He said coldly to make Reno rub his cheeks with a loud nod. “but this is not how to love it should be. Loe would not be the same if I am not a virgin anymore?” his question coldly made Reno silent not to answer to disperse Miss speech.

Misses looking at him cynically.” You rant? All the boys on earth no one wants to freeze. Just like I I do not want the same bloke who ever dipped there. Broken here and there.” He said again.” Moreover, loe to destroy other girls just because you want to protect me. loe soin he impingement loe where loe brain where Ren? What if someday I made that cake guy? How's it? Please don't be selfish. “it's cold.

Reno groping strongly.” I want to keep naughty with loe kok Rin even though loe is not a virgin even though I would like to.and again I will keep loe as strong as I can. I do not want to loe tinggain I Rin.. plis.. I only have loe for me to live.” Reno said, pleading, he had even put his foot on with his knee bone.

Miss meggeleg." Ren Pliss. I'm also a girl and I know how she feels to be Mise's sister. I don't want to take loe from him, don't go here.. I don't like..!!’ He asked flatly. His eyes even stared ahead coldly.

Reno kept crying on his knees Miss. piling his head on his stomach Long making Miss hold the head, he was uncomfortable when he heard there was a sound of sobs making Miss look at any direction. It turned out that in the corner there was Mise who was crying looking at her ape and Reno.

Reno who saw it was standing and staring at Mise with his ferocious.” He is the one who seduced me Rin is not me.. Woy road** here is clear with my girl.. fuck cepet.,!!” It's hard with Mise. While there Mise was crying sobbing.

Yep.. since earlier where reno said to make Mise's impingement Mise listened to him. Where he also heard that Reno loves Miss, even though he has sacrificed whatever he has. Reno is the man he loved as a child, so he tried and did not sacrifice anything in order to get Reno including his own pride.

There Miss sighs away.” Yes, yes, Ren. From now on our relationship is over. Loe take care of that chick. I'd love a dapet that's kayak loe.!” Cynic words. Longing used to be famous for his ugly and flat words to make him talk as he is.

“Rindu.. Please give me one more chance.. Plis Miss.!!” Said Reno yelling looking at Miss. he brelari chasing Miss and left Mise who memgegnam Tes pack in his hand. He doesn't care about Mise's scream.

Until Miss is away with her brother's motor sport, she hears Mise cancel her pregnancy making her ask Mise to threaten her vilely and say she loves Miss with all her heart. he even invited Mise to the abortion clinic and the abortion pill. Mise is slapped and beaten making Mise almost crazy.

Until he gets back up he attracts all the attention of all the men who love Miss at all costs, he even busts some girlfriend Miss and friends Miss. I have told you if Miss has many ex-lovers? Yes.and Mise always thrashed anything for his revenge on Miss.he hated Miss with his flesh and blood..

Plak. Miss's head was slapped by Arga making Miss return to the real world with reddened eyes for holding back the cry, she remembered the incident. He doesn't know if that's why Mise hates him. He thought it was only because of Envy. Apparently revenge. “Loe has been dyed?!!! Loe the most evil man I know miss.but why can I be as loving and dear as you? Why?!” He asked loudly in front of Miss.

Miss silent listen to it.” I don't know that same thing with Mise..! I don't know about Ar..!! and I don't love you. I mutusin loe also do you good Arga..! I want to loe diporotin same Diva and Meme. I want to see them dimamfaain. That's why I'm awayin loe..!” Said with his hoarse.

Arga chuckles.” So now there is no more Diva and Melisa right back... Loe want me the same? Have lots of kids, a nice house and a happy life? want?!”<TAG1> He asked by looking at Miss with his eyes.

Miss shaking.” I love you with Loe..! and again I can not nerima loe because I do not want to hurt anyone again in the face of this earth Ar.. “His teaching held back the rate of his tears.

Arga looked at Miss with her cynical gaze.” Munafik Loe Rindu. reason loe does not make sense tau..! loe hypocritical.. Plak..” once again he hit Miss cheeks hard making Miss back silent.

Longing to hold everything without tears there is no word of hurt other than the heart that pennana because the pain is too deep, not because of the praise. But because of reality. Missing even can't breathe prevented being defeated to see the reality that exists. Why is it so bad to be born if you are just a parasite? Why is he a pest to everyone he loves? Never mind. His life is too complicated to tell.

After that Arga get a call from his phone makes him lift it and look at Miss sharply. That's where Miss heard if Arga said.” Mise kegugran's sister? Yes I am there now... yes..!!” He immediately ran and said to Rindu.” Loe became a killer for the second time Miss. and it's my brother's son again. haha.. loe killer.!’ Word .

makes Miss droop on the floor.

Missed silence with her nanar. His clothes were all wet because of the water that was doused by Arga earlier. now he was just silent with lips that quivered because it held tightness in his chest. He looked at his hand with his wound.if he had not hit Mise in the stomach. She's sure Mise won't miscarry.

Whatwasthat? a fraternity? Haha.. Miss tertwwa bitter by biting her nails bitter hand.he is a killer haha.. “Hiks hhha.” Missing bitter laughter and crying with a tight chest made him hit his chest. He hit his own head with his hand. “Hikshiksh.. killer..killer..! loe killer Miss. loe killer hiks.” He hit himself with his own hands.

Then miss hugging her feet with her hands and also laying her face in the folds of her feet. Hold tight on her chest tightly. He is not even strong enough to devote his life at this time to make him sob sick. said if Mise perah crazy because of miscarriage. Mise miscarried again because she killed. Mise almost committed suicide because she saw everything in her head longing. Not only that, he also remembered where Diva hated him because she also almost committed suicide and became pregnant out of wedlock. Meme who is now exposed to HIVS and he's also the cause. Haha..

Hahah..What kind of joke is this? why is his life filled with this kind of rot? why is it that where it is then there is a disaster for the people? Wh why? “Argh.. I hate myself, Lord.. I hate it..!! why am I on gini cake?!! Is it because of this that I loved kek gini disease?!! Is this also why I was given all the exams? Haha... Why should I?!” Said shouting.

Plars... Longs to be watered with sebaskom water makes it return to the atmosphere because of it. He stared at the water. There are also people looking at him with a gaze of bermushan.” You hypocritical and pretentious killer.go sono..!! not here.we want to know not ishh.. “Teach one makes Miss silent.

Rndu wiped the water on his face. It turns out that many who eavesdrop on the talk of Miss and Arga had made Rindubahinya alone. without people realizing if the cry of Miss is no longer a tear. But the blood cries of being too tired. Longing to wipe his tears with rage and then rise. Pain in his face and head is nothing more than his heart at this time.he does not fight because he knows, he is wrong and sinful

“Gue is not a killer..! no!! I am also not a hypocritical human hyx. I'm just a human sinner. yes. I'm a human sinner yes.” His murmur in his path passed by many people looking at him in disdain. I miss silence with falling tears. I don't know what to do but cry now. He misses very weak because he knows if it is because others are destroyed.

Miss chuckles bitterly walking staring at the blood still on the floor cleaned by Clang service. He chuckles bitterly like a madman and cries with his chest tightens.” Gu I'm not a killer.” He muttered as he walked with gonayan to the elevator. He needs to be alone now. He needs God, not someone else. He just needs a God who knows everything about his life. No one else knows what he's doing..

He did not realize that there was Habib and Philos looking at him in the negative, and a pushy look. Habib even clenched his hands in anger. Philos looked at Habib in confusion. “ Master believe it Misses?”He asked with fear.it would appear once now if Habib was very angry

“Isn't that all the Missing facts you used to give me? What is to be questioned again?” the cynical question then left Philos who looked at Miss with a pushy look.

Filos sighed.” I don't believe it's Loe Rin but in fact it's loe and the proof is also loe. “ His murmur then sighed. He doesn't know what else to say right now....

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