Oh My Cecunguk
Episode 91's

"Do you know! I was like a lost child lost. I don't know where to go or what to do. I was alone and lonely. That sucks!" I said with annoyance.

"I'm wrong... I'm sorry, huh?" His hands extended again, embracing my waist.

"Deliver! Don't touch me!" I snapped as I put away her arms and legs that were coiled around my waist, but could not.

Alan shook his head, his gaze straight ahead, staring at my face. "I don't want to keep hugging you like this, Alea," she said, ignoring my words. His embrace got tighter and his hand pressed my back closer towards him, as if our bodies had not yet fused.

I remained motionless, like a bolster in his arms. "I don't want to be hugged by a bitch like you."

Alan brought his head closer and landed his chin on my shoulder. While his hand started moving up and down, rubbing my back.

"I'm sorry, why are you still angry?" he said in a very soft tone.

"Do I need to prostrate at your feet? You just want to forgive me?" he moved his face away and looked at me again

Perhaps because he heard him scream too often, so when he spoke in a soft tone made my heart melt. My frustration slowly faded. Especially when looking at his handsome face that looked guilty, it was like a child. I can't bear to scold him anymore.

"Don't like it anymore, I don't like it" I said, frankly.

I returned his embrace and buried a face in his chest. The smell of her body mixed with perfume was soothing. I sniffed him a few times.

"Alea..." Alan opened his mouth again. While his left hand did not stop stroking the back of my head. His long, slender fingers crept into the sidelines of my hair, combing through them.

"Hm," I muttered.

"Don't ever leave me, huh? I don't think I can live without you."

"What's empty you say?" reply while laughing. "If you can't live without me, you should have been dead a long time ago. Look at you now, you're still breathing. You even looked fine and lived comfortably before meeting me."

"Past and present are different, Alea." He let go of the embrace. She moved her body slightly back and looked at me again. While I looked up to see his face.

"Before my life wasn't direction, I had no purpose. All this time I lived it like running water, just following the groove. I never thought about the future, nor did I have any ambitions before you came." Alan was still looking at me, staring at my face. While his left hand was stretched upwards. Grabbing one side of the face and caressing my cheek with his thumb.

"Your arrival changed everything, Alea. I, who had never been attracted to women, was now a maniac to a weak woman like you. I like you very much, Alea. This whole life is the first time I've liked and wanted someone so much. Even my love for you outweighs my love for my mother and myself. Don't know why, my heart hurts every time I see you sad let alone hurt. On the contrary, I feel very happy even if I just see you smile. Do you know the strangest thing..." Alan paused for a moment. His gaze deepened and his voice was lower than before as he added, "I'm not willing if you make physical contact with other people, be it women let alone men. The only person who can touch you is me."

I kept looking at him in silence. Don't know what to say. I didn't expect her feelings to be that big and deep to me.