
I woke up, after hearing my bedroom door being knocked repeatedly. I found a blanket that covered part of my body. Then hurry down from the bed. Walk staggering towards the door of the room which is not too far from the bed.
I pulled the slot that locked the door. Then turn the knob to open it. When the door opened, a hand smothered my mouth and pushed me back into the room.
"Don't yell" the owner of the hand said. He immediately closed the door with his body. Then he locked it with his free hand.
My eyes widened, shocked and scared. But my fear began to diminish, when I could look at the face of a man who was still silencing my mouth. Kevin's! What's he doing? Why did he come here, my mind wondered.
Kevin led me to the bed, where I rested. Then I sat there, next to him.
"What did Kevin do? What if someone else sees?" sue me after my mouth is free.
"Srush! Keep your voice down," he ordered. "Everybody's asleep, nobody's gonna know I'm here. Unless you tell them," she explained in a whispering voice.
My heart is beating fast. My eyes repeatedly looked at the door. Afraid someone else caught us both in the room.
"Get out, Mas! Go back to your room and Alia," I ordered as I stood up and withdrew his hand.
"No-I won't get out before we talk, Ly."
"What do you want to talk about, Mom? Hurry up and say it and get out."
"What are you doing, Mom? Get up-not like that" I said as Kevin sat at my feet.
Kevin shakes. "I won't wake up until you forgive me, Ly."
"I've forgiven you, Mom. So get up."
"I don't want to break up with you, Ly."
"What do you mean, Mom! You're already married. Our relationship is over."
"I love you, Ly. I don't want to end our relationship."
"You're selfish, Mas. Do you know what you're doing now?" I said pissed. "You didn't just hurt me, Mom. But now Mas Kevin's hurting my brother too."
"I'm sorry, Ly. Forgive all my selfishness. I'm sorry that my attitude has hurt you and Alia, too" he said with a downcast face. Kevin seemed very sorry for what he did. "Tell me what I should do. I'm tormented, Ly-I don't love Alia but I have to marry her."
"That's all because of your mistake, Mom. You're gonna have to take responsibility."
"Forget me, Mom. From now on you should love Alia, not me." I turned, stood behind him. I'm afraid to waver if I keep looking at him. Unknowingly my tears are shed. This chest feels tight when what I say is not in harmony with the heart. I can't deny, what Kevin said was the same as how I felt. I still love him so much and I don't want to lose him. However, circumstances forced me to change. Alia is pregnant with Kevin's child. For the honor of the family. Want to not want, like or dislike Kevin must be responsible. Even if I have to sacrifice me.
"Try harder, Mommy."
"Don't make me, Ly. Please...."
I don't know when Kevin got up from his seat. I knew he was standing behind me. Hugged my body and leaned his head against mine.
"Let go, Mas!" I tried to rebel but my calm was not worth Kevin's strength.
"Just for a second, Ly. Let me hug you like this. I miss you, Ly," he said softly. "Don't you miss me, Ly?"
Defense's collapsed. Longs. Of course I miss him. Even miss him so much. His soft voice, his attention and the warmth of his body were so missed.
Kevin hugged me even more. When my hand held his arm. We hugged each other for a long time. Until finally Kevin carried me to bed, laid me there. Then dropped his body, next to mine.
We lay facing each other. Mutual view relying on the dim light from a sleeping lamp. Kevin's right hand stretched out, gently stroking my head. While one of his other hands was coiled around my waist.
"It's wrong, Mas. We shouldn't be doing this." Yes, I'm aware. What I'm doing right now is very wrong. Not allowed at all. Whatever reason.
"Everybody got it wrong, Ly."
"What if Alia and my family know?"
"They won't know, Ly-you take it easy." Kevin clutched my body again, eroding the distance between us until our bodies touched each other, each other. "Sleep-It's Night," he added.
I closed my eyes. After Kevin landed a kiss on the top of my head. I put my hand on her waist, hugged her tightly. And buried my face in the chest of his field.
I'm sorry, Alia. Let me hug your husband just once. Let me feel the warmth of his body for the last time.
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