
My money is thinning and I don't have a grip anymore.
I had to open my food stall. It was only fifteen minutes that Mas Ferdi appeared.
Lothawat!
"Where have you been? The stall is right, close it," chirped Ferdi.
"I'm not feeling well." I stood near his stool. "What message do you want?" my many.
"Coffee only" he said briefly.
"Have you removed your contents?"
"It has. But it didn't work ...,"
"Stupid!" mean it.
I was shocked to hear his words.
"I'm stupid? You're the son of a bitch, my mom!" my growl.
I slammed a glass of hot coffee for him.
Aghh!
Brak!
He kicked the table and ruffled his hair in frustration.
"Mas has a plan ...,''
"What?"
"You just leave Beni's house. Where's the cake, I'll catch up with you." Ferdi gave me advice.
"But, my children?"
"Yes bring one. Faisal you live here. Kan, there's her grandmother,"
"Where am I going, Mom?" many confused.
"To your mother's house or to Java where your uncle is. I promise I'll meet you there. As long as you get out of Ferdi's house."
Ah, apparently Mas Ferdi loves me very much. The proof is that he still wants to be with me. Yesterday I was too prejudiced a no-no.
Huf ....
"Well, is it, Mas?"
"Yes. Don't procrastinate."
"Good, Mas."
****
Geck!
Geck!
Geck!
At midnight someone knocked on my door. Kusibak curtains see who the guests are out there.
Mas Beni's? Tumben remembers going home.
Chequek!
"Assalamualaikum ..," said Mas Beni saluted.
"Waalaikum salam."
Usually Mas Beni will ask for his right, which means there is a chance to tell that I am pregnant with Mas Beni's child. Don't we?
Uh, but ....
Tumben Mas Beni. Usually meet me in my room.
The morning ....
"SUBSTANT!" call Mas Beni shouting.
I was shocked and jumped out of my sleep.
"Yes, one minute!"
I approached Mas Beni in the bathroom. He stood with a ruffled waist and another hand holding a white and flat object.
Tespeck's?
God, I forgot to throw it away.
Stupid, stupid, stupid!
"i-it's. Tespeck is, Mas," I said stammering.
Beni looked at me like a lion finding prey.
"Yes I know it's tespeck. You pregnant?" tanyakanya.
"i-iya. I'm pregnant," I said. And trying to smile.
"Whose son, Laras?!"
It was thrown in my face.
"Who else is our son, whose son."
Mas Beni grabbed me by the shoulder and said, "Don't lie to you! I almost never touched you. And you won't give me my rights."
"What do I have to do, Mom? Let you believe,"
My tears wet my cheeks.
"He's not my son, is he?" ask him again.
I can't answer that. Mas Beni I'm sorry.
"Java!"
Weepy!
Mas Beni went to his room.
Whum!
He slammed the door.
I was crying in front of the bathroom door.
I was also confused which baby I had.
"Ma-ma." Cahya Voice. She hugged me.
I was just crying.
"Ne-nen ...," he said.
Good Lord!
Please help me ....
"Whose son, Baras!" snapped Mas Beni surprised me.
Suddenly Beni appeared again.
I sat down and said, "Y-yeah, our son is ...,"
I dare not look into the eyes of the eagle.
"Don't lie to you! If it's proven that he's not my son, then you have to leave this house" he said.
I stood up, "I'm not lying. This is our son."
Mas Beni crossed both his hands on his chest.
"Oh, huh? No, we have rarely had sex during this time. And you always reject me!"
Yeah, correct. I always avoided Mas Beni's invitation.
"SUBSTANT!"
"Our son, Mas ...." I sat on both of his feet.
"I can't believe that the child you're carrying is my flesh and blood."
Huhu .... Huhu ....
"Women from before me are**ng!"
Beni kicked me a little and then moved away.