Sharing Love: Complicated Love
CHAPTERS 145. Dizziness
After the phone connection was cut off Tala sighed with relief her sister-in-law's wife supported and protected herself from her possessive sister-in-law.
Tala massaged the base of her nose because of dizziness, Tala did not think how could Eve say to herself that want to free people who have done evil to her even they do not hesitate to plan the murder of their own brother.
“What does your heart do?” Ask Tala to Eve who is still under the influence of the drugs she injected.
Tala did prepare drugs that at any time needed by Eve since the psychiatrist diagnosed Eve with PTSD.
To diagnose a mental disorder takes a long time until it can definitely take approximately 6 months. However, because his wife used to have a psychiatrist friend who was on campus with him and they were so close before Eve was indeed undergoing treatment.
Tala recalled the words of her only friend Eve during college who said that Eve was lucky she could still be sane and work like normal as a doctor otherwise she would have endured hard things for as long as she did running his profession could have been accused of practice malls and hospitals prosecuted for it.
“Too many things I didn't know all this time, I was too ignoring and thought that you were feeling too much self-pity. But I realized that I was the one who felt that I was feeling too much self-pity. Precisely the words were not to you but to me, I was selfish for not thinking about your suffering at that time.”
It is only fitting that since meeting Eve and marrying Eve when she first felt surprised by Eve's attitude that is not the same as before. Eve was too quiet and when Eve wanted to explain it she closed her eyes and ears.
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The next night Eve woke up, Eve held her head that felt dizzy her eyes blinked looking around the room but the room looked dark there was only a dim light.
Eve narrowed her eyes to find out where she was in the apartment. The apartment that Eve never knew at all where and what her name was until now, was, the apartment that Tala was in told her to stay here when there was a problem that did not fit Tala's situation and condition.
Eve walked slowly with bare feet while tightening the length of the long nightgown she wore.
Eve's eyes looked around the outside revealing a view of the city at night, Eve remembers Orion so much that Eve panicked a bit earlier saying that she only went for a while and did not prepare ASI for her son.
Eve walks out of the room in a hurry to make Tala in the kitchen prepare dinner for Eve and she turns her head when she hears the sound of hasty footsteps until she hears sound of collision.
“Where does it hurt?” Tala asked responsibly as Eve fell silent while closing her eyes in a hissing voice. The tip of his big toe felt pained but Eve did not make a sound at all because she held it.
Tala directly carried Eve so as to make Eve open both eyes, “say pain if pain do not hold it please.” Tala said with a clean sliver.
Seeing Eve who was used to holding her own made Tala feel sad and frustrated with herself because it could not be the most comfortable place for Eve to express her feelings, thoughts, and expressions.
Tala looked at Eve's legs carefully and then after finding it there was a slight reddish color at the tip of the thumb to the right of his wife Tala wept her slowly.
“How can you hold it like this see your big toe flushed.” Eve looked towards Tala's face which looked worried about her condition.
“It's just a small thing don't overstate.” Eve pulled her leg which was above Tala's knees crouched down.
“Small or large must be disclosed not because it is too excessive or any other. Small can be big if it drags on how later if your legs experience swelling!”
Tala looked at Eve deeply and immediately Eve took her eyes off Tala it made Tala feel sad but she must be able to control her feelings and thoughts to be in line that his wife was not well just.
“I want to go home.”
Tala who was about to go to hear the words Eve stopped and approached Eve and sat beside Eve while holding both hands of Eve above her thighs.
“Why? Are you uncomfortable or do you want something?” Tala asked while thinking hard about what was inside her brain.
“If you say it say do not hesitate father will not be angry and father will try to obey him as long as mother does not ask to separate or stay away from you.”
Eve stared at Tala who was waiting for her patiently, “free them.” With reflex makes Tala's body slightly away from Eve to enforce her body.
“Berindah bunda must be tired or mother want to see father until finished cooking.” Tala switched the conversation that would make them return to quarrel.
Tala is not this they quarrel only because of people who according to Tala is not important to think about.
“Orion is currently at the residence of Kak Joha earlier they called and said do not worry. Are you worried that Orion cannot sleep before taking ASI from you?”
“Orion currently let it be in them because Orion wants to sleep together with Jean and his papi and mama. While you wait for the pump is your ASI for Orion there is still time before Orion sleep instead of the father has prepared his ASI pump. Later dad will ask the bodyguard to take him to the brother's residence.”
Eve received an ASI pump tool from Tala, “alah if you are still embarrassed then you stay cooking later I will call you when it is finished.”
Tala treated Eve like a child, especially with Tala who patted Eve's head slowly and stroked Eve's hair slowly.
Arriving in the kitchen Tala stretched her muscles to relax again Tala did not want that Eve was disturbed and uncomfortable with herself because she could not keep her expression and attitude on Eve's words.
What if he was wrong to express himself by showing his tired face to Eve even more to make Eve shut herself from him.
At that time, psychiatrists and psychologists who have been recruited as psychiatrists and family personal psychologists so that information is not spread everywhere say that he must be good at controlling emotions, intonation, and personal family psychology, his expression and attitude when together with Eve.
“Begini alone already feels like this how can you hold and hold it for years.”
Tala also called Eve's friend who was a psychiatrist and psychiatrist and psychologist who handled Eve in London one by one they also told her to be more careful.
It seems like he has a lot to read and learn about psychology and its disorders. “Eve is lucky that she can still survive and not double her personality as a form of self-protection.” The words spoken by Eve's psychiatrist friend who accompanied Eve during her difficult 8-year period without relatives and family.
“If not Eve it will be difficult for Eve to see which one is real and which one is real.”
*Connected*