
...Under the scene contains onions.. Who just cry do not know who reads. and Eps you wait....
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“Mbak don't want to come out yet?” The driver's voice shocked Miss who was still staring at her house nanar semagius afraid of it. He is already uncomfortable because it has been ten minutes Missing yet to get off his car.” Are we wrong address mbak?” Ask fear. Can make the wrong address of the passenger was not also down, even though from earlier Miss had even gone down a few times just for prayer.
Miss looking at the driver with nanar and guilt for making the driver wait for too long here.
He took a breath to throw away his nervousness. He rubbed his dadanmya and took a breath out of his nose and pulled it out of his mouth to relieve nervousness. But in fact still remain nervous and afraid to make him look at the driver who looked at him asking for an explanation. “ This address is really sir.”He told the driver with his guilt.
Longing must not be selfish to make him open the door as soon as and dare to go down, the heart of Longing again beat rhythmically now he is losing his feet in the land of his birth, his hands were even wet just from cold sweat. “Thanks yes sir. ,sorry.”.He missed covering his car door.
The driver nodded to Miss, the payment has been paid at the beginning of the same Miss wearing the application. After that he picked up the suitcase Miss was assigned and approached Rindu.” The same oruh. later if I need to contact me again aja yes. with a number that is easy to memorize. That is 089192939459. So later I will soon slide wherever mbak is. I am ready to standby for the sake of my son and wife at home.”He said with his friendliness.
Longing to feel guilty terlah berzhu'uzon to this father, it turns out his father was very good, he was even very young but there is no shame to say if he already had a wife and children.. Miss can guess if she is maybe only 19 years old. And that means he married young.
“Iya mbak I married young.”Misses her surprise when the father even knows the contents of his mind.” Because kebablasan fitting Heheh High School and now my daughter tu a girl 4 years old.”His words to Rindu make Miss berjab.” And I am an Indigo child from childhood and excess I can read the minds of other oranmg.”He told Miss again.
“Yaudah if I go first mbak. thanks for the orederan. and this is my mama card.. Best wishes to see you again.” His words then smiled leaving Miss who was dumb there, where the head was dizzy and now he had to think what was said by him earlier. Miss shook her head to see the car passing in front of her.
“Ri Miss?”
Dugh.. Missed to feel his heart feel like falling when this is called? For whatever sake Miss was so nervous making him, she squeezed the handle of her suitcase was strong. He is not ready but he needs to be ready.
“You miss that right?” The question again made Miss recognize the voice. Miss turned around and looked at the person with her joints then looked down. Her tears fell as uni stared at how glassy the person in front of her was.
“Yaallah dekk.. Hiks hiks.” He's Rashid.. He immediately approached Miss and hugged her tightly until Miss floated made him. Rashid misses Missing so much that Misses reciprocating her warm brother's embrace is no less tight.
From earlier Rashid saw the car that Miss rented was suspicious, he thought it was a kidnapper who wanted to kidnap his youngest brother, but when he saw someone berniqob out made him surprised, he was surprised, where there was a suitcase and also someone whose body was very familiar in his eyes made him approach and look closely…
Rashid rubs his head dear miss ignores the passerby who saw him wonder.” Deck sorryin brother ya can not take care adek. whereas brother has promised to keep adek... hiks hiks hiks. brother failed.” His words cry on his shoulder Miss when his height is far above Long..
I miss not crying because I am tired of crying now. He rubbed his brother's shoulder gently.” Brother is innocent.. but here Miss the guilty.after all with her mistake Miss is not Missing to be a stronger child?” Tanya Sincerely miss.” As if brother is always there for Missing.sorry yes bang, Miss can not connect brother because miss does not know brother number, brother too often will change phone number si.”Said Miss smiling gently to her sister.
Rashid is still crying there.”Yes brother promise will not be changed cards again.but you also promise yes do not go again.if Abi angry later let brother find money and we rent another house, but we also promise not to go again, later let you stay with brother.”Said sadly to Miss.” Brother who charges you kulia again, brother who hugs you. brother will not biayarin you fight alone again Miss. You have suffered too long.:”Ujar Rashid cried.
Rashid even took out his wallet which set aside two cards and showed them to Miss.. ” As long as you go brother already dead. yesterday brother has been racing champion twice and insyaallah enough for us to buy one house and to eat a few days. Make it next so you try to make money. Let brother find Miss as long as you are the same brother yes. don't go again ya.” He said to Miss innocently mengent8u slim hand Miss who was wrapped with sarum black hand.
Missed to hear him make his tears fall as well, it turns out his tears are very crybaby if the problem is like this… He hugged his brother and then put his head on his brother's chest making Rashid hold his head and kiss his head dear. Longing to be unable to say any more, he seemed to be silent at this moment.
“ Yaudah yuk entry.”He said to Rindu membuyar Rindu bertahan staring at the perkarangan his house. Rashid there looked at Miss with ibu made him pull Miss's hand and said.”It's nothing. Inside there are abi and Umi. if they are angry and hit you so that your brother protects you. brother promise.”.His words to Rindu strengthen it.
Longing to stay silent for a while there made Rashid understand his sister, he pulled Miss's suitcase and said. “ Ayok let brother who helped kaju and bring his suitcase.”He said that Rindu had to ventured there, he had to ventured to meet his father and mother there.. Rashid knows how scared he is of missing his father and his own mother there.
Longing to walk slowly to the door of his house that is brown, in front of the house Miss no fence just there are a lot of plants and plants.. There was Caca staring at Rashid and Miss, her sister Miss. He looked at Miss with a question mark, who was it? Miss is not too loving Caca and not too close, you know the reason? Because he realized that his mother loved Caca more than he did.
“Assalamu’alaikum Umi.. Abbbbi.. Miss home.” Rashid shouted at the house was carefree while Miss just looked down scared there. He even squeezed Rashid's hand even tighter. Not nothing but his tears have fallen, how this viewers.Rasyid rubbed his sister's hands gently to channel a sense of comfort and calm there..
Up to Umi and Abi Rindu who turned out inside there while reading the book staring at the arrival of Miss and Rashid, they were in the prayer room there making Rindu lowered his head and closed his eyes because of fear.
Will they not miss Miss.?
“Assalamu’alaikum Abbi.. Umii.”Said Miss with nervousness and fear.., but her voice has even shaken now because somehow her tears just fell without being asked even hurt though. Fear effect or what is this?
Abib Rindu looked at Rindu with an illegible look at all, but he was quite surprised that Miss who was wearing a veil there, even very closed to make anyone would not recognize him, he said, he even pangling there” Waalaikum greetings.”Umiinya Rindu replied making Miss open her eyes and ventured to look at her father and mother.
His Abib Miss still remained silent, for some reason but Miss could feel if his abi miss very angry now, but she did not know why her ashes were angry? “Why go home? Didn't Abi say, don't go home before he told me to go home?” His question was full of emphasis on every word he said there.
Dugh.. Missed feeling her heart shrink and breath held there. He was afraid of being made. But he is not afraid to make him sigh.” Because Miss wants to apologize to Abbi and Ummi.. Longs.... Miss kangen Abbi sama Umii.. Hicks hiks. Missed to apologize.”Jawan misses the roar of his tears there.
Rashid there looked at his ashes in disbelief, did his ashes not miss Miss to the point of yelling Miss? He rubbed his sister's back and pulled her into his open because he knew she needed a brace,. For 16 years he did not care about his brother.
Abi Rindu still silently unreadable staring at his son's son.”Abbi Tanya why go home Missing?!! Why home?!! Kan abbi has told you not to go home before abi tell you to go home.!!” He said again by snapping harder at Miss.
Longing the more down made there make Rashid pity Miss. “ Abbbi..!! abi, what's that talking about?! Abbi don't miss what ha?!” Ask Rashid with his ashes that he did not accept. Uminya misses even standing up and pulling her husband's hand. But his abbi Rindu raised his hand to hunt everyone There silent.
Abinya Misses to show that door.”Go now!!”He said, his index finger right showed the door with eyes looking at Miss sharp. “Quick go I said Miss...!!”He cried out to Miss but there was something strange in his abbi's eyes.
There was a deep fear at his base staring Miss.
“Neg..!!” Reply Miss is no less big there with tears falling, she approached her ashes releasing Rashid.”I miss apologizing, Abi.. I miss apologizing to Abbi and Umi. Please don't miss me like this. By God Long will go as far as possible from the lives of umi and abi until you will not find Long again. but on condition that you must forgive Miss.” Said Miss by falling in front of his ashes.”Miss please abbi sorryin Miss.!”He said to Miss.
“Your head is still the same Miss.!”Said his abi Rindu staring in the other direction with teeth rumbling.” Dissident girl, rebel despite wearing a veil though. it is true kjata people. fruit falls not far from the tree.”.He said. then he shook his head.” But I'd rather you leave here as soon as possible Miss.it's the best.”.His word.
“Abbbi..!” Said Uminya Missing her husband.”It's nothing Abi. Don't believe me. Let's miss everything..!! Don't punish him anymore.. ” She said to her husband by rubbing his hand but was brushed off by the issue.
“You know what Fitri?” Ask his wife." You don't know anything about Missing and about what you're talking about.. “Taught then hit his own chest strong.” I know better which one is the best.You don't know anything. What I did for his own good, not for mine.. For God's sake this Fitri is best for Miss.” He said with lips that vibrated, a sign that he had been holding back his cries.
Longs have been embraced by Rashid there. Rashid looked at that abu with her sharp gaze.” Abbi is selfish but still carries the name of God.!!” His shout was strong even stronger.” Miss will not go anywhere, if Miss goes then I will go with Miss..!! “He shouted and approached his ashes.
His ashes looked at Rashid with a sharp look. He showed his index finger in his chest that was.” Abi says abi knows all about Rindu but abbi don't know if Miss is destroyed because ullah abbi?” He said furiously to his ashes.” Abi said he was a rebel and a dissident? But abi realized not if the one who taught him to be a dissident was abbi., he did not even know anymore how to smile sincerely because his smile even abi who set abbi,!!”His words are full of emphasis.
Abib Rindu throw a book in his field that any direction makes everyone surprised.”No one knows how I feel. No..!”His words snapped there staring at his son was sharp.” It's up to you guys..!! but then don't blame me..!! don't blame me for anything else. I am indeed an evil father.selfish..hunt..!! “The line snapped and then went from there.
In front of the door of his room he looked at Miss and..
Brakk..
Rashid was shocked when his abbot kicked the door down, just imagine as his emotions made Miss more and more crying hitting his aching chest. Abi Rindu went from there to another room that was not broken.
Longing to look at uminya who was silent there not hugging him or anything, he just looked at Miss with an illegible gaze, but Miss can see there is a longing there. Only Rashid hugged him.....
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