Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Habib's anger

Missed looking for Rian first as he passed by, a lot of young girls who greet him and bow homat not to mention he uses all black clothes that make people there amazed at how different if outside if he is stranded teroriiiss but if here he is very noble step. It's true, different places respond.

“You guys have been praying for a long time?” Dr. Rey's grumbling when Miss and others have arrived. Imagine an hour of waiting under a tree?

Longs chuckle.” Yes sorry yes.”

Doctor Rey is still intensive to ask Miss makes Miss occupy Rian and Rani in front of doctor Rey. “You don't want to say I'm an infidel usually if they see me and know I'm an atheist I say khafir lo..” Ask the Miss.

Missing to put on Rian's strappy shoes, he crouched down because Rian was sitting there. She was like Rian's mother. “ Do I deserve to mention you infidels? I have not been that noble to be able to claim others are khafir or not. “

“Not so in the eyes of Islam?” Ask Rey's doctor. It seems he is still angry.

Longs chuckle.” You know a lot about Islam. Are you interested?” Ask Dr. Rey.

‘iya I've been interested since I met you and I found out about it..” Inner doctor Rey.

“Gini doc... in Islam it is a lot like kafir, if ninggalin pray aja khafir (kafir in the meaning of negligent in prayer) worship or believe others are also infidels, and so forth. But I as only Muslims who are still bearing this sin do not deserve to say or mention other people are infidels, because I like this have killed people, dissidents to my parents, he said, ever dating and that means small zina or big zina, ever said dirty and if I total the amount of my sins, then it is like counting the sand in the sea. Many and countless. So therefore, I can't say anyone else is worse than me, because the one who is able to claim someone kafir, someone evil is only the creator, not us.” Clearly Miss then moved on Rani's shoes.they still chatted with each other not want to listen to the conversation Miss and doctor Rey who they do not know the meaning.

“Can I ask for one reason why you believe in God? You have never seen your Lord?” Ask Rey's doctor who still wants to find her own identity.

I miss sitting next to Rian and Rani. “I don't know how I'm a descendant of Islam, if I were born to a Christian or a Hindu, or my parents are like you have no religion, I must be like them right now. Or like you.” Miss smiled gently but did not look at the doctor Rey who was staring at her. “ But I liken if God does not have a form (Zat) but is in the air, heart and surrounded by this corner of the world. God my creator and I exist because of it.”

“Where do you believe it? Isn't there 5god here?” That is to say the belief is loo.5 state-recognized religion and not to mention other religions that have not been recognized by the state.

Hates laughing. He laughs too much today, whether he feels funny when Rey's doctor makes an argument like this. “Gini by doctor Rey. For me God is many, but God is only one. You see pancasila. There says 1/. THE GODHEAD OF TIME ESA.’ He said God is not God, God is many. When you pursue money then you deify money, when you spend time with your mobile phone then your mobile phone has become your God and, Bedalahi same God Other religions, depending on our beliefs. And most certainly Allah is only one, the Unseen

You know you have a mate-matics formula that says if there is 2, 3,4 or so there must be 1. If there is no 1 then there is no other number. For example if you want 2 then you can add 1 +1. But if you want 3 then you can add 1+1+1 and so on. So, we have to have one to create another number, only multiplication, division and others.”clear miss the analogy taken from several sources.

“So? Why do I who have no religion still have a place on earth?” Ask Rey's doctor.

“You have a God but have not found who you think is right, you may not be trusted from a small time? A person who has no God is like a child without a mother, born but does not know many things, as other children, are, he feels a lack of affection and has a different purpose than the child who has a mother.

Those who do not believe in God are like pets without Master. There is no place to go home and no place to ask for food and affection, no place to sleep and no place to ask for food and other necessities. You have no place to ask for help if you have problems other than human? or do you deny yourself. It is like you are deifying yourself for yourself ...."

Quiescent. Doctor Rey ta was able to say anything more, he was bewitched at once. It is true, when he was hit by a disaster then he had no backup and had no place to ask. There is no place of hope except for himself. True, the earth is formed there must be who created, compared to cigarettes, there must be someone who created it, right? So too with humans, yes. Not to mention the existence of a religious derivative.

It could be said that if the religion is a solid heritage and is bound to children, like him, he was born by a father from Cross or mixed and German and Javanese but his father lives in Indonesia, Indonesia, while the Mother of Korea, they are the same as knowing one religion which is only to qualify in paper, but in fact they do not have a religion, or called atheists. If his parents had Islam, Hinduism or Christianity. Maybe he is currently a follower of one of them, but for sure he will follow the religion or inheritance of his parents. Again and again longing to be right..

At this time he does not have God, but he has not met the God he recognizes and the question is, why is he thinking about it now? so where was he all this time? Has he not always been around religious people? Then why did he think of religion when he met Miss.

The miss she told him was sick at the time, but just kept quiet without crying. But in fact wept bitterly on the beach. Calling the Name of his Lord to ask for life? Not to mention when Missing met with Rian and Rani, she was so kind and thought about others while she also needed it.

Not to mention when Miss helped the middle-aged lungs in the hospital, she knew and she saw, at first she did not know if it was Missing, she said, but when Missing came for the new Cek Up he knew if Miss has a noble heart, starting from there he began to be interested in Missing, how to have a good heart, how to have a good heart, a noble heart and a heart that remains strong, never crying, he never listens to complaints of illness never complains when he has no money. This is where he asked. Is there a role for God in the longing?

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“Rian, Rani.. Mother comes home yes.. You guys here don't be reckless. Kyai Nyai kualan Nyai kualan looe.. later they gout if you want to cheeky ngeladenin.” Say misses the two children while crouching.

Kyai is named kyai Yusuf and Nyai Halifah.they laughed to see Miss mocking him, either mocking or so that the twins do not cry, but it seems that both of them play a role.”Ihhh. Miss maah ngajarin Rian same Rani mgejek us Bi..” Her nyai Halifa said to her husband who also chuckled.

“We are naughty kok Nyai.. We're just a little jail later.” Rani flaunted her milk white teeth.

Longs chuckle.”Judekah.. Mother wants to go home. And ,” He opened his bag and took his wallet, there he took six hundred thousand money and gave three hundred thousand to Rian and three hundred thousand to Rani. “This makes your snacks, later if the other snacks you do not not snack... But you can be wasteful, because wasteful is his friend Satan.”.

Rian and Rani looked at the money with eyes full of glass.. “Not to bun. I tell you that I have brought milk with vitamins later here ndikasih eat, we already bought clothes. We already spend your money, we do not want to ngerepotin mother again.” Rian obviously refused the money.

Missed to breathe. He actually does not want Rian and Rani not snack when other children snack, he does not want Rian and Rani bite fingers while people bite the bread, he did not want Rian, he did not want Rian and Rani to swallow dry saliva while other children swallowed fresh sweet ice. He did not want that, even though the money he gave at this time was only this. “Bunda engak want you to refuse, the next time someone else will snack the mother's child will not, later if you are skinny how? Later on your cheeks engak cubby again dong, can not mother unye-unye, can not pinch-cubit..” He plays Rani's cheek makes the empu conical.”Take yaa. If you guys do not take it, you will get angry.” Ancm Long.

“Nyai.. Kyai.. I miss the twins.. Later if they are naughty, you hit it, if they are males nasehatin aja, give them the same story. If they make a mistake in the law .. Misses enraged, but do not get scuffed ya sii twinsnya.” Saying Miss to Nyai.

They chuckle. “Already, now it's finished magrib lo. Bentr again Isya. You'll be back home later. Rian and Rani also need rest, if you do not miss nginep how?” Nyai Tawar.

Miss shaking.” Not Nyai. I miss having to work. Yaudah longs to leave now. Assalamu’alaikum.” Missing Speech.

Previously Miss kissed the cheeks of Rian and Rani. While Rey's doctor did not want to enter because he did not want to enter the mosque, yes. Now Rindu masjid se after the magrib prayer. He was going to go home at 5 but he had to clean up Rian and Rani's things, not to mention Rian and Rani who wanted to eat and make Miss have to survive like this.

After a question and answer event with Rian and Rani who always ask with the same question makes Miss out, there is already a doctor Rey parked. I miss choosing to approach him first to say thank you. It turns out that Dr. Rey is daydreaming.

“Dok.” Call Miss. he did not say hello, because the greeting to non-Muslims was Haram.he knocked the glass repeatedly made Rey doctor shocked and then gasped for breath. He came out with a faint smile.

“Udah want to go home? Ayoo..” he said softly.

Misses caressing.” I can go home by myself, doctor by myself.” Reject Miss.” I just want to say thank you to the doctor because it already nganterin us...”

“Loe why go home alone? Can I take you home? And thank you problem I also said thank you for chatting a lot today.”

“I do not want to add slander, with me just come here many who think negatively about us, they encourage us husband and wife and make new rumors that say we are a family that sakina mawada and warohma, have two children with a husband who is perfectly par, and they have two children, there may even be some who envy me for thinking if the doctor is my husband, I do not want everyone to increase their sin because of me, I do not want any misunderstanding or slander, he said, if later in the walk the doctor met his soul mate or what kind of bluff? Later he thought I was the doctor's wife he went dee, no longer want the same doctor.. So I go home alone okay.” Speak Long long long.

It is true, there are many santri wati yng in the mosque tdi praised doctor Rey and said if Missing is a very lucky person, he said, not to mention Missing to have twins who are good at teaching and want to become Tahfiz Al-Qur’an which means they want to be children of sholeh and sholeha. Who wouldn't envy and want something like that? Even Harifa had praised Miss before Miss said that Rey's doctor was not her husband.

“But we just go home kok,.” Obviously doctor Rey. He still does not understand, why Miss refused?

“We're just the two of us, and that means there's a third demon. “ Say Miss.” I ordered a tax and it came. That..” It shows the direction of the taxi yng is waiting on the road near the gate.” Then I go first Doc. “ He left without even listening to the words of Rey's doctor.

Doctor Rey breathed a rough breath. “Ribet yes have a religion, but somehow if you see Missing like so want to have a religion, kayak has limits in our lives, just as valuable as his life.” He muttered to see the taxis getting faster. He smiled thinly.

Ja. Everyone who has a religion has boundaries, right? Limits to not commit crimes, cover the law and guard themselves with the opposite sex, indiscriminate indiscriminate people and many other things.. when we live there is a limit that is where we know that the world is not ours, but ours.

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Habib had come home from 7 o'clock but until now miss home to make his blood rise to the tiles. He did not even eat with pleasure because Miss who had not come as well, but when the sound of Miss entering the House made him reflect standing from his dining chair.

“Asslamu’alaikum. ” Say Miss. actually Miss is very afraid at this time, he is afraid Habib is angry, after all he is very outrageous to go home at this hour, even though he is working, but he is working, and worse yet he hasn't spent a week but already made trouble. He chose to duck while squeezing the strap of his bag.

“From where you ha...!” Jerk Habib hard.

Panji and Nina just saw Habib this angry, is this upset or worried? All that mixed in Habib's face made them choose silence only. they suddenly stopped enjoying eating to watch Habib's anger at Missing.

Longs to close his eyes, he will not fight if hit or insulted, after all he is wrong.” Sorry Sir,.” Only that sentence that Miss could release, he could not say if he delivered Rian and Rani school, if later Habib asked whose child how? Atu Habib did not believe it, he did not want it to happen, he was quiet and enjoy it alone.

“I said where are you from..?!” Habib asked. He approached the down-turned miss.

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