Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Zelia Surrender

...Relationships are like butterflies and flowers. Mutually benefit one another. Happy with each other. If the relationship is not established there is no happiness then the relationship is not healthy. ...

...~JBlack...

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Zelia was only able to stare at the body of her mother who was already lying weakly in the VIP room, where her father asked her to be cared for in this room. The girl was no longer crying. However, her over-puffy eyes with blackened eye bags signified that she was really sad about her mother's condition like this.

Zelia's head turned. He saw the figure of his father who was asleep in the bed next to his mother's gurney, where the bed was intended for the family of the patient who stayed overnight.

These two people in front of him were the heroes of his life. The hero who made it here was full of struggle and sacrifice. However, with the current state of his mother, makes Zelia sad because she has not been able to reciprocate the struggle of her mother and father in the least.

"I'm sorry, Ma, Pa. Who disappointed you many times," said Zelia, looking down.

She wiped away her flowing tears without excuse. How many times he tried to hold her. No matter how much she was crying and tired. The tears can still come out on their own.

"I promise to obey Papa and Mama's request. If it makes you both happy." 

Before long, the sound of a knock on the door of her mother's room made Zelia look up. He walked up to the door and opened it slowly.

"Meera" cried Zelia and hugged her best friend without saying goodbye.

It turns out that the perpetrator who knocked on the door of his mother's room was two friends who Zelia loved very much. Yes, there was Almeera and Adeeva who were present together without Zelia guessing.

Zelia didn't expect her best friend to come. She told Almeera about her mother's condition, because the pregnant woman asked her whereabouts.

Almeera and Adeeva, who saw Papa Zelia asleep, chose to pull Zelia to sit in front of her mother's room.

"I know how you feel, Li. Patient," said Adeeva, gently rubbing the back of her trembling friend. 

"I'm scared. I'm afraid Mama is leaving me and Papa," she cried in Almeera's arms.

"Ustt. Do not precede destiny" Almeera advised. "Believe in God. The fate and plans he gives will not exceed the limits of his servant's ability." 

Zelia breathed so much relief. Being among her best friends, the presence of Almeera and Adeeva is really able to drive away the uneasiness in her mind.

He was scared, scared and down badly. Especially considering the diagnosis of doctors who have not been out about their mother's illness. It makes the girl more afraid not to play.

"But I'm afraid my plan and God's plan are different, Ra," Zelia said.

"The good plan of man. God's plan is much better" said Almeera staring at the pity of his friend's condition.

Zelia really looks messy. Swollen eyes, reddened nose, black eye bags make the girl's appearance look very chaotic.

"I hope that what I ask of God is not taken." 

"Aamiin" said Almeera and Adeeva. 

"Are you two here?" zelia asked, looking at her two best friends.

The girl did not see her best friend's husbands. Until his mind thinks whether Almeera and Adeeva to the hospital themselves. 

"No. We were delivered by Mas Bara and Reno. Keep them waiting downstairs," said Almeera honestly.

"Why aren't you invited in, Ra?" asked Zelia surprised.

"They don't want to disturb our time" Adeeva said quickly

"Yes, Mas Bara said. Surely you will be awkward if there are both of them," continued Almeera added.

Zelia laughed a little. She did not expect her best friend's husband to care about her very much. Somehow seeing how concerned Bara and Reno are, his mind goes to Jimmy.

Where's that guy been all this time?

There was sadness, fear and jealousy in Zelia. He was sad because there was no news from his girlfriend. He was afraid of his mother's condition, which he and his father did not know. Then he was also jealous to see how his best friend got a good man.

Men who sat set sat set without giving relationship hangers. Let alone seeing how Adeeva's distant life changed after marriage. Making the corner of his heart hurt even more.

He does not envy the happiness his best friend has. Zelia was just jealous of why her relationship wasn't like theirs. 

That's all it is!

He was just envious because his lover could not give him a certain certainty. Even until his mother was like this, Jimmy didn't know how he was and where he was. 

"You're okay, aren't you, Li?" almeera asked touching her best friend's arm.

Almeera and Adeeva looked at Zelia worriedly. Looking at that woman who had been silent since earlier, made the two of them afraid. Afraid that their words might offend or that something was being thought out by Zelia. 

"I'm not okay" Zelia answered honestly. "This condition is my weakest condition." 

Almeera and Adeeva were unable to say anything. Both will feel the same way saying it happened to their mother. 

"Mama's sick and my lover's gone missing with no news. That was my life, wasn't it?" asked Zelia laughed softly.

That laugh is not a happy laugh. But it was a sad laugh that laughed at his current state.

Love is filled with longing that envelops. It turned out to be able to bring him ill like this. Having a lover like any other woman, turns out to be not as happy as Zelia imagined.

Before when he was alone. His life is much calmer. No pain, no fret, no crying and no restlessness. However, all that is now there after he has a great love for his partner. 

"I think having a partner, my life will be much happier. It turned out.." paused Zelia while bowing her gaze. "Much happier when I'm living alone without a partner." 

Almeera could not say anything. He could only pull his best friend's body into an embrace.

Bara's wife knows how fanatical Jimmy is if he works. Not just for Zelia. In the family, the man often ignored. That's what sometimes makes Papa Darren think of the fate of his second son.

Jimmy is ambitious. He is also totality if he works. What he did, he finished it until it was finished. Plus the life that never knew love and had a partner.

It must make it a little difficult to distinguish the time now when having a lover. Men inexperienced in love must be the same as feeling confusion with new circumstances.

The path of life of two different human beings with one intertwined relationship. I don't know which fate will bring the two relationships later. Will they survive each other or give up on this situation.

They are both on the edge of the boundary. If the man tries to finish his job without thinking about what impact he brought when he disappeared without news. It is inversely proportional to the woman.

The condition of parents and the absence of support from the lover makes bad thoughts come to pass. Fear and sadness enveloped his heart until he was completely tired.

"I'm giving up, Ra. I'm giving up!" .

~Connected

Who doesn't accept the same ending Zelia and Jimmy here. Elus chest first, okay.

Bang Jim hasn't been seen, haha.

I'm off work today. God willing GIVE AWAY announcement in CHAPTER NOON AT 14.00.

Don't forget to read the afternoon chapter. Let you know what give away.

I love the gift give away.

So don't forget to check the noon chapter later.

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