
"Is there still a press out there?" Helli lay in his lover's arms.
Gosh, his heart is constantly shouting that he has a lover. My lover, my man, my soul mate, my garong cat, my wild lion, I don't know what else danced in his mind. Monty, Mr. The waiter, the Slum Bum, that call has been thrown off ever since he found out that Gavin was a Vasquez. It was still difficult for him to believe everything because it was too beautiful. Get used to bad things in his life, so it is easier for him to accept if problems come.
Helli stared at the muscle strokes on Gavin's body, tempted to play his fingers back there. But he's ashamed. So what he does is steal the view like the Kancil who wants to steal the starfruit. Being loved was something incredible for Helli, making love was also something new to him. But all of those things are really addictive because the one who offers all of that is a Gavin.
"of course. They haven't got what they want." The man's fingers gently rubbed his plain shoulder. "You want to give them something?" Gavin lowered his head while Helli looked up.
"give?"
"Hmm, something sweet. Maybe we can have a hot kiss on the balcony. Tomorrow, all the media will contain it."
"Right now the media isn't something I like." Helli lowered his head. He believes, in the future, the news seekers will be more active in finding out about him. Skin it to the roots.
"Then what do you like?" Gavin landed his lips on his girlfriend's forehead.
"You."
Gavin chuckled, "Then what was the reason behind the drama? You let me misunderstand. I thought you were sick. Wanna test me?"
Helli's face was red. It's busted. Yeah, that's the goal. I want to know how big the guy feels. Even though he loves Gavin, he still doesn't dare to believe it. Come on, he's a victim of feelings and betrayal.
"I thought you loved Mona."
"I guess so too."
Helli looked up, staring at the man's bead. Looking for something there. Yes, what makes Gavin turn around until he turns to him. Mona says they're getting married, but Gavin says there's never been a marriage.
"Then what happened?" Helli asked in a soft tone that sounded like a whisper. He was curious but also afraid to hear answers that might not match his expectations.
"What happened? I don't feel anxious when he's invisible to me."
"You're worried when you don't see me?"
"More than that. That asshole Addrian won't even answer my calls or messages. We're hostile. My annoying sister is no less annoying. Everything makes me angry."
"You called Addrian to find out about me?" helli's feelings were filled with thousands of butterflies.
"I even had to refrain from contacting Russell. I'm afraid I can't control myself."
"I feel guilty for the man" Helli's statement was met with a look of protest from Gavin.
"I'm a possessive lover. I just realized it too. Is it because the woman is you, I don't understand. So, my dear Helliku, please cooperate. I don't like it when you care and worry about other men. Please keep my sanity."
Oh my God, Helli's really soaring. He is happy and feels happy if Gavin is being possessive. To him, it signified that the man was actually exposed to his magic. That's the importance of never having a bad thought to God, because in the end everything will be beautiful in time. Helli feels that now. Right now, he was at the peak of happiness.
"You jealous?"
"Hm. If you're wondering what my madness is like when I'm jealous, keep talking about the advantages of other men. I was also curious about what crazy thing I would do after the urge to strangle my own sister's neck."
"You're strangling Grace's neck?"
"I almost did. Before, she was my favorite woman. You shifted that position."
"Don't until Grace hears it. She's my favorite girl."
"You don't clap one hand. We compete in terms of attracting your attention. I hope your affection is greater for me than for him."
Helli chuckled at Gavin's words spoken with serious mimicry.
"Although he is my brother. I'm still jealous."
"Gavin, stop. You made me soar too far. I'm afraid of being knocked down."
"Collapsed? There's me going to catch you."
"Ck, no wonder so many women are sprawled on the ground for hearing your deadly seduction. Didn't you go on a date with Mona?"
"Me and Mona? Yeah, one week. In Sicily. We kissed. He said he wanted me and loved me. That's when I realized, it's not him you want..."
"But me?" Helli interrupted spontaneously which ended in embarrassment. For that very second he saw Gavin stalling his smile with a flash of amused eyes.
"I didn't realize it then, Helli. I only found out after Grace reported the news. Exactly two days ago."
"Tell me what you're doing in Sicily."
"You sure?"
Helli nodded his head.
"You're gonna get jealous and maybe kill me."
"I won't do it" Helli promised.
"When I get to Sicily, the first thing I do is call Addrian." Gavin begins his story.
"Who are you calling?" At that time Gavin was on the balcony, busy contacting Adrrian who since one week ago did not answer his call. Hundreds of his messages were also simply ignored after being read.
Filming where? Has Helli eaten?
Helli can't drink too much coffee, don't give him coffee.
Dude, pick up my phone! I want to see Helli's face.
Fucking Addrian, why ignore my calls and messages?!
Please give a healthy lunch to MY FIANCE, her stomach is very sensitive.
All the messages sent by him, none were answered by Addrian.
"Addrians?" guess Mona at the time.
"Hmm" said Gavin briefly without turning toward Mona. The man was busy dancing his fingers over the phone screen. Sending a message for the umpteenth time to Addrian despite knowing that the man would not respond.
"That's because he ignored my calls and messages."
"What's wrong?"
"Helli has indigestion, I must warn Addrian."
"Why not call his cell phone?"
"Helli's? I'm sure the woman doesn't even know where she put her phone."
Mona fell silent, not responding to what the man had said. They had been in Sicily for five days, and they had done nothing. Just stay in the villa. A very boring holiday. He was with Gavin, but the man's thoughts poured out on Helli. He jealous. Gavin is also very familiar with the character of his lover, making Mona's jealousy even more. For almost the rest of their lives, Gavin never noticed his habit at all. Mona is even convinced that Gavin doesn't know what his favorite color is.
"Gavin?"
"Hmm?" Gavin is still focusing on his phone screen.
"We've been here five days and..." Mona stops her speech as Gavin raises one of her hands, gesturing for Mona to shut up as soon as a message is heard.
Reply from Addrian. A photograph. Helli is dating.
Gavin's jaw hardens instantly. Helli was kissing a man who turned his back on the camera. Unknowingly, Gavin disassed his phone and did not like what he saw.
"You okay?"
Mona's question made her aware.
"Yes, let's go on a date." He left his phone in the room.
They both decided to go to the beach. Swim, sunbathe, play water sport rides. All of those things couldn't distract Gavin from the shadow of Helli kissing another man. There is a sense of not accepting. Being nostalgic with Mona, talking about their childhood memories didn't work either*.
Gavin begins to feel something is wrong with him, but he doesn't know where the fault lies. The mood got worse after getting a reply from Addrian the jerk. He needed a diversion and it turned out that the diversion he did was not successful.
How can Helli date another guy after a sweet date they did. Even until now, after a month had passed, Gavin could still vividly remember what they were doing and what they were talking about*.
His heart was uncontrollably hot. Redirections.
If Helli can forget that date and kiss another guy, why don't he have fun with Mona. Wasn't the point here to please and comfort Mona.
Driven by resentment towards Helli. A kiss between her and Mona is inevitable. One, two, there were four kisses, the shadow of Helli still could not be patted just like that. Even when Mona offers entertainment, instead of responding
the offer, Gavin refused.
"Gavin, I love you."
Isn't this what he wanted? Along with Mona. The normal response he should give is to say the same thing to Mona, then the two will go back to kissing or maybe making love. But all that didn't happen. He was surprised to realize that he did not
just as enthusiastic again.
"Me too," a short response from him for not having the heart to see Mona's longing gaze. She fears her self-esteem is shattered because she just refused to make love to Mona.
"We'd better get back to the villa. You need to clean your body."
Arriving at the villa, Gavin went straight into the toilet. Flushing her body with a shower. Wondering about his feelings.
I heard the toilet door open. Gavin turned his head, surprised to see Mona's presence there.
"My toilet is broken" said the woman.
"I'm done. You can use it." Gavin pulled a towel and wrapped his body. He just passed Mona. His steps came to a halt as the woman suddenly hugged him from behind.
"Gavin's..."
Gavin was silent for a moment, leaving Mona to hold him for a while. A minute passed, Gavin turned around, looking at the face of his best friend.
"Sorry Mona, I can't accept the comfort you offer and I can't give you the comfort you expect. I think I should go home tonight."
Mona gasps, embarrassed and disappointed, not expecting Gavin to turn her down as brightly as that.
"W-is it because of your fiancee?"
Gavin chose not to answer, he just rubbed Mona's face and then turned away, out of the toilet. That very night, Gavin chose to stay at the hotel.
"Yes, that's the story. Jesus, your face is shy goat. You flattered?"
"Didnuts!! You kissed her!"
"But I was angry when Mona made you cry. What did he say that you cried?" Gavin plays his fingers at the head of Helli.
Helli liked it a lot. Something as simple as that even managed to make his heart beat overflowing.
"Mona said, you and her are getting married. But why do you know I'm crying?"
"The son of a bitch Addrian sent you a picture of you without asking and I ended up at the club. I am angry with you for never showing your fragile side before me. After all that, still I haven't realized that I've fallen in love with you." Gavin chuckled, laughing at his stupidity.
"Then how do you know?"
"I felt my footing crumble at the thought that you would be ruined by your scattered pictures. I felt my heart stop beating when I imagined you were going again to run away to hide and I couldn't find you. For the first time, I felt an overwhelming fear. You're in love, Dude. That's what my dad said when I almost fell."
"So you're really in love with me, Gavin?"
Gavin looked at Helli in disbelief, what the woman was thinking. "After we've made love, you're still asking me that, Helli?"
"You've been fucking a lot."
"But never play soft as I do to you. When I touched you, I even thought about whether my touch hurt you. I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt you."
"So you really make love?!"
Helli pushed Gavin's body away, staring at the man with murderous eyes.
Welcome to a romantic relationship full of drama possessiveness and jealousy