Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Obviousness

Silence with a slap that has a tubi makes Habib's head contain a lot of what he said earlier and he did all this time? How to weigh someone who prays?. He can no longer say anything except squeezing his own fingers with another finger..

“Then someone said if the prayer does not guarantee entry into heaven?”?” Kyai asked everyone. Then how is it that prayer is not valid if the prayer does not guarantee heaven? Many say, it is better for me who do not pray that is important both than those who pray but are hypocritical.” Kyai made everyone look at him with a serious look.

“ But the second condition of the Islamic rukan is prayer.not another how is this?” Kyai asked Habib to get a stone on his head, he felt pain many times with the reality now.. “ Not good, not alms.but our second pillar of Islam is prayer... Prayer..!! want him a hypocrite.want he is not a good person.want he tattooed and so on. but the name of prayer remains an obligation.whose name sadaqa depends on the heart.. if a person who performs the prayer commits sin, do not blame the prayer. But blame him.. his private..!!” Kyai..

“You know the heat of hell fire?” kyai's tanyanya makes everyone shudder there meksi some who know.. “Hell there are several levels.. depending on us who wants to choose.want hell who is.. or want hell that bastard.”His words with ruckus made everyone grimace..

“The heat of hell is seventy times hotter than the fire of the world. Just imagine that... Even the angel Mikail who has no lust loses her smile just because she saw the fire of hell.. Passion-filled man, who is full of sin. I think we will cry and ask for repentance with tears of blood open.?” Ask.

“Have you ever heard the story of the prophet Adam who asked for fire? Where he is thrown to earth to get the punishment for eating the Quldi fruit.if the food is prepared whatever has been prepared with the wisdom of God may be different from the earth.. on earth raw food must be cooked while in the world there was nothing. on this earth there was no fire makes him ask the Lord to be given fire to cook.”.

“Then God assigned Jibril to ask Fire to the Angel Malik the keeper of hell to give fire as big as dates.. and the angel answered. ‘Ya Jibrill. If I give you a hellfire the size of a date seed, then the earth will be destroyed and melted.. ;’ “

“That leaves Jibril confused.. how can it be? Then he came to Allah again to be guided and then Allah ordered Jibril to ask for half of the kernels of Dates only.. if I give you a fire the size of half a date. then the earth will melt and scorch That makes Jibril bingng again.”

“Until Malik says and proposes to drink water from hell as big as zahra seeds only..it makes Jibril bring a grain of Zahra seeds.... and you know what happens?” The question made everyone who kept it shake their heads including Habib.

“Jibril gave it to Adam. he put it on a mountain. but it turns out that the earth has not been able to receive the supply of hellfire which is only as big as Zara seeds. The mountain became a fire.The surrounding of the mountain became hot.The tree became dry and the ground became barren making Jibril confused..

“ Then Jibril brought the fire again and washed it to the source of the earth's water. as many as seven springs. because in the first source of water it became a sea of water that became boiling hotter.. so also with the next water.until when Jibril felt quite hot fire he gave to the angel Adam.You just imagine the heat of the fire of hell.”.Kyai said with tears that almost fell...

Habib and the others listened silently. Like a typhoon hitting them. “ imagine if we are exposed to fire in this world just a little. then our skin will blister. imagine if our bodies burned by the fire of the world.. then we will be scorched terbakaer..but imagine what if we were put into hell fire. Hell hell is hot seventy times there is fire on earth? we're not boiling.. What else? Melt us..”His word.

“ The world and hell are different times.The son of one minute is one hour.and just imagine two pulu four hours we are on the wrong road.. what are we in the fire of hell? Just imagine how long we have to go to hell to get into heaven?” The questioning with her nanar made everyone cry and stighfar..

“ And Allah hinged in the Qur’an "Nearly (hell) it was fragmented with anger. Every time a group of (the disbelievers) were thrown into it, the guards (the hells) asked them: "Has never come to you (in the world) a warner?"

"They answered: "There is indeed", indeed a warner has come to us, so we belied him () and we said: "God has not sent down anything; you are nothing but in great error".

"And they said: "If we had listened or thought (that warning) we would not have been among the inhabitants of a blazing hell".

"They confessed their sins. Then perish for the inhabitants of a blazing hell".(Surah Al-Mulk verse 8-11)”

It makes everyone aware of what they are doing. Habib cried in silence made him.he could not hear everything made him rise and go from there. he could not hear the truth he got.. he is a coward now because he is a coward.

Born to a family that does not understand in religion makes Habib blind to religion. Families that prioritize career and happiness money. All parents if the Hollmast family is a harmonious family and also prosperous, everyone knows if they are a loyal family and a family coveted by everyone...

Habib dnegan hauled out of the mosque and stared nanar ahead.. “Excuse.”He murmured as he passed everyone. Making everyone step aside from his making. Habib left the study before the event..

“He bang.. This undivided rice box? Loss loh..!”From the father of the father in front of the door to Habib who went from there with his nanar. He waved his hand but Habib did not tell him to make him manyun.”Though delicious loh gratisan. When else can be free but delicious.”gumamnya with cynicism.

“bener tu bang. I've just come here because I'm bored again after the food. Where did my mother send me money again;.”The words of the young man beside him while eating food made his guard sigh to see him.

Habib is indeed his heart.There is a feeling of pain he is remembering hell.he looked nanar ahead where he felt if his soul was brought into the real world..

Like a little child who was only given milk and suddenly given rice, he became a dazed and forgot the direction he was rafting. It is like a grasshopper who forgets which grass is green and which grass is poisonous.it is like a rainbow..

“Hik hiks,, Rinduu. forgive me..”.He muttered with a cry.he was never this weepy.he was never this cool.he never cried again all this time.but today he felt his heart break, his life failed..

Not. not. not. everything is not only Missing. but also the reality that exists.the reality if actually here is not Missing who is wrong. He wrongly put the truth in his heart and himself.

If his sins are counted then he will not be able to count them. he does not want to go to hell. In the past he only knew if hell was only for bad people and mocked nekara.he said that hell is nothing. But in reality it is not so. the fact is let the world bothered. Because the world is only temporary. Like the fingernails of heaven, but what else? Rice has become porridge. All he has to do now is repeat what has been broken again. But Habib doesn't know what to do and what to do now...

After pondering what he got today made him close his eyes.. the sky is dark because there are no stars and no moon. His head tilts to think of Miss and what he has done. Missing who wants to get married.The reality that exists.all of them make him not know what else to think.all are too confusing and too painful..

Until there was a voice that surprised Habib behind him..

“ I was once said by someone. and the word is very touching in my heart. kek ngejleb that,,”.

Habib was shocked and then trickled back and it turned out that he was a man.. Habib was silent by looking forward again because he did not care about anyone even though he was getting late.

“ I always consider everyone around me that.. Yes Already.... I can be happy, happy with them. But they are not the only happiness for me.’ And anyone who comes to me. I will consider that He is the star that adorns my sky’... The star that adorns the sky is very beautiful is not it?. And so when he left. Isn't the sky still beautiful? Without stars??” his tanya made Habib stunned.” And that word he quoted from a book.”.He said then sat beside him Habib who was staring at him.

He could see Habib was very messed up. he did seem to still sit tight just his eyes could not lie if he was sick, he was still sitting, he is suffering and he is hurting his heart and his feelings.

That person is Reno. Just when he wanted the pain he was stunned when he saw Hbaib walking with his lunglai .

Reno breathed, Habib didn't hear it.. “It was a Missing word to me when he left me. And it also made me stop chasing and also asked him to stay in my world.”His word..

And the word he said made Hbaib look at him quickly.. Habib looked at him with his horror gaze”You ready to miss? and how can you know?” Habib asked that to Reno.

Reno was surprised to be asked like that to Habib quickly when he said about Missing, “ I used to be close to him.”.His words made Habib stunned.” You could say we are former lovers hehe. but stupidly I cheated with Mise.Mangkanya Miss and I broke up. whereas I already know if Miss hate the betrayal of a man to a woman.. he hates..”His words sighed.

Habib was silent... Reno stuck to Habib quietly.” I know you are very sad Miss. I know you love Miss as I used to love her... and come home with disappointment as a result of our own actions.I was once in your position.”.His words made Habib silent not to answer.

“When I missed telling you what I was quoting earlier.he said he was just a star in my sky. Then I said he was the moon in my sky..”.Said chuckling.” But in fact Miss only chuckles.”” The moon is not for his position.but the moon for his position Rosullullah and the owner of his sky is Allah.he does not want to be exaggerated about the word.”.His word.

“He said give pepuang to another star shine. because he and he are one of the other stars that shine. But it will all feel normal and back tingling when it gets used to without him.. He was a strong and strong figure Habib. Full of diligence and also full of principles. if you expect it back. then I tell you, if you expect something pseudo except fate that determines.”.He looked at the sky.

“Are you guys that close - until you know how he is and can determine what he decides in the future? do you setau it until you know what he chose for the next day?”Ask Habib cynical.”You are like God who knows destiny in plain sight.” Continue cold and flat.

Reno even laughed made but Habib still did not care.in front of him there is only a lake. because indeed they are near the lake on the side of the road.. “I am not destiny and also God knows the future.but I quite understand it.. Miss the typekal person who gives you a chance..Give you freedom.just he will say what he does not like and what he likes.. He lets us do as we please.he does not forbid us to smoke.never forbid us to know.. he is a figure who frees his partner to look for another world outside by his world.Word nodded.

“ But one thing that he did not release.Exit into his world. So do not enter the world of other women again. He also did not give the absorbent key just for us to be free to go in and out. Once in then you determine, want to survive or want to come out. if out then do not expect to enter both times.” Reno nodded with a press of his words because what he said was all the truth he knew.