My husband no longer touched me
Forbidden Relationships

Until home I cried bitterly. God I love the wrong people. But why is he the one who is able to shake the recesses of my heart?

Mas Ferdi never left he was still sitting in my stall.

Drrt ... Drrt ...

My phone's vibrating.

"Sik, please don't leave me." Fill in an SMS message from Mas Ferdi.

I didn't care to let me get tired myself later.

The tring! The tring!

Phone calls coming in. Apparently Mas Ferdi did not give up.

Click my phone is disabled.

Beres!

*****

For one week the stalls I didn't open. Dodged from him.

Tonight it rained so hard I saw a man curled up at the end of my shop.

Mr Ferdi?

Quickly approached.

"Mas Ferdi? Why are you here at night?" A little worried about his condition.

Mas Ferdi was shivering violently, was he deliberately raining?

"Silver. Glad you came,"

Her lips were pale blue, her clothes wet.

"Our relationship is over please understand."

"Did you not love me? I've been waiting for you this week. I'm willing to rain for you!"

Jem!

My heart is like a dagger.

I opened the door and let him in. Mas Ferdi had a fever his body temperature was hot. Good Lord!

I'm looking for Mas Beni's shirt that I never wore and I'm giving it to him. Take care of it and give it medicine.

"Dik ..," He kissed my lips. I was lulled in his arms.

We hugged each other and didn't want to let go.

"Please promise, don't leave. When we need to live together."

Mas Ferdi convinced me really, does he love me?

"But ...."

Shh ....

His index finger he put on my lips. He fell asleep in my arms so soundly.

****

I checked my kids they were good at the dispute.

"Loh, you're up."

"Thank you, Brother. It's been taking care of me,"

Mas Ferdi hugged me and kissed my lips again. His fingers shrewdly unbuttoned my chest.

Until ....

Yep! We do relationships like husband and wife until repeatedly. Where there is opportunity and where we do it.

*****

Beni returned from his journey. He asked for his right. But I always refused.

He forced his rights. Fuck up! Not good at seducing.

Now in my brain there is only ....

Ferdi!

Ferdi!

And ...

Ferdi!

Mas Beni has gone to work he said only a week. Go home or not I don't care. I can definitely meet my lover. Yeah, right?

The moon's glorious night hides on its throne.

I was lying in Mas Ferdi's arms sweat still flooding us. She dressed my hair with love.

"When did you get divorced from Beni, Dik?" ask Ferdi.

"Propsy. It's impossible to suddenly ask for a divorce. I'm looking for a reason to break up with him, again,"

"Don't be long, can't be far with you anymore."

I'm nodding.

Immediately I put on the clothes that were scattered on the floor. At first glance I regret this forbidden relationship.

*****

Something is running in my heart. Butwhat?

Wait, wait, wait! I'm late for the moon. Oh, naw!

It didn't take me long to get it checked out to the nearest midwife. And ...

"Why me, Mom? Lately dizziness and nausea,"

The midwife smiled and told me to go to the toilet to collect urine and pregnancy tests on the tespeck.

Or maybe, me?

My heartbeat almost jumped out of place. Take away the no-no guess.

"Well, congratulations, Mom. Positive mother pregnant." Sheared the two-striped white flat object faintly towards me.

Duars!

Like a hammer hitting my heart. I pregnant? Whose son? Ferdi or Beni? Who is the father of the child I bear?