
"Gavin," Mona stops their steps while already on the threshold of the entrance to the boutique that will make a wedding dress for her.
"Hmm?" Gavin stopped his steps. He turned his body so he could look at Mona carefully. "Why stop?"
Mona looks doubtful, during these few days, she thought about her marriage to Rusel. There is a list of activities that he and Rusel have planned. Where will they go on their honeymoon and how many children will they produce. In the past, thinking about it made him always excited. However, now his enthusiasm about it was no longer burning. It doesn't feel beautiful anymore. Lately, he and Rusel have also rarely communicated.
After a messy lunch yesterday, if Gavin and Helli go to Grace's game, Mona and Rusel get into a fight.
Rusel questions Mona's heart about Gavin in the middle of their relationship. In each of their talks, there was always the name Gavin tucked away.
Mona is shocked by Rusel's protests. Didn't you know that Mona explained who Gavin was. The man was just a friend to him. Rusel at the beginning also did not mind at all. So why is it now a problem.
It wasn't Rusel's anger and jealousy that plagued his mind. But, as Rusel said, he needed to question his heart. He began to do what his fiancee said. Imagining himself without Rusel and comparing himself without Gavin.
He is shocked to find himself more afraid to imagine life without Gavin by his side. Yes, he always admired Gavin. Both for buttons and clothes, like envelopes and money. Seeing Gavin having fun with women always scares him, will Gavin leave him? Mona feels that her feelings are starting to go wrong, she doesn't want to nurture her any longer for fear that it could ruin their friendship until she decides to leave Gavin for Australia. It was there that he met Rusel. The figure of a warm and understanding man is like Gavin in a benign version. Not as wild as Gavin who is always surrounded by different beautiful women.
Mona's feelings become increasingly erratic after the incident of the kiss she had with Gavin. What does that kiss mean? Is it because Gavin got carried away because honestly, Mona soared when Gavin kissed her. His feelings are uncertain. It had never been like that before when Rusel did it with her.
Now what should he do? Mona was very confused. If he annulles this marriage, what will he tell his family and how his family will cope with this later to the Rusel family. And what about Rusel himself?
"Hey, what are you daydreaming about?" gavin's voice jolted him. "You okay?" Gavin rubbed his arm gently, looking at him with real worry.
Ah, Mona doesn't want to lose the man's attention and warmth. But, Gavin has a fiancee. That statement hit Mona. Gavin was not his first.
"Why?" Ask Gavin as soon as they get in the car.
"Eitherway. I feel doubtful. My heart says this is not what I want." Mona said glancing as she looked at Gavin with a glare. The feeling is now more clear, he just wants Gavin. But will Gavin want it? That's what the question is?
"Magu?" Gavin nosedived his eyebrows.
Is this a sign that the bet will be won by Helli. Should he be happy or what? The road to Mona's getting wide open.
"What makes you doubt?" Gavin pulls Mona's hand, gives a gentle massage there. "Don't you say that you love your fiancee?"
"Yes, I feel so too."
Gavin watched Mona's face carefully. There was panic and nervousness there. What the hell is it? Did Mona know that Rusel was playing with fire behind her?
"Did Rusel act?"
Mona shakes. "He loves me very much."
Gavin fell silent, as if Mona was still hesitant to reveal what was plaguing her. There is no point in forcing. Gavin kept silent and waited until Mona was ready to share her story.