My husband no longer touched me
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Hesti. He faithfully listened to my heart.

"How are you doing, Beni?" ask Hesti suddenly.

I glanced at him briefly.

"He's kind. Just like old drunks and gamblers" I said flatly.

"Then, why are you still hanging on with her?"

I set my breath and tried to reduce the pain in the chest.

"For the kids, I don't want to be separated from them. Do not let children feel the lack of affection from both parents is incomplete. I'm enough to suffer." My tears are shining. Withstanding wounds that are still wet.

I wiped away the tears that flowed. "Despite the scolding I received. And said shameless. I'm willing to endure."

"Keep, what does it mean that your household is the same as Beni?"

"There was. Even though it's bland," I said. And staring at the streets.

Actually, my heart is no longer able to live with Beni. On the other hand, I cannot be selfish for the sake of my children and my shelter. Do not let children suffer as their mothers do.

"Then what about Ferdi?" ask Hesti to interrogate.

"Not how."

"You still love him?" ask again.

His question was like a sword stuck in my heart.

"Content ...," My voice trembled. The longing is still in my heart.

Maybe there is still love? But, if it is remembered he is an irresponsible bastard man it feels sick and sick.

"Cock, dumbass." Hesti patted my shoulder.

Hesti stood up he was getting ready to go home.

"Forget, Ferdi. Don't remember anymore. Fix your relationship with Beni. Although, sinner. At least, you're being a good mother to the kids."

Hesti pamit go home. His advice will be remembered.

"Oh, yeah." Hesti flipped his body.

"I heard your mother was sick,"

"really?"

Hesti nodded and waved his hand. "Bye."

I'm sad how is this? Mom's sick. I let it or ....,

My mother's evil treatment with me but, as a child, I felt devastated by my heart.

*****

The truck stopped and the driver parked under a tree.

My heart is beating fast. This moment I remember waiting for Ferdi. This time it was very different.

"Eat, Ma'am." The truck driver sat on a long bench.

"Ready, Mas." I started to take the dishes and pour the rice.

"What do you eat the same?" my many.

"Rawon rice and iced tea" he said. He saw the menu in the storefront cabinet.

"It's please." I put a plate of rice and side dishes on him.

The fat man blocked my hand. "How much, Ma'am if it serves plus-plus?"

I pat her rough.

"Don't say anything, Mom!" I snatched it not accept.

He raised both his hands. "Ooo ... Sorry,"

I drifted away and calmed the Ocean that was beginning to whine.

Basic men! No, I'm a girl.

"How much, Mother." He opened his old wallet. Take a piece of money in blue.

"Twenty-five," I said. Take the money and give it back.

The truck driver looked at me from the bottom to the top.

"First time with Ferdi. Paid how much? I can pay you dearly." He poked my chin.

I angrily threw him with a cigarette ashtray near me.

Prangs!

Ahahaha!

The strange man laughed and ran while revealing his perverted face.

Oh my God, do I look that low?

*****

Beni has come home.

I put the kids to him. Except the Ocean I brought. I want to take care of a sick mother.

"Titip kids, Mas. I'm gonna take care of mom." I'm saying goodbye.

"Later fight again. It's your mother's habit, that's it" said Mas Beni. He was playing a game on his flat.

"Hopefully no. He's sick." I left Beni mas.

At the mother's place ....

Mother was lying on the bed with a weak condition her body began to look thin.

"Mr .." I said.

"By the line."

I compress and give mom some medicine. All my work was done without being asked.

Two hours later ....

My sister and Bude Mira are coming. They got off my sister-Lisa's car.

Lisa has an ASN husband. Her life is better than mine.

When I feed my mother ....

"Instead, get worse just you ..," said Bude Mira.

"Yes, it's getting black and fat." Lisa chimed in while playing her phone. "Suitable as a maid, Ma'am."

"It's ugly, black, it's hard again" my mom said, grabbing Lisa's conversation.

I was silent about their insults. End my activities.

Prangs!

The plate in my hand. I banged.

"So, you're just insulting me?"

I stood up and walked towards the door.

"And mom, am I invisible in mom's eyes? Who takes care of me if not me?!"

"Don't be offended, Laras. We're kidding." Bude Mira came to me.

"You guys are outrageous!"

I also came out of my mother's room.

"Bak Baras!" call Lisa.

I turned, "You want what? Insult again,"

"B--not so ...."

I also went and went home. My heart hurts, this is not what I want. It's true Mas Beni said what he was worried would happen.