My husband no longer touched me
New Life

Seven years later ....

Ocean has become an active child he has been in school.

Almost every morning I accompanied him and waited until school.

One day I overheard his friends talking rudely.

"You want to come here!" said one of his friends.

The body of the Ocean is pushed and causes the Ocean to fall.

"I want to play with you guys." The ocean woke up from the fall while cleaning its dirty buttocks from the ground.

"Go there! I don't want to play with a bastard like you,"

"Barraven son!"

"Week, bastard!"

I could only stroke my chest and watch the scene in front of my eyes. The ocean ran towards me and cried in my arms.

"They don't want to play with me. What's my fault, Ma?" asked the Ocean while wiping away her tears.

I don't talk much just smiling bitterly seeing them treat the ocean like shit.

There's not much I can do to just say, "Patience yes, honey one day they want to be friends and play together,"

The ocean raised its face towards me there was a radiance of hope that he was waiting for.

"Really, Ma. Mama didn't lie, did she?"

I nodded and smiled.

"Then what's that bastard, Ma?" tanya Ocean back.

I bit my lower lip in confusion as I couldn't speak and explained to the boy who didn't know anything.

"No illicit word, dear." I convinced.

"Then why did they call me an illegitimate child?"

I grabbed his hand and led him to the park bench.

"Come, Honey. Maybe they're listening from people who talk carelessly."

He looked down at his shoes that were almost torn, his eyes almost fell and just escaped. I know he's a great guy a strong boy. I don't want him to be hurt but how, how can I fight them because of that mistake the Ocean is affected.

Forgive Mama, Son. It's my fault that Mama has done something bad. I promise you, to be a good mother and to be responsible for you and your sisters.

"Do I have a father, Ma?" tanya Samudera.

"Samudra has a father. Daddy's B-beni."

My heart grew louder listening to the plain boy beside me.

Samudra was not satisfied with my answer, and he asked again, "Really, Ma? Then they said Beni's father wasn't my father. My dad left not knowing where it was they said!"

The ocean ran away from me he got into his class and slammed the door.

My lips were unable to say anything else I saw around the mothers looking at me cynically. I know they're talking about me that's for sure.

The bell rang a sign the class was over I saw the Ocean coming out by running towards me.

"Come, Ma come home soon don't stay here long!" The ocean pulled my hand a little dragged.

I was confused and said, "What's the Ocean? No need to rush,"

His steps accelerated and he said, "Ocean can't stand to hear the taunts of friends, Ma."

My head was boiling hearing those words this was not what I expected and this was not my will. If you hate me hate me but don't hate the Ocean he was born knowing nothing.

Along the way the stinging tears that spoke the ocean look back and forth removing it. I know he hurts to hear those words even more I feel the same way.

"Ma tomorrow I don't want to go to school anymore" he said.

I rubbed his hair he brushed my hand.

"Why not go to school?"

He speaks a thousand languages.

"Shame on being ridiculed like that continues, Ma."

The ocean ran away from me, and he went into the house first.

I also came in to cheer and knocked on the door.

Tok tok!

"Samudra listen, Mama!"

"Samudra no, want. Just go Mama!" scream in the room.

I retreated slowly and let him vent his emotions.

"Well, Mama won't bother."

God don't rule the Ocean like me. Enough that I feel the pain in this heart please do not scratch the heart of the Ocean.