
Their dinner was a mess. Helli only ate two lettuce sheets while Gavin seemed to have eaten nothing at all. After the whispers that Helli threw were able to be absorbed by Gavin's mind and mind, they both compactly stood up from each chair. Gavin pushed Helli out of his sight. He took a quick step and climbed two stairs at once. Be embarrassed.
After Gavin was nowhere to be seen again, Helli let out a long breath. Both of his hands clasped his thundered chest uncharacteristically. He also felt his body cold. Gavin's skin is so smooth. He did not expect if Gavin who works as a mechanic can have a fairly healthy and well-groomed skin.
Helli turned around, turning his body around, like a soul-loss man, Helli walked slowly towards his room. Arriving at the room, he immediately dropped himself onto the floor. He was shocked, shocked, and somehow called out the words that describe his current feelings. Helli realizes that what he did a few minutes ago to Gavin was an attempt to protect himself. Not from Gavin, but from himself, from his fear of getting to know what love is, a love different from what he felt before. But no matter how much he denies, the truth is still the truth. Love can come to whom and no one can when it comes. When the arrow of love is aiming at its target.
As Gavin said at the dinner table, it was true that he had been hypnotized by the man's charm. Helli's weakness is that it is easy to get caught up in the comfort that a person offers. This time, what he felt was not just a sense of comfort, but more than that. There is a foreign taste, a taste so sweet is also deadly. That's what love is, right? It has many meanings, depending on who is experiencing love itself.
Love, beautiful if found in the right person, time and place. Instead, love will only stifle the chest if it is directed at the wrong person, time, and place. It will not create a beautiful sound if the hands just clap sideways. A pat floating in the air would make no sound other than voidness. And that's what would happen if Helli nurtured that flavor. He must be firm with his stance.
Do not be fragile and fooled by the comfort offered. It could be that Gavin does not offer but maybe it is the attitude and nature of the man that is warm and what it is. And Helli knows, that's dangerous. In addition to remembering that Gavin would never turn to him, he also had to remember his original purpose. Raising as much money as possible to pay the mother's debt and also be able to pay someone who can later release her.
Helli looked at his hands, hands that touched Gavin's face a moment ago. His heartbeats are still crazy and he knows what the reason behind the rhythm of the heart that is not in rhythm.
"Find busyness, Helli, find busyness. What am I supposed to do?"
Helli stood up slowly, he pulled his suitcase, looking for something to shift his focus. Helli took out the contents of his suitcase, just threw it away. Then, he pulled out a book with a photo of Glend Vasquez emblazoned on the cover. In the book, in addition to telling stories about his career success, Glend also wrote a glimpse of the story he went through with his wife. Usually, reading the contents of the book can make it a little quiet, but not this time. His heart was busy shouting if he was in love.
Helli put the book down, went back to looking for something in his suitcase. Some love story novels, he shook his head, read romantic novels when conditions like this will actually make him more fantasized high level.
"I think sleep is the solution." He's monologuing. Playing mobile phone is not a solution for him either. Helli rarely uses his cell phone. He did not want to see the news about him suddenly appear on his phone screen. The phone is not important to him.
Please remove your shirt and pants until you leave **********. Exhaling a sigh of relief as soon as he lay down his body on the soft and fragrant bed. "Good night, Helli."
Helli immediately put out the lights. Hopefully, if tomorrow, his feelings are calmer and more conditioned.
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If you have struggled with his work, the man often forgets time. Gavin checked all the reports sent to his email. Study the employment contracts offered to them, Vasquez Company. If he thinks cooperation is beneficial, he will give orders to accept the cooperation.
Finished with a job related to Vasquez, he switched to his side job. Monty tajir. Back he checked the reports about tools, materials, or other things needed for his workshop.
Finished with his work, Gavin glanced at his watch which pointed to the number three in the morning blind. He decides to take a break, but suddenly remembers the man his sister Grace is after. A playboy who is no different from him.
However, as his fingers typed in one name, he heard the door of his room open. Frowning, who went into his room? Gavin shook his head, that was not the question, but why did Helli enter his room? There were only the two of them in this house, so what was the woman doing in her room in the early hours of the morning.
Gavin came out of his study, stunned to see the half-naked appearance of Helli. It seems that from now on he prefers the color fuchsia compared to red, black, blue, white and other colors. Yes, there was only a bra and fuchsia-colored interior attached to the girl's body.
Gavin continued to watch Helli walking towards his bed. Helli hit the sofa at the foot of the bed and then the girl climbed there, a shortcut to the bed. Helli broke his body, sleeping on Gavin's back. Bending his legs, until he looks like a fetus in the womb, vulnerable and need protection.
Gavin walked over, he circled the bed to look at the girl's face. Gavin immediately understood if Helli had sleepwalking disorder. Gavin immediately locked the door to his room in anticipation if Helli returned to sleep. Get out of the room. Fortunately, if Helli returned to the room he occupied, but what if Helli plunged free from the second floor. It is certain that Helli suffered a broken bone.
Gavin climbed onto the bed after waiting for Helli to not move anymore, pulling the blanket over their bodies. For a long time he looked at Helli's face, wondering what the girl had been going through all her life.
Suddenly Helli closed their bodies. His face was fixed on Gavin's chest, his hands coiled around the man's stomach. "Warm," the girl muttered in her sleep.
Gavin chuckled, "Why then are you dressed like this? I can misunderstand you, Miss." Gavin tightened their bodies, and hugged Helli, giving her the warmth she needed.
Really, if he lost his mind, he would devour Helli this second as well. Trust me, Helli is like a very seductive naughty fairy. He reacted again without being able to control it. Given that it was early morning, Gavin chose to close his eyes, turning his struggling male soul out to channel desire.
However, before he managed to close his eyes, Helli's voice managed to make his drowsiness disappear.
"Mom, why are you so happy. I don't love her! I mean, the love I have isn't like the love you think it is, Mom."