Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Are You Disgusted with Me?

...Somehow the usual things we do all feel bland and ineffective like before....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

"Who, Mas?" Narumi asked as she watched her husband sit down.

"My daughter" Bara said as she put down her phone.

"When are you going to introduce me to the kids?" 

Narumi's spontaneous speech surprised Bara. He turned his head and looked at the expectant face of his wife. 

"Do you want to know my children?"

"Aren't Mas's kids my kids, too, now?" Ask Narumi seriously.

Bara nodded. He also could not escape the truth. Narumi is now his wife and mother of both children. However, to introduce him to Bia and Abraham, Bara was not able to. There is still fear in him if his two children do not accept Narumi.

"Why are you quiet?" Urging Narumi to look at her husband's face was like thinking of something.

"Mas doesn't know what to say, but…." Pause Bara while grabbing Narumi's hands and grasping them. "Our marriage is not yet known to the children, dear. So I'm asking you to be patient until both of Mas's kids know about this." 

I'll make sure your kids know where I am soon, Mas. I want to see how they react, Narumi muttered as he looked at Bara's face so closely. 

"You mad?" Bara asked while stroking his second wife's cheek. 

Narumi shook her head and then remembered what she wanted to talk to her husband before Bara picked up the phone.

"I want to ask you something, Mas," Narumi said with a face so doubtful.

"About what, hmm?" 

"Can I work?" Narumi asked with a look in Bara's eyes. 

"Working?" Repeat with a serious tone of speech. "Why do you want to work? Isn't my salary enough to support you?" 

"It's not like that, Mom." Narumi. Then she clasped her husband's hand and gave him a kiss there. "I just want to always be around you. No offense, Mom."

"I'm not offended, but…." Pause while thinking. "I actually prefer my wife to be at home. Waiting for me and waiting for me to come home, but considering that you work with me, fine I agree, dear." 

"Mas sure?" Narumi asked with a smile.

"of course. Moreover, I know you will get bored if you just stay at home." 

"Thank you, Mum. Thank ye. I can always understand me. I Love You" Narumi said before hugging Bara tightly.

This is the first step for me to take you, Mas. I will always stick with you and erase the existence of your wife and children, inner Narumi with his sly smile. 

...🌴🌴🌴...

Time keeps rolling so fast. The night was getting late but Almeera still did not close her eyes. He kept staring at the door of the house that was still tightly closed. Today she is awake because her husband is going home. 

Actually times like this are ordinary activities that are always done by Meera during marriage. Waiting for her husband to come home until he falls asleep on the couch. Yet, somehow now it all feels empty. He felt like this activity was not as special as usual. 

Until Almeera's attention began to be disturbed when he heard the sound of a car engine entering his home court. The voice that used to be a palanquin for her, the voice that always made her run excitedly welcomed her husband. But now it all feels ordinary. 

Almerra immediately opened the main door and along with that, Bara was also standing there. The two eyes looked at each other. Until the new Bara found a difference. There was no more warmth there, but the flat face that the woman gave. 

"Mas already eaten?" Meera asked to wake Bara from her daydream.

"Yet. I deliberately wanted to eat at home" Bara said by stepping in and loosening his tie. 

"alright. I'll warm up some food for you, Mas" said Meera, carrying her husband's briefcase. 

After putting the bag. Almeera, get to the kitchen. Make warm milk as well as food stored in the cupboard. All Meera did was quick. Even the body was not the slightest bit aware if Bara was watching him from afar. 

"Almeera" called Bara as his wife was about to leave.

"Yes, Mom?" Meera said without looking.

"Guide me to dinner" he asked in a hopeful tone. 

Meera could not see her husband's face. So he quickly wanted to go back up. Shadow how her husband in Narumi's house. Serving the man to eat and others certainly makes him feel hurt. But he's not that bad either. 

With all humility, Almeera turned around. She sat down in front of Bara and took food for her husband. 

"Have you eaten?" Bara asked after Almeera thrust a plate of food in front of him.

"Here you go, my mom." 

"Kids?"

"It." 

Bara. He wanted to see his wife's face at this moment. However, whether it was just his premonition or not. His wife was talking to him. 

"You're angry, are you?" 

Spontan Almeera looked up. "Why am I angry?" 

"Because Mas came home late at night," Bara said quickly.

"If you come home late for work, I don't have a problem. Isn't that normal?" 

Telak. 

As if Bara was slapped by the words of his wife. He was only able to fall silent with a wandering mind. He started eating the food crazily. Honestly, his stomach has been struggling since and he wants to fill it with his first wife's cooking. 

In silence, Bara steals a glance towards his wife. I don't know why Almeera really changed. Usually the woman eagerly recounts her days with the children. The activities he does and his feelings. But today is very different. His wife was more silent and daydreaming.

Too much thought to make Bara not know if his wife is looking at him.

"Mas!" Call Meera and instantly resuscitate Bara. "Why daydream?" 

Bara. He quickly finished his meal for fear that his wife was very sleepy.

"Thank you for taking Bia to school. Mas. Must be so much work and hassles." 

"No, dear," said Bara quickly. "That's been my responsibility for a long time. I don't feel any objections and hassles" Bara replied firmly. 

Almeera finally chose silence. He won't argue anything tonight. Let him hold everything up to minimize any quarrels. 

"Drink?" 

"Ah yes, Mas. Sorry Meera forgot." 

Almeera quickly took the glass and teapot and filled it to the brim. After that he gave it to Bara. When their hands touched, Almeera quickly kept them away. He turned Bara's gaze by grabbing the former plate and bringing it to the kitchen.

Unbeknownst to Meera, Bara follows in her footsteps. Even honestly he felt disappointed when he knew his wife seemed to be away. Until when he saw Almeera washing dishes. He approached the woman. Then he wrapped his hands until Almeera tiptoed in shock.

"Mas." Almeera took off the hand by force.

"What's wrong with you, Ra? Why don't you want me to touch you?" Tanya Bara demanded.

"I.i.m…" 

"Are you disgusted with me?" 

~Connected

Mas Bara here is not whispered let you realize. What if Meera is formed by another guy, hmm. You must be berserk anyway?

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