Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Narumi with his Life

...Regrets are always at the end. When we feel the loss, there we feel that its existence is very meaningful....

...~Narumi Alkhansa's...

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A woman was sitting quietly in a wheelchair with her gaze forward. He could not see but his ears could hear the sound of children joking. 

Smile expands. When you can feel how happy the children who are playing and joking laugh. Without burden and so loose. Without knowing the problems of adults that make them can run here and there.

There is no revenge in him. He felt that his life was much calmer at this moment. Although sometimes at night, silence and loneliness creep back.

The shadow of the deceased lover with a million memories was able to make her cry every night. Regretting the things that made them have to go their separate ways so far. Regretting time that has been ignored only for an unclear purpose. 

Unknowingly, her tears flowed from the corner of her eyes. When he was back hit by a sense of longing for someone. A man who is able to make her feel loved and appreciated. Who else if not, Adnan.

"Mbak Rumi," called a child who ran over to him.

"Yes?" he said after wiping away the tears that had dripped. "What's up, Shana?" 

"Why is Rumi crying?" ask the boy while holding Rumi's hand.

Rumi forced her smile. He tried to reach the child's face until his skin could feel touch. Although she could not see, she was sure that the child in front of her must be very beautiful.

"Bak just misses someone." 

"What's your lover, Rumi's mother?" ask the boy in curiosity.

Rumi nodded with tears coming back.

"Yes." Yeah."

"If you miss, you stay, Ma'am. The longing can be healed," chirped the child who was about 9 years old. 

"Yes. Later Mbak want to let go of longing," said Narumi reply. "Ah yes, Shana why are you here?" 

Narumi tried to distract the boy. He did not want his mind to continue to focus on the figure of Adnan who was gone and made Shana see how bad he was. 

"Almost I forgot, Ma'am," Shana said by patting her eel. "The mother of the parlour called us to lunch." 

"alright. Let's eat!" take Narumi to Shana. "Bak's afraid the kids will be waiting for us." 

Yes, Narumi Alkhansa. A woman who can sit in a wheelchair. Can't see and walk it, currently living in an orphanage. 

Thanks to him who has returned to try to have the spirit of life. With the help of the support of the women he had been hurt, Narumi made him aware of all his mistakes.

He does not want to be stuck with the pleasures of the world anymore. He just wants to enjoy his life right now. Alone without an escort by his side. He really loves his current situation. 

When his wheelchair just arrived at the main house with the help of Shana who pushed along with his friend. Finally Narumi's ears could catch the noisy sounds of children waiting to eat. 

"How long is it, son?" tanya Bu Panti took over her wheelchair. 

He pushed it and brought it closer to the other side of the table. 

"Shana doesn't mind. Even Shana is pushing the chair, Ms. Rumi," said Shana happily.

Narumi's lips smiled. He could not see the faces of those around him. However, he could feel the sincerity of their attitude and nature towards him. 

"Thank you, Mom. Thank you for taking care of and accepting Narumi to stay here" Narumi said, reaching into Ms. Panti's hand and holding her. 

"Either. Now let's eat!"

Finally praying with them. Then with great care, Ibu Panti fed Narumi slowly. There's no compulsion whatsoever. They had really loved Narumi since the arrival of the woman. 

Moreover, Mother Panti had heard all the life stories of Narumi from her own lips. The middle-aged woman did not expect that Narumi would say everything honestly.

How evil he was, Narumi admitted it. So that's what makes Mother Panti love him sincerely. Caring for her like her own child without feeling burdened.

After the lunch is over. Narumi was immediately taken into his room with the Panti Mother. The middle-aged woman helped him lie on the bed and covered him well.

"Wake Narumi to pray yes, ma'am," he said asking for help.

"Dad. Mother will wake you up and we pray together," said the mother of the parlour stroked Narumi's head gently. 

"Is God going to forgive all Rumi's sins, Mom?" he asked with his eyes staring at the ceiling of the room. 

"certain. Is God not an apologist?" 

"But Rumi's mistake was too much," he said as he rubbed his dripping tears.

Mother Panti clasped a woman's hand in front of her. channeling the power in him so that Narumi does not continue to regret everything he has done and make people around him wretched.

"Anything is the sin of a man. Going as high as the mountain, God will apologize if Narumi really regretted everything. Trying to improve and change so as not to make that mistake again," advised Mother Panti slowly. "Nobody's perfect, son. They had a great disgrace in each of them. It's just that God nicely covered it up from everyone."

Such deep words and the advice that was always thrown from Mother Panti made Narumi feel calm. Moreover, this middle-aged woman had never judged her past. Even with affection, Mother Panti hugged him when he dared to be honest about what he had done. 

"Now let's get some rest!" said Mother Panti justifies the location of the blanket. "Good sleep, son." 

After the departure of Mother Panti. Narumi opened his eyes again. He doesn't feel alone here anymore. The existence of Mother Panti seemed to replace the figure of her mother who was gone. 

His patience, gentleness and attention really made Narumi's cold heart untouched warm again.

The affection that he once so longed for finally he could feel again. Even if it's not from her real mother. However, Narumi was already feeling grateful. 

Grateful for the grace of God who still gives him the opportunity to breathe, improve himself and realize everything he has done. 

"Thank you, Almeera. Thank you for letting me know what I did. Thank you for wanting to forgive me even though my fault for you is too much," she softly silently as she wiped away her tears that continued to flow. 

"For my beloved, Adnan. Forgive my selfishness that made you always give up. Forgive all my ambitions that made you sacrifice so much. Forgive all my wishes that make you have to end horribly. I really feel lost. I just realized that I love you so much. All this time money made me forget your love and now, let me live with your shadow until God calls me to come back to his side." 

~Connected

This chapter I write it while crying. Honestly, I really like the part of sinners who are always aware of their mistakes.

Ah who do not like the same mbak rumi. do not need to read tapo help scroll down and dilike well. Let the author tick it.