
Brother Yuki is right. What Zen needs now is support. A spirit to reopen his eyes. He may be asleep, but he can listen when we talk to him.
Just like back then. When I was in a coma. There were always some people coming up to me and encouraging me. And I felt that one of them was giving off a very burning spirit. It made me fight to stay alive and get through that time.
I don't know for sure, but it felt like I was asleep and dreaming. A dream that feels so long.
"Come in! You haven't seen Zen yet, have you?" said Brother Yuki kindly.
"Hm ... Yes, Brother. Then I go inside first huh." I said slowly and immediately got up from my seat.
"Hhm .." said Yuki while throwing his smile at me.
I immediately got up and started to move my feet towards the ICU room. I slowly grabbed the doorknob and then opened it slowly.
I set my foot towards Zen's bed. Still installed complete hose-hoses in the body of Zen brother. He also wears a breathing aid. Some bandages were also still wrapped around some of his limbs.
Ah, pain and tightness I feel like I see the condition of Zen's brother like this.
He was lying weak and struggling between life and death. He is currently fighting death. If only I could go back in time like that, I wouldn't let this happen.
Will there be such a miracle again? If there really was, I would really like to go back that night again. Hicks ... My tears are starting to rebel to come out.
I slowly sat down beside her bed. I stared at that white and pale face. The face that had always smiled warmly, with beautiful blue eyes like the Okavango Blue Diamond. His words and every friendly treatment back then now flashed back to my mind. And honestly I miss him a little.
It's not just me, brother. There must be a lot of people who miss everything about you. Zen is very kind, friendly and liked by many people. They would be very sad to see such a big brother. Get up quickly, Zen! Open your eyes again, brother!
"Relse ... It's me ... I've come, Brother." I ventured to grab his fingers slowly and held him a little. "I'm the one you met 14 years ago." Now my voice starts to sound hoarse.
"The little girl that you've been looking for all this time ... Now that I'm here, sister." My tears are now back on my cheeks. "Wake, Brother! Doesn't he want to see her again? Didn't you say you'd be happy if you saw her happy? But why did you make him sad. If you don't wake up soon he will be very sad, brother. So get up, brother, Zen .." Now I have lowered my head and rested my head on the bed. I cried and still held her warm fingers.
"Sir Zen awake, Brother .." I said softly. And again I kept crying until I fell asleep at his side.
...***...
I opened my eyes slowly. And I was already inside a playground. A playground that is no stranger to me. And it is a playground located in Hokkaido.
Why am I suddenly here? I started walking down the playground. I saw some rides that were crowded by visitors.
I continued walking down this place, until suddenly my gaze was fixed on a boy who was sitting on a playground bench alone. And he looks a little moody.
Suddenly a little girl came to him. He brought two strawberry ice cream. Then the little girl gave one of the ice cream to the boy.
I walked a little closer to them. And I could hear a little of their conversation.
"I have 2 ice creams. I don't know who to eat it with. Does brother want to?" said the little girl while offering one of her ice cream. His voice sounded so funny and adorable.
The boy smiled widely and immediately received the ice cream.
"Thank you .." said the boy, who looked very bright.
Then they both enjoy their ice cream. And after a while the boy thrust out a box for the little girl.
"What is this, brother?" ask the little girl a little excited.
"Sister likes to make cakes. Would you like to try some?" said the boy with a big smile.
"What a son. This is the best cake I've ever eaten, brother!" said the little girl with very bright eyes. He also looks very cheerful.
"really? Do you want me to do it again someday?" asked the boy with his beautiful blue eyes.
"Is that true, brother? I'd love to!" he said very excited.
"How old are you?" ask the boy.
"Three more months will be 6 years. That brother?"
"Sister 9 years next month. Oh yeah, what's your name?"
"I'm still learning to write, brother. I'll write my name!" the little girl took out a book inside her bag and she started writing her name on the book. The boy came a little closer to see and read the writing. Then the boy smiled.
"When what is his name?"
"Here .." Now the boy wrote his name on the book.
"How do you read it, brother? I can still only read and write my name." said the little girl.
The boy just smiled broadly. I saw his name written on the book.
Li Zeyan's.
It turned out that the two little boys were me and Zen's brother. I met him in Hokkaido. In that playground.
I started to sit limp looking at all this. My cries started to break again after watching them. Is this a dream? Why does it feel so real. And it feels like this chest is so tight.
Suddenly there was a soft touch that touched my shoulder.Sound a soft voice that made me wake up. And I started to open my eyes slowly. And I saw Misha's sister standing next to me. He was a little confused looking at me, and I immediately took off Zen's fingers.
It turns out that it was all just a dream. But it feels so real. Even the pepiki was wet because I cried. And I immediately wiped it.
"I'm sorry I overslept, brother." I said quickly.
"It's okay." said Misha's brother kindly. "Ehm, tonight I will take care of Zen." said Misha slowly.
"Uhm, Yes. Sorry, Sis. I also have to go home soon." I said quickly and got up from my seat.
Sister Misha just smiled and nodded her head.
"Be careful. You brought an umbrella? It's raining outside" said sister Misha kindly.
I shook my head slowly. "I didn't get to see today's weather forecast, brother. But it doesn't matter. I live not far from here." I told a lie.
"Oh, so yeah ..."
"Well, then excuse me, brother." I bowed a little and immediately left the ICU room.
I glanced at my watch and it was already 8 pm. I immediately rushed to get out of the hospital. And it turns out it is raining.
The sound of the rain this time sounded very heartbreaking in my opinion. Every drop of water was like an endless lara. I shed my tears unconsciously. And I started walking towards the stop.