Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Apologizing

...Apologizing and forgiving each other. Trying to be patient and sincere. It will make your life much better and quiet....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

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Narumi felt his heart pinch. His head lowered and his mouth could not argue anything. He was completely slapped with Almeera's words this time. The words that came out from his former elder brother spun around as if to resuscitate him.

"Your life is long, Rumi. Don't waste it on suicide." 

Narumi started sobbing. What kind of life is in front of him. Her happiness and life were shattered along with the loss of her legs and both visions in her eyes.

Her future is no longer beautiful. Everything turned grim with the passing of the lover he loved so much. Narumi was really starting to feel lost. 

"What kind of life am I going to live, Meera?" asked Narumi in a weak tone of voice. "I don't have both legs, my eyes are blind, my beloved is dead. Then who will make me happy in the future?"

Narumi shouts. He demanded an answer to Bara's wife. He really let out all the pain that had been lingering in his mind.

He doesn't want to keep it alone anymore. All the problems that he kept in his heart, it turned out to make him always want to leave the world. 

"There was. A lot of happiness is waiting for you in the future" Almeera said patiently. "Even as to who will be present and go, it is already determined by the line of God."

"Bullshit!" 

"I'm not telling lies, Rumi," Almeera said by stroking her ex-lover's shoulder. "Happiness is created from the word gratitude. What you get today, try to thank him. Then I'm sure your life will be much happier after this." 

Narumi did not argue. He imagines his life in the past. Trying to compare his old life with the words of Almeera just now. 

Why is what Bara's wife said the same as what she passed. What he wanted, he would achieve. Although he had to wait for Adnan to save, but he always felt happy. 

But slowly, the happiness began to disappear. When he started the calculations and was wasteful. His eyes continued to feel hungry when he saw the jewelry and branded items. So that there was a plan to trap Bara during their first meeting.

"Don't regret anything, Rumi. What happened in the past, make it a lesson today. What you get today, use it for tomorrow. That's how it is" Almeera said seriously.

"Why are you always so good to me?" narumi cried after a long silence. "I've been wrong with you all this time."

Almeera smile. He glanced at the nurse who had been standing near the gurney and then the mother of two asked him to leave. He promises to keep Narumi from doing things that could harm him.

Especially even though Narumi is blind, he wants to maintain the privacy of the woman. He does not want others to easily know their problems in the past.

"Come, Mas! Not on the doorstep" Almeera said as she watched her husband stand still.

Of course, the words of Almeera make Narumi's heart beat fast. He's not ready to meet Bara. A terrible mistake made her afraid to meet her ex-husband. 

She was too embarrassed by that man. All the plans he had done for Bara. It turned out to make the man entangled to him and hurt his son and wife. 

While Bara, the man walked over. But not as close as Almeera. He stood by the wall and leaned his back. He wanted to see how noble his wife was.

His heart is really good. That woman is not naive. Almeera is one of a thousand women in the world who are able to forgive those who have hurt her. Without revenge in the heart. He gave it all up to God. 

"You want to know why, don't you? Why am I still so good to you?" 

Narumi nodded. He was really waiting with his heart racing. He wanted to know what was inside Almeera. Why can she be this good with her evil self.

"If God brought you to tear our love. Then I believe that you are the one who made me realize that what I always planned in the world doesn't always go smoothly." 

"I used to think my husband was just for me but it turns out that God's line divides him. I once thought of parting but it turns out that God expanded my heart and matured me with this matter."

Narumi was completely down. He did not think there was a human like Almeera. When everyone is tested, he will always complain to his Lord. Not with the mother of two children.

Almeera always took good things about what God gave her. When the test is so bad, then he takes the positive things that can be taken. 

Almeera always tries to think well. He never met on his line. If it hurts, she will cry before she is given strength. 

"Do you hate me?" 

"Yes" said Almeera honestly. "But that was before. When you were my husband's second wife." 

"Now? I thank you instead" continued Almeera with a smile. "Thanks to you, my husband can be a better person. He can learn what it means to lose someone who loves him so much." 

Narumi didn't know what to say. All of Almeera's words were as if a sharp sword was piercing his heart. All the crimes he did, it turned out to make Almeera not necessarily hate him. Unless the woman is grateful.

What an amazing woman. 

"I'm sorry" Narumi said with an honest heart. "I'm really sorry to you and Mas Bara." 

"I've been wrong with you guys a lot. I'm really sorry. This time I really won't interfere with your lives anymore. I sincerely apologize and want to fix this very broken me." 

Almeera's face was framed with a wide smile. He did not think that behind Narumi's evil attitude, God was still able to knock his heart. Making that woman dare to apologize was one of a thousand women who had such a crime.

"I've forgiven you, Rumi. I really forgive you." 

"Bare Mas. I.." Narumi could not continue his words. 

Somehow he was still afraid if the man held a grudge against him. The mistake is not a small thing.

"I'm sorry," the break was reckless with a heart that was truly sorry. "I'm sorry I stuck you with me." 

I let out a heavy breath. He hasn't answered yet. However, his eyes were already staring at his wife who was looking back at him.

In the eyes of the woman there was a lot of incredible sincerity. Even look at it now. Almeera moved her hand stroking her chest as a code that she should be able to be patient. 

He walked closer until he stood beside his wife. His hands were grasped by Almeera and his hand was so soft.

"I've forgiven you, Rumi," said Bara with an airy heart. "I also apologize for my attitude towards you all along." 

Both corners of Narumi's lips curved upwards. He was able to breathe a sigh of relief when his life had apologized to Almeera and Bara. For some reason, he felt light inside of her. Maybe what you've been afraid of isn't working. 

"Hopefully you can be a more personal person. Don't think bluntly anymore. Remember that! Never kill yourself to be the ultimate plan of your every problem." 

~Connected

Not always bad people end up evil. There must have been a time when she tried to live with herself. Regret every deed and try to improve yourself.

If anyone disagrees with Narumi's plot. Sorry yeah. I want her to be koid at least apologizing.

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