Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Bara charm

...Her sweet attitude made me fall deeper and deeper in the abyss of her love. The charm is still the same, strong and makes me helpless....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

"Can Abra hate Papa?" 

"What!" The heart raced quickly.

Even the man up straightened his body to be able to see the look on his son's face. 

"What do you mean, son? Why do you want to hate Papa?" 

"Because Papa makes Mama cry every night."

"Every night?" re-launched staring in disbelief. 

"Yes. Every night, Pa. Papa doesn't know, does he?" he said with a cynical tone. "When Papa was happy with his second wife, Papa. Here's Mama crying over Papa."

Abraham threw his face to the side. Somehow seeing her Papa's face always made her remember how her mother cried. That face fed her so much. 

"Papa must be curious, right? Where does Abra know everything." 

Bara is still in shock. Even the man was still silent with his blank look.

"Abra tau from Mama. Abra forced Mama to tell Abra. You know what Mama said?" 

"What?" asked Bara with a face full of regret. 

"Papa does not belong to Mama. Papa already has another wife that Papa loves more. Papa will forget Mama" Abra said with teary eyes.

His memories kept spinning on the face of the angel of his world. The woman who became his first love was very fragile in front of Abra. Until that is what makes the children of Bara and Almeera so hate her father.

"Why did Papa get married again? What's the lack of Mama, Pa? What!" abra shouted with both hands clenched.

His eyes were so sharp as if trying to pry what was inside his eyes. Trying to guess what Bara will say in a moment. 

They can only be silent. After that he was slapped with the advice of his parents. Tonight again he felt shocked by his own son's words.

The boy who was very much anticipated by his presence first, now no longer looked at him with pride. Even Bara can feel if his son is very uncomfortable around him.

"Say, Pa! Say it!" 

"Papa could not say anything, but.." pause Bara for a moment while looking at his son. "Someday you'll understand why Papa did all this. To be sure, Papa loves another woman besides your Mama." 

"Papa having an affair?" point at Abra quickly.

"No!" 

"Then if not cheating. What's again? Papa is married to Mama. So what's the proper name?"

"Don't exceed your limits, Abra!" exclaim Bara firmly. 

"I'm not over my limit. I just want to know why Papa got married again, because it makes Mama cry every night." 

"Papa love Mama, but Papa also love Mama Narumi."

"He's not my mom!" 

"You know, son. But remember, in Islam men can marry more than one woman." 

After saying that Abraham immediately went from there. He took his laptop and his glass to the room leaving Bara alone. He ignored his papa's call. He seemed to deliberately heed his ears because he did not want to hear any more answers. 

"Papa's selfish. Papa doesn't want to understand Mama's feelings" Abra murmured by wiping away her flowing tears.

While Bara, the man dropped his body on the living room sofa. Her tears are equally dripping. He felt pain in his son's words. Not because Abra was insolent, but he was ashamed of being stripped naked by the words of his own son.

All the words of Abraham. Everything she revealed to him was so slapping her. His heart felt so stupefied that it made him unable to say anything more.

Suddenly the shadow of Bia laughing with him flashed in his memory. Her beautiful and cute face somehow made the guilt grow in Bara's heart.

"Maybe I should prepare my heart when my daughter knows everything." 

...🌴🌴🌴...

The sound of the dawn adhan began to be heard throughout the housing of Bara and Almeera houses. The humans began to wake up to perform the worship of two rakaat. Likewise with a man who has since awoken from his sleep.

Yeah, who else if not Bara. The man began to do what Abi Hafiz suggested. Last night Almeera slept in their room and made Bara choose to sleep on the sofa. He didn't want to make his wife angry. Especially getting disappointed in him. I want to fix everything. He wants to take his wife back. 

Slowly entering his room. He could see his wife was still sleeping there. The man approached his bed. He sat there slowly and then looked at the beautiful face without the polish of his wife. His hands were close to the wife's face. Slowly she stroked Almeera's cheek for the woman to wake up. 

"Almeera baby, wake up!"

The first time Almeera's eyes were open. The only thing she saw was her husband's face. The handsome face of Bara nearby. The face remains the same. Even his eyes and smile made Almeera hypnotized. 

I don't know why this position makes his heart beat fast. His consciousness that he had not fully obtained because he had just woken up. It must be treated to this beautiful view. 

He really feels like he's back. The once so gentle and attentive coals were in front of him. Almeera realized something. These days she puts distance on her husband. Limiting themselves and fortifying the heart so as not to easily melt. However, this morning. I don't know why his heart started to wobble. 

"Dear wake! Let's pray together," Bara's pinta then,

Cup.

Almeera suddenly like a statue. He can't say anything anymore. Even he could still feel that soft kiss on his forehead. He could not escape because his heart was still shocked. 

She stretched out her hand and smiled. "Come on!" 

Like hypnotized. Almeera received the helping hand and got out of bed. The two walked to the bathroom hand in hand. Arriving in front of the bathroom, Bara stopped her footsteps. He stroked his wife's head with affection. 

"There take wudhu. I'm waiting here." 

"Yes." Yeah." 

After the two finished taking ablution. They finally began to pray at dawn. Worship that they used to do together finally back they do together. 

A position Almeera liked very much. Position when she could see her husband's back as a priest. The position where he faced God, asking for his grace with the figure of the priest in front of him made his heart ripple. 

Both cupped their hands in front of their chest. Pray for the tempests of their households and live to the death that separates them. 

"God forgive my sins, my wife and my two children and my family. Keep us away from any approaching danger. Guard us from all the pleasures of the world that make us blind."

"Aamiin," said Almeera slowly.

I'm sorry, God. I'm not a good man. I am not a perfect man but I always try to be a obedient servant. I'm begging you. Give my wife great patience. I love Almeera very much. I don't want to lose my wife and my two children. Please soften his heart to be able to forgive and accept all these circumstances, aamiin, Bara murmured in heart. 

~Connected

Mas Bara effort ye? It's in vain, hihihi.

Gedeg is gedeg hahaha. Patience hold well.

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