
"Mom, what exactly is your job?" Helli poked her mother with the question when her mother had just returned home at four in the morning.
Lenola took a quick glance, then stepped in ignoring Helli and his question. Lenola took off her shoes, threw the bag away and laid her body on the carpet.
"Mom, I'm asking you."
"I'm tired."
"Abserving my question won't make you lose as much energy as when you're serving the whims of those striped men."
Lonela glared at him sharply, but the next second the woman laughed. "You following me?"
"Yes" replied Helli bluntly.
"Then why do you ask when you've seen and seen it firsthand."
"That's disgusting! What you're doing is disgusting, Mom!"
Lonela laughed again. "Sleep, you're so noisy."
"I want you to stop working. I want you to read more scripture instead of sowing sin all the time, Mom."
"Ciih. You're really noisy."
"Mom, man,"
"Shut up, Helli. Don't take care of what I'm doing out there. Just take care of yourself. Do whatever you want to do, isn't that what you want. You weren't even willing to accept some money from the Griffin family just to not be willing to come as a witness and now you feel entitled to take care of my life. Who're you?"
"I'm your daughter, Mom."
"Princess I never expected at all. Sleep on!"
"Mom, I'm hurt if you say so."
"Ck! Life is hard, Helli. Don't sentiment so. I'm telling you what the truth is. That's so you don't expect me. Don't wonder why I don't care about you. Don't dream like the people out there. Where a mother is very close to her daughter and children. I'm not that kind of mother because just your presence I never expected, son." Lenola sneered cynically.
"Ja-so my dad?"
"Your father?" Lenola put on a confused face made-up.
"Your father? What kind of father do you want? Ah, I'm also tired of hearing you whine asking dad. Haven't you stopped that bad habit of yours for a long time?"
Yes, when Helli was little, he always asked for his father's whereabouts, then his mother snapped at him not infrequently even hitting him or even threatening little Helli to be thrown away. Since then, Helli had kept silent about it until last night to make the question reoccur in his heart.
"Your father is very much, dear. Many seeds in your formation. You can choose whomever you want to be your father. Now, I'm going to sleep, shut up!" Lenola closed her eyes. And Helli could only flinch at his mother's face. He was shocked by the contemptible statement that came from his mother's mouth. In conclusion, his mother did not know who his biological father was because too many men touched his mother. It would not be wrong if he was born in such a dirty way.
"Then why did you give birth to me, Mom?"
Rather than asking further which would actually make his heart hurt even more. Helli decided to shut up. It turned out that besides being born from despicable and dirty deeds, he was also a child who was never expected at all.
"Or do you want me to sell it, Helli? You're still a virgin? We'll make a lot of money."
Oh my God, is there a mother like this?
Helli chose not to respond. He soon broke down and turned his back on his mother. Crying in a stifled voice, asking God, why and why?
Helli fell asleep in tears.
The next morning, Helli got up and immediately left after putting down one piece of bread and one small box of milk. He'll find a job. Wishing he got a job that could give him the salary that his mother expected.
After nearly three hours of touring, Helli was unable to find a job at all. Even just for cleaning service, he must have a diploma.
Helli stopped at a stop. Helli flicked his hands in front of his face, expelling tiredness and thirst. Tempted to buy a bottle of mineral water, but the money was only a few dollars. One dollar he accidentally found while walking. Helli decided to hold back his thirst. He had to raise money for his mother. His head looked up, staring at the billboard airing an interview. Very charming middle-aged man. Helli could not take his gaze away from the man. The man's smile and gaze were so soft and warm. Beside him was a girl whom he had helped a while ago. Grace O'neila Vasquez's.
"Oh, it turns out they're very rich. That's her dad?" Helli noticed the way Glend clasped his daughter's hand, rubbing her head and even landing a warm kiss. The two threw affectionate gazes at each other. The show closes with a very sweet snippet, a warm embrace between the father and daughter.
"It must feel very comfortable" whispered Helli Lirih.
"Everyone must have felt despair, it was very human. But love will strengthen you. And when you don't believe in love, remember there is a God who embraces us all. Everything will be beautiful in time. God, has given the right portion and the right rate to each of his servants."
The closing sentence of Glend that became the handle for Helli. Not finding love from a human, so he decided to live it according to the set line.
Late in the afternoon, Helli decided to return home with nothing. He almost got a job at a minimarket. Unfortunately, he is not very good at counting. The job he failed to get.
"Basar jaalangg cheap! How dare you seduce my husband. Disgusting."
Once in front of his house, Helli was faced with a quarrel that occurred between his mother and two women who allegedly Helli as the wife and child of one of the men who use the services of his mother.
"Why come here and blame me for your husband's misery?" Lenola is arrogant. There is no guilt at all. "Free to come to me, are you sure your husband only wears my services, madam? If you're afraid of your husband turning away, be his prostitute in bed."
Plaque!
One slap landed on his mother's face. Instead of retaliating, her mother turned away. "Can't satisfy a husband, but blame someone else."
"I'm gonna teach you a lesson, you cheap bitch!" The woman turned around, pulling her daughter away from their slum.
A few days later, word was heard that the motel had been demolished and a supermarket would be built. The narrow streets that used to be the base of his mother have also been eradicated. A lot of prostitutes and thugs are secured by the police. The woman who visited her mother turned out to be the woman who had the power.
His mother lost her job. However, it did not stop her mother from acting. His mother started to enter expensive clubs. Of course his appearance was inferior to other classy pramunikmat who were much younger and fresh. Unable to change his gambling attitude, Lenola began borrowing money that made the problems in Helli's life grow.
The idea of becoming a model finally came from his mother's mouth. His mother contracted the house and took Helli to the beauty salon to reinforce the girl's beauty. That's where her career as a model started.