My Little Prince's
Despairs

HAKU POV

...📱Haku. I'm sorry, but I'm a little late today.. There's something I have to do....

This morning Yuko sent me a message. A message that made my chest rustle and feel so claustrophobic. It's not the content of his message that makes me sad. But I realized something, that that time had now come. Time when I had to part with him. Now I can't talk anymore, joke around with her, I can't even grab her and hug her anymore.

I never thought that day would be my last day together with Yuko. I remember what happened yesterday with Yuko.

"Saturghhh....!!" I shouted in despair.

I sat down and leaned against the wall of the room.

I didn't think it would all end so soon.🥺 I didn't think I'd be parting so soon with you. Everything about you is still very much in my heart. Everything you said I still remember very clearly. I'll never forget all that, Yuko. All those sweet memories with you I will never forget.

After that day, Yuko learned the truth that I was dead. Kiro recounted all the events 2 years ago. An accident in front of the Edo Museum that killed me there.

Kiro had been suspicious from the beginning. When Mayu and Kanna mentioned my name in front of her.

Kiro finds out about Yuko's boyfriend to Mayu and Kanna. And finally Mayu and Kanna tell Kiro, if Yuko has a boyfriend named Haku. And Haku was the Little Prince of Yuko as a child. Haku lives in Tokyo and follows Yuko to Sapporo again.

Kiro who heard the story of Mayu and Kanna seemed to not believe it. Until finally Kiro tells Mayu and Kanna about the truth that I am dead.

How could someone who was dead come back to life again and meet someone who was still alive? Even a bond? Kiro is very confused about this.

But no matter how Kiro tried to figure out why all this could happen, he still did not find the answer. So do I. I don't even know why all this happened. I just define it as a miracle.

What really hit me was,

I didn't think we'd be apart so soon. 🥺

Yuko, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left you again. I always make you sad and cry. Ii'm sorry..

Yuko was not deterred at the time. Even Yuko was trying to find me back then. He came to my apartment. Well.. The apartment he visited with me yesterday. Even he was looking for me until my school, where I told him that I had moved there.

However, all his efforts were in vain... He can't find me. No one even recognized me at all. Because only he can see me. Only he can interact with me.

I saw him sitting crying in front of the school fence. I walked closer to him slowly. And when I was about to grab it.. But my hands and body just pierced through it.

What the hell's going on? Is it really over now? Is it true that this time we will be separated forever? Are all those memories really going to end here?

Oh, I still can't get back to waking up from my sweet dreams. It feels very heavy this foot is stepping.

"I..!! Where're you?" Yuko sobbed while calling my name. "Where else should I look for you...?!" Yuko was still sobbing and sitting on the ground.

"Yuko.. I'm here." I said raucously. But he can't hear me. "I'm here..!" I was crying in front of him too. I tried to get back to him, and again I could only penetrate his body. And I keep trying to get it. But nothing has changed. I still can't reach for it.

"Yuko..." Suddenly Kiro comes over to Yuko. Then he squatted in front of Yuko. "Yuko, relax!" kiro said gently then hugged Yuko.

"Hmm.. I trust you." said Kiro slowly. "You must be strong. Haku would be sad to see you like this." said Kiro trying to comfort Yuko.

Yuko was still crying in Kiro's arms.

I hope Kiro can take good care of you, Yuko. He's the only one I can trust right now.

Hope you can move on and move on with your life. Like you promised me back then. I slowly wiped my tears. And smiled faintly at Yuko and Kiro.

...***...

Yuko forgot her promise. He did not keep his promise to me. He often daydreams in his room. He did not go to school even he did not eat for 3 days. His parents and friends often comforted him and persuaded him to eat, but he did not.

He looked so thin and pale, and his eyes swelled up.

Seeing him like that made me sad and devastated. You should be able to get up, Yuko..!! You should be able to keep your promise to me..!!

That afternoon Kiro visited him.

"Yuko, you have to keep going! Do not torture yourself like this..!! You must be strong and must not be weak..!! You have to get through it! Live well..!! Haku would be so sad to see you like this" said the newly arrived Kiro.

I saw Yuko who was still silent, then suddenly she came back sobbing.

"You cannot be weak..!! I know this must be very hard on you. But believe me, you are not alone. You still have your parents and friends who love you. They'll be sad if they see you like this." Kiro wiped Yuko's tears slowly.

"I bribe ya.." persuaded Kiro slowly with a smile. And Yuko nodded slowly. Kiro picks up a bowl of soup that is on the table beside Yuko. And then feed Yuko very painstakingly. After that he fed Yuko the rice head that he brought earlier.

"Hows it? I cooked it myself lo." said Kiro showing off.

"It's so delicious." said Yuko slowly.

"If it's good, finish dong!" canda Kiro's.

Yuko nodded slowly while smiling faintly. I smiled when I saw him. You can finally smile again, Yukoku.

"Thank you, Kiro" Yuko said softly.

"There's no need to thank you, Yuko. I'm happy to see you smile again." said Kiro.

"Ehm yes.. Can I have another one..? I'm still hungry." said Yuko softly, looking a little embarrassed.

"Of course" Kiro greets Yuko again. "It's very natural, 3 days you don't even eat" Kiro said softly.

Thank you, Kiro. I looked at Kiro who was so sincere towards Yuko. I won't worry about leaving him anymore. Because Yuko is with you now. Being with people who like you sincerely since long ago. Even Kiro gave up on me back then. Now you'll be together.

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