My Naughty Fiance's
What I Ever Mean

"See you, Gavin."

Helli stared at Gavin's departure from the window. After the man's car was no longer visible, Helli jumped on the bed. Burning his face there on a pillow and then making a sound, blowing out the cry that he had been crying since then until he finally fell asleep.

The next day, Helli was acting normal. He lived as before he knew Gavin. The filming went well. The next day was also so, right up to the next week and finally a whole month, he said, he managed to get through his day peacefully without any interference from Calvin and his busy life that began to get denser managed to divert the emptiness of his heart because he missed Gavin. Helli also took on the job that Rusel offered. Helli really busied himself.

For a month, Gavin never showed up at all. Helli wondered if Gavin had forgotten about him. Helli smiled bitterly, he turned his head, dispelling his tears. Fortunately, it is currently a break. Everyone was busy enjoying lunch and Helli was back on the diet because it was not appetizing.

"Hellis,"

The call of someone made his body stiffen instantly. Is he having an illusion.

"Helli's..."

Helli opened his eyes and looked back. The figure he missed so much was standing there. Ah, how Helli misses this figure. The tears that he had been enduring since then were now shedding. He ran towards that figure. Want to hug and hold it, smell it. A few more steps, he would arrive at that figure.

"Give me some money!" Lonela's words suddenly made her step stop.

Yes, that figure is his mother. The woman who gave birth to him. No matter how much she didn't expect her mother, she still loved Lonela. Missed the woman because Lonela was the only family she had.

"Where's your bag? Give me the money immediately." The cry now turned into a cry full of anger. Doesn't his mother know he's heartbroken. There is no one who realizes how fragile he is.

"Mom, we've only met after almost three years of not meeting. Can't you go stale first."

"Where did you put your bag? In that room?" Lonela pointed to the tent that served as a resting place for the film's cast.

Helli chose silence and silence

Lonela thought of it as an answer. The woman lunged in, took the bag located there and took out its contents.

"Mom!"

"Where did you put your money, Helli. I need it!"

Helli watched the woman with a slashed heart. His mother seemed to be aging from the last time he remembered. His mother's body was not as smart as it used to be. Everything is age-consuming. Did his mother notice the change in him?

"Ah, I found it."

Finally after unpacking the three bags, Luciana found Helli's wallet. He took out a few cards and took them with him.

"Mom" Helli held her mother's hand. "Did you come just to get my money? Please pretend you say no."

Helli looked at him with a fragile gaze like a kitten in need of a swipe from the master.

"Please ask me how I'm doing, even if it's just a stale word, Mom. Your tongue won't burn just because you call it fire."

"Take me off." Lonela brushed her hand violently.

"Mom."

"You live a good life like this do I need to ask you again? Heh?"

His heart was broken. Does he look okay so his mother says he lives a good life. Didn't his mother notice the hollow under his eyes.

"Did I ever mean anything in your life?"