Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Jimmy's Regrets

...His unexpected arrival turned out to be able to kill my already heightened sense of longing and regrow my confidence....

...~Azzelia Qaireen's...

...🌴🌴🌴...

The hug really warms. The original feeling of longing was turbulent. The feeling of surrender that so peaked. Instantly crashing just by looking at the handsome face that is always missed every night.

The scent of his masculine body he could finally smell again. The chest of a very comfortable field is able to make him want to linger in the arms of the lover.

"Where have you been all this time, brother?" zelia exclaimed, hitting Jimmy's back with her hand. 

Both hugs have not yet come off. It was even as if neither Zelia nor Jimmy wanted to let go of their embrace. 

"I'm sorry. I really have a duty to spy on someone" Jimmy said seriously.

"Where are you, Li?" papa Zelia shouted from inside.

The old man did tell his son to throw the trash in the trash can in front of the room. However, not finding his son back would have worried him.

"In a moment, Pa," Zelia replies as she screams.

Finally, both of them unreservedly let go of his embrace. Not completely detached anyway because Jimmy's hands are still coiled around his lover's waist. 

The two look at each other. They seemed to dive into the eyes of both of them who both exuded so much love.

"I miss you," whispered Jimmy then kissed his lover's forehead and held him for a moment. 

Zelia's heart trembled. He didn't think Jimmy's feelings would still be the same for him. Even the fear he had been thinking about, it had not all happened.

"I miss you too, brother," she replied with her eyes closed. "Don't repeat like yesterday. I almost gave up on this relationship." 

"Don't say that again!" jimmy shakes his head. "I'm really sorry I disappeared and didn't tell you, honey." 

Zelia remained silent. However, he placed his hand over Jimmy's heart and rubbed it.

"Is my name still in every heartbeat, brother?" ask Zelia seriously. 

"There is always and will never be replaced!" jimmy replied without hesitation.

"Does Brother's love still remain the same to me?" ask Zelia to know.

"Same. It's always growing my love" replied Jimmy confidently. "I just haven't been able to adapt to the new situation, honey. I never dated before. I always focus on work. So, yesterday I forgot about you because I had a lot of work and was not used to it." 

Zelia smiled. He shed his tears and immediately wiped them off.

"Don't cry for a guy like me. I don't deserve your cry" Jimmy said, wiping away the remains of his girlfriend's tears. 

"I'm sorry" Zelia said in a hoarse voice. "I almost gave up on our relationship, because I thought Brother Jim was tired of me." 

"How can you?" ask Jimmy in surprise. 

"I thought Brother disappeared so I'd be bored with no news, Brother Jim. I thought there was another woman who was able to draw Big Brother's attention away from me. I'm thinking…" 

Zelia's words immediately stopped as Jimmy's lips silenced her lover's lips. The girl completely rounded her eyes in disbelief at her lover's actions. 

The crazy action that was done in the hospital without thinking if there might be CCTV there.

"Big brother is crazy!" zelia slapped her lover's chest. "When there's a camera how?" 

The woman spread her eyes. He was trying to find any CCTV that might be installed there.

"Bodos! The important thing is that these chatty lips can be silent!" 

"Huh! I'm chatty too because you like Valak's kayak!" zelia nodded. 

"And Valak's the one who made your heart go bad, right?" tempt Jimmy while playing his eyebrows.

"Medes!" zelia said, and immediately pulled her husband's hand. "It's better to meet my parents than you're getting macem here!" 

"I'm just asking for one of a kind, honey!" reply Jimmy while following the steps of his lover to enter the room of his future father-in-law.

"Shut up and don't talk weird anymore, Mr. Mesum!" zelia said before the two finally entered Mama Zelia's room.

His smile expanded when he saw the look on his daughter's face was no longer sad. Even his blurry face had already changed with a reddish hue that signified that the child was being embarrassed. 

"Well, you're home, aren't you, the longed lover?" ledek Papa Zelia made the girl scowl into his papa's arms.

"Father," he bashfully whined.

"Uring-eyes like people do not have the spirit of life. It turns out that because of kangen same boyfriend."

"Oh, Papa! Shame," Zelia's whimper.

Jimmy just chuckled. Seeing her lover spoiled to her papa made the man feel happy. Jimmy knew very well his girlfriend was a favorite only child. Until it is natural that Papa and Mama Zelia pamper her daughter very much.

However, her lover was not a spoiled girl who only held money. The girl was able to build her own business with the money she had.

"How are you, Pa?" asked Jimmy while kissing the back of Papa Zelia's hand.

"good. How about yourself?" 

"Thank God be good, Pa," said Jimmy, staring at the mother of his lover. "How mom?" 

Papa Zelia was seen sighing heavily. He looked at his wife with teary eyes.

"We've gone to God." That's not Papa Zelia's answer. Except from the young girl who had already dripped her eyes.

Discussing her mother's pain always made the corner of her heart hurt. He wanted to be angry, to rebel but this was God's decree. Everything was already outlined and he could only accept.

"Lia will get Mama's spirit to heal but the worst part, Lia must be ready to accept the final result."

"Daughter," said Papa Zelia, hugging her son. 

What his daughter said was true. He was able to encourage his wife to recover. However, given the words of the doctor, making him ready to be unprepared, must accept the final result that will end happily or lose.

"Zelia can't, Pa." 

Jimmy looked at his girlfriend sadly. His eyes water to see how fragile the woman he loves is. What his sister said was true. 

His love is fragile at this time. Even just this time, Jimmy saw Zelia as weak as this as long as they knew her. Seeing Jimmy who was like a condolence, made Papa Zelia immediately release a hug on her daughter.

"Papa leave Mama for a moment. Papa wants to buy coffee."

"You want Jimmy to hang out, Pa?" 

Papa Zelia shook her head. "Papa titip Zelia and Papa's wife well." 

"Good." 

After the departure of Papa Zelia. Jimmy immediately moved in next to his girlfriend. That certainly made him easily pull Zelia into his arms. 

Her guilt grew even greater when she knew how her lover was doing directly.

"I'm sorry I was selfish. I completely ignored you to the point of not knowing your true circumstances." 

Zelia. He looked at his girlfriend who was also looking at him.

"Sir Jim want to promise Lia?" 

"For?" asked Jimmy while rubbing his girlfriend's head.

"To always tell Lia whatever the circumstances? Just one message every day. What's important is there news for Lia from, Jim's sister?" 

Jimmy's heart is breaking. Seeing his lover beg like this alone made him fail to become a real man.

The man who should be able to keep his promise even he denies himself.

"I can't promise, but I'll try to keep it, honey."

~Connected

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