My husband no longer touched me
Prologues

The journey of a girl named Larasati. He was abandoned by his father when he was just 3 years old.

After his father died Halimah his mother's name suffered severe depression and caused mental disorders.

Larasati did not get the affection of both parents who complete his life full of wounds.

After adolescence he was entrusted in pesantren by his mother's brother. This makes Larasati not fully get the affection of the family especially from the only mother.

Larasati considered himself unnecessary and not welcome in this family so he was heartily wandering in search of a family that would accept Larasati.

After graduating from High School he lived with his older brother but the wife of his brother did not like Larasati because he considered Larasati a burden in his household family.

Until one day Halimah the mother introduced him to the man of Halimah's choice and intended to match with Larasati of course, by phone.

The dipper with the Larasati agreed to the match, he fell in love with Beni, the man Halimah had married. With the hope that Beni fell in love with Larasati.

The short meeting was finally passed and they passed the wedding.

After marriage Larasati hopes that the man she married really loves and loves Larasati as it is because Larasati hopes that Beni becomes a substitute for her father or mother.

The hope of death was scattered like the dust of his hope, not in accordance with the fact that the husband was a drunkard and a gambler whose cold attitude was indifferent to Larasati. Barasati only as a satisfier *****. Like a maid in her house.

Beni's cold attitude makes Larasati turn and cheat behind Beni Larasati fall in love with Beni's best friend Ferdi.

The story of Larasati's romance produces results from her affair, namely she became pregnant without marriage ties.

Ferdi also has a wife and children as well as Larasati he is still the status of a wife and has two children.

Because Larasati's love died with Ferdi whatever he would give including his honor which he should have kept only for Beni to be handed over.

Knowing Larasati was pregnant with Ferdi's child. Ferdi urged and forced Larasati to abort the content will, Larasati want?

Her life is ruined after finding out Ferdi does not want to take responsibility she was expelled by her husband. Larasati is confused as to where she takes her womb, the mother never gets along and receives Larasati like a child.

How is the next story, Larasati will he keep the content or abort it? Then will she get divorced from her husband Beni or will she stick around?

Was the decision of Larasati that he took right? Then, how did Larasati live her life?

Come on, read and observe the following Larasati story. Take it as a lesson throw away the negative side.

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Flashbacks

"Innalilahi wa Inna ilaihi Raji'un ...," said the doctor examining my father-Budiman.

"Budi Mas!" my mother was hysterical. She was not strong enough to withstand the pain left by her husband.

Me? Just silently watching the miserable sight. Oh, ja. My name is Larasati. I was three years old then.

"Don't leave me, Mas ..," said the mother wailing over the body of the father.

My father was very ill, and it was my mother who cared for him with great affection.

How not to break the heart of the mother, left half of her soulmate.

Halimah-my mother, who also raised her two children. I'm the second child, and my brother's name is Farhan.

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Father's body was brought home for burial.

Time and time again the limb mother was unconscious.

A day of moody mothers do not get excited to forget to eat. I got hit too. No longer noticed by mom. Fortunately there was Bude Mira, my mother's second brother who took care of me.

Seven days after my father left, my mother got worse. Doesn't eat, doesn't sleep all night, sometimes cries, laughs. Remembering the late father.

Mother, is that as much as you love daddy?

"Mas, why did you leave me? I'm coming, Mas ...," confounded mom.

"Hus! What the hell, Halimah!" bentak Bude Mira's.

Mother's days just daydream at the door, in the yard or, want to sleep daydream.

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Five months later my mother gave birth to a tiny little sister. She was named Monalisa Tri Budiman.

But ....

My mother was quiet and angry. Bude said 'tired and desperate mother'.

She took care of the three of us, in addition to being a mother. Mother became the backbone of the family to support the three of us.

Mother no longer passionate talk as necessary, sometimes I get mother is crying kiss the clothes of the late father.

I'd say, "I miss you, Mom! Take me there too."

Crying in the corner of the closet for hours.

Me and Mas Farhan could only look without asking.

Mammy? I miss your embrace.

At the age of five, my mother was severely depressed. Unable to himself without a husband makes his soul disturbed.

Sometimes crying, sometimes laughing. Even the raging. We become unmanageable.