My Little Prince's
The Lost Pieces of Memory

Slowly I started walking towards the bed of Brother Zen. I saw Brother Zen who was still lying on his bed. There were still some bandages and hoses wrapped around part of his body.

He looked a little pale, but now I can look back at the Okavango Blue Diamond. It feels like a dream. I was so moved to be able to look into those beautiful eyes again. Unconsciously my eyes were already glazed over her.

Zen sis smiled at me. The warm smile ... Now I can see him back. Oh thank you, God for all this. Thank you for making Zen wake up.

"Yuko .." said Kak Zen slowly, very slowly until almost unheard by me.

My tears are already soaking my cheeks. And I deleted it immediately. I moved closer to him and sat down next to him.

"Relse ... Thank goodness my sister has regained consciousness. I was so scared back then ..."

Zen sister just smiled warmly at me.

"I'm sorry too, brother. My brother experienced all of this because of me. Sorry, Brother ..."

"It's not your fault, Yuko" he said slowly. This soft and warm voice ... Now I can hear it again too. Thank you, God.

Zen's sister tried to sit down and I helped her a little.

"Slow down, brother" I said, helping him to sit down. "Wouldn't you want anything? Let me get you ..."

Brother Zen shook his head and smiled faintly. "How long have I been asleep, Yuko?"

"Seven days, Brother."

"I'm sorry if as long as I'm in a coma I trouble you guys a lot ..."

"What's? Brother is not troublesome at all! I should be the one apologizing, brother! Because it all happened because of me! If you hadn't come to my aid that night, I might have been hit by that car. I'll be lying here. Sorry, Brother ..."

Zen looked back at me and smiled a little. "Don't talk like that, Yuko!"

Gts ... Gts ... Gts ...

There was a regular rhythm coming from the door and suddenly a nurse came. He brought some food for the patients.

"Good afternoon! Please eat first, brother. After that take the medicine." said the nurse was friendly.

"Oh, thank you, Sus." I said to the nurse. After that he left again soon.

I stared at a tray containing some food and grabbed a bowl of porridge that was still warm.

"I'm a bribe, brother." I said as I took a spoon on the tray.

"Hhm .." said Brother Zen with a smile.

Slowly I began to feed Zen's brother. And he ate it slowly.

Brother Zen was about to grab his drink on the table but I immediately picked it up for him and helped him to drink. After that, I fed it back until the food ran out.

"Aren't you going to pudding?" I asked because looking at the tray there was also pudding.

"Can ..." said slowly.

I started picking up the pudding and feeding it back.

"Yuko ..."

"Yes ..."

"So don't remember us at all."

"Sister mean?" I'm a little confused.

"The older brother remembers only the times we met at Todai. Besides, my brother can't remember anything. Can you help sister remember that, Yuko?"

"I don't feel like I've known you for a long time. But sister doesn't remember anything about it ... Brother only remembers when we met at Todai." brother Zen looked at me a little confused.

I was glued to his words just now. My eyes caught the look of those blue eyes that looked a little confused. What is this feeling? Should you be happy or sad? When I remembered all that, Zen forgot his past with me.

I should be relieved that Brother Zen will no longer be burdened with those memories. And now he can find his happiness. But why is there a little pain in this chest? What's wrong with me? What the hell happened to me?

"Yuko? Why are you crying?"

I didn't realize my tears were just spilling out. And I deleted it immediately.

"Have you forgotten something important?" ask Zen again.

I nodded and smiled a little. "No, Brother. My sister forgot a little bit. And that's not important. I'm just a junior brother you met at Todai. That's it, brother!" slowly say.

"Certainly that?"

I nodded firmly and smiled at Brother Zen. But Zen was still silent as if he was thinking of something.

"That's so ... Then why are you so good to me? You come to visit me every day, don't you?"

"Because I feel so guilty about the accident, brother." I said sincerely.

"Honestly, my brother is still a little confused. It was like something was missing when my brother woke up from a coma" said Zen's sister, slightly pensive.

"There's no need to think too much about it, brother. The most important thing is that my sister has regained consciousness." I said trying to stay cheerful.

"At that time it was like a dream ... You're taking me to see the fireworks festival together."

I rolled my eyeballs to remember something. And I remember it. I once said I wanted to see a fireworks festival with Brother Zen. Did Zen hear it? I laughed a little after remembering that.

"Why laugh, Yuko?"

"When you're in a coma, I did say it to you. That I want to see the summer fireworks festival with brother. And you heard it. yeah ..."

"Certainly that?"

"Hhm .." I nodded and smiled broadly at him. "After you've recovered, you'll want to see her with me?"

Zen looked at me for a moment. The Okavango Blue Diamond is radiated very clearly, warmly and beautifully. I could see my reflection in those eyes.

"Of course, Yuko." said Zen's brother. "Son will see it with you. Thank you for always giving encouragement and encouragement during my brother's coma."

"That's nothing, brother."

Gts ... Gts ... Gts ...

Suddenly it sounded again that regular rhythm. And a few moments the door was open. It was Kak Sano who came.

"Zen ..." said brother Sano.

"Yes .." said brother Zen while staring at brother Sano .

"I brought you your favorite food. I just went out and saw this cake. I remember you" said brother Sano as he placed the parcel on the table.

"Cakes? Thank you .." said brother Zen then trying to reach the cake. But I immediately took it for him.

"okay ... I'm out first yeah. Nitip Zen yes, Yuko!" sahut brother Sano then left us back.

"Will you eat it?" my many.

"Hc. I haven't eaten cake in a long time."

"All right." I started opening the parcel containing the cake. The smell is so sweet. It has red velvet in it. I immediately feed Zen's brother back.