My husband no longer touched me
Terror from the former

Quickly my hand wiped away the remaining tears.

"Just a second!" I shouted from inside.

I walked to the front door and peeked behind the window curtains.

Huh huh?

Debcollector?

Holy hooch! I forgot this is my mortgage bill.

I went back to my room and took the money under my bed.

Beni asked, "Who?"

Though it was a fight. That fast he forgot?

"Billing."

"What is the debt, until it's charged?" Mas Beni's smile mocked.

I turned around and said, "Pay money to survive. Because this man in front of me never gives a living to a wife's child,"

My smile stirs.

I took a quick step before Mas Beni grabbed me again.

"You---," he growled.

I escaped.

While outside ....

"Kok, just this way, ma'am?" ask one of the debcoleckters.

"I'm sorry, I forgot that today's bill. Two more days I pay for the shortage ...," I said.

"good. I understand but tomorrow-tomorrow no, can."

I nodded in relief, "Yes, Mas."

The two debcoleckters left and went missing in front of me.

And I went back in and finished my pending work.

I saw Mas Beni dressed up and grabbed his pick up car keys.

"Not much style, Baras! Use minjam money all. You can pay?!" sindir Mas Beni's.

I was emotional hearing that stupid remark.

"If only my husband had not been stingy and miserly to his children. I wouldn't dare borrow money."

"Reason!" sergeant.

I want to punch him in the face.

"I'm going to go for a few days." He brushed his hair black and short.

I'm unmoving. And put the ocean on the bed.

"You deaf?" tanyakanya.

"Then, what should I do, Mom." I glanced at him briefly.

Beni did not even say. He scratched his non-itchy nape.

Aarrrhc!

The stingy man left.

*****

Hoaam ...

Tired of my body. I lay down next to the ocean.

While surfing in the virtual world.

Ting!

My phone's notification rang with a message coming in from the blue logo account.

[Dik. How areya?]

I clicked on his gray profile. Naughtiness!

The account owner does not post much of his life.

[Who?] Send.

I am waiting for a reply from him.

I am typing ....

[Remember. Our sweat never fused, ] he replied again.

The deg!

Whatdoes thatmean? Then. I blocked the shackles.

Ten minutes later ....

Drrrt ....

Incoming SMS notifications.

[Kok. Be blocked? Don't be arrogant being a woman. Btw, is our child born?]

Holy hooch! Ferdi. Really it?

The old wound opened back piercing pain kalbuku. Tears run down the river at the end of the eye. Flowing then falls off and soaks the pillow.

My hands shook unable to write a reply message for him. My chest hurts so much!

[Our son is a boy or a girl?]

He sent a second message.

Could be to lightly ask the Ocean. Don't you remember when he forced me to abort him?

On the other hand I miss you, Mas Ferdi. Can we meet and see your flesh and blood? Just hug him once.

Holy hooch! Conscious Barrel!

I got up and sat on the edge of the bed. I shook my head.

The god? Can I call him again? I've missed him.

That flat thing I held. Weighing in taste and sanctions.

Drrt ....

I'm proud to retaliate. Better just shut it down.

An hour passed ....

The wall clock shows at 23:00.

My eyes were not closed when I was sleepy.

Something is running in my heart. I'd better call him so he won't be curious.

Peware ....

"Hello ... Who'sis this?" ask someone at the end of the phone.

Female voice? Oh, naw!

Clik.

I'm turning off the phone line. My heart is beating fast there is pain that cannot be described.

Well, how is this?

I better just turn off my phone. Let's keep.

****

Two days later ....

I hope by opening the stall today I can meet Mas Ferdi again.

Half day ....

A lot of trucks stop by my shop.

"Well, is that right, Mommy?" ask the driver in green.

"It."

"What men are women?"

"Let's look here!"

"It's mah, similar to that there---," someone licks.

The gossip is already widespread no wonder if they also know.

The person I was waiting for didn't show up. Are you really going, Mom?

I almost forgot that these two days turned off my phone. I quickly found my favorite phone.

I clicked the button to turn on my phone.

Drrt ....

Incoming SMS notifications from different numbers.

[You're a woman who seduces people's husbands, huh?]

[Basic women itch! I know who you are,]

[Sway my husband.]

Astaghfirullah ....

My eyes are heating up. I'm still thinking of bej*t men. Stupid, stupid, stupid!

"Where is Ferdi now, Ma'am? I was never seen again" asked the man with the mustache.

I gasp. My daydreams stopped.

"No idea" I replied accordingly.

"Hmm, aren't you guys close?"

"Already, Mas. Don't discuss!" my ketus.

"Sorry."

Then they disbanded

Public transport cars stopped in front of the stalls.

Hesti? Does he want to charge me.

Die me!

I patted my eel.

"Hi, Barrel. How's things?" hasti waved his hand.

"Alhamdulillah, fine. Comeon, sit!"

I let him in.

"What do you want to drink?" ask pleasantries.

"Not bother. Just wanted to stop by." Hesti sat on the plastic chair I provided.

"Where is the sale going smoothly, Laras?"

"yeah. Like this sometimes rame quiet."

Hesti. It seems he understands my condition.

"You have the money, don't you? I need it again."

Ow hell!

I opened the desk drawer in the stall. Counting the amount of money I saved. Five hundred thousand bills.

I handed him. A little nervous scared of disappointed Nesti. "It's just this ...,"

I put money in my hands.

"Excuse me, Ma'am." said debcolecktor.

Failed to give it to Hesti. Why are they coming now anyway? After they finished their business they left

"Well," grunted. I gave him three pieces of that red money.

"What are you, so what do you owe debcolecktor?" ask Hesti confused. He also took the money in my hand.

"sorry. Money from you the other day was taken away by my mother." I'm down. "I'm sorry, just that,"

"It's okay." His face turned lethargic. "It's so bad for your mother."

Huuf ....

I don't know if I'm thinking about it too.