Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
End of Zelia and Jimmy

...I really need certainty. However, I won't force it if you can't give it....

...~Zelia Qaireen's...

...🌴🌴🌴...

"What's up, brother?" ask Zelia who saw the change in her lover. "Why is Jim's brother silent?" 

The figure called by his name must have quickly turned his head. He stared fixedly at the lover in front of him. The first woman to make her heart beat.

The first woman who could make him feel in love. The first meeting whose attitude is very far from him but can break a dead heart to warm.

"Why?" asked Zelia in a lower voice.

The woman held Jimmy's hand. Channeling the warmth in him by not forgetting to give a smile full of sincerity.

Jimmy can see nothing has changed in his girlfriend. Even though he was missing yesterday. However, the loving gaze from Zelia's eyes was very clear.

"Do you love me?" jimmy asked quietly with his heart pounding.

"Yes. I love, Brother," said Zelia without hesitation.

"If you're set up by another man. Did you accept it?" 

"meaning?" asked Zelia with a frown. 

"If Mama and Papa match you with another man. Do you agree?" asked Jimmy with mixed feelings. 

"No," said Zelia without hesitation. 

"Why?" 

"Because I already have a lover," said Zelia as it is. "Then why would I accept another man's proposal if the betrothed I was waiting for was just from, Brother Jim." 

I don't know why even though Zelia's answer made her happy. There was fear in him. Mama Zelia's words kept ringing in her head.

Jimmy still remembered their conversation that was only four-eyed. A conversation between a mother who demands the reassurance of her own child.

"If you can't give Zelia certainty. Give him clarity of relationship, son. Leave Mama's daughter so she can marry another man." 

"But Jimmy loves Lia very much, Ma," Jimmy said with a serious look.

"Love is not enough in a relationship. However, the relationship between you is not valid and can still be separated." 

The words of Mama Zelia who had just sounded were able to disturb her heart. He felt pierced in his heart as if his fear was starting to show. 

"I still have to finish my job, Ma. I know for myself how dangerous my job is. I don't want one day, Zelia and my kids to be in danger." 

Being a secret agent is a big responsibility. His name is kept secret does not rule out the possibility of the enemies will search for their identity quickly. 

For the high-class criminals or enemies of the state looking for an identity like a secret agent capable of being broken into easily using money. That's what Jimmy's been afraid of all this time. 

The reason he never came home in a long time. Rarely turn on the phone he carries for fear that the existence of the family he loves will be disturbed.

Everything he did for the safety of those he loved so much!

"Mom knows, son. Therefore, please give certainty to Zelia. He's no longer young. My mother's age did not last long either. Mama just wants to see Zelia get married before Mama dies." 

"Darling!" call Zelia to wake her lover who has been silent since.

"Tell me what's making you restless" Zelia pinta rubbed Jimmy's hand. 

Zelia smiled. He doesn't know what makes his girlfriend restless. However, just looking at Jimmy's face makes the woman know if something is troubling Jimmy's mind.

There was something that the man was thinking about that made him stay silent from now on.

"No need to be afraid. While Big Brother can really keep our communication. No more disappearing like yesterday. I'm sure I can maintain the relationship between the two of us" Zelia said confidently. 

"If it's coercion from your parents though. You can?" 

Hearing Jimmy's question, Zelia shut up. When it comes to his parents, he himself does not know whether to reject him or not.

Zelia has always been obedient and obedient to her parents. Any request he always participates if it concerns the happiness of his mother and father.

The main thing that has always been on his life list since the past is to obey the wishes of his mother and father. Their happiness always made her heart feel calm. Zelia also always remembers if happy parents then she will get ease in world affairs.

"Lia," said Jimmy quietly. "How's it?" 

"If it is, I can't answer it" Zelia replied with a lowered head. 

"So you're gonna leave me?" 

Zelia spontaneously looked up. The two stared at each other so Zelia could see the sadness in Jimmy's eyes.

"I.." Zelia swallowed her saliva forcibly.

Her eyes glazed over the words of her lover. He is on the verge of confusion. On one side of her parents is her life priority. However, on the other hand, his heart was happy with Jimmy.

He loves this guy, happy to be in a relationship with Jimmy with the uniqueness that guy has. Even that man was able to make her fall in love and thrill her heart. 

"We can fight together." Finally that word came out of Zelia's lips. "We can convince Mama and Papa for our relationship." 

Jimmy who was looking down slowly looked up. He looked at his girlfriend seriously. 

"So?" 

"Yes. I will try to resist anyone who comes near me, brother. I also tried to refuse the matchmaking from Mama and Papa if it really existed. But, conditions…" 

Zelia remained silent. He looked at the same Jimmy waiting for his girlfriend's answer. 

"Sister should be able to maintain this relationship. Don't ever let me down. Especially betraying this relationship." 

Jimmy nodded. He had no reason to betray himself. Almeera and Bara's relationship makes a mirror to her that hurting a woman is a fatal mistake.

"I'm trying and will prove that I'm not going to betray you, Li," Jimmy said confidently.

Zelia's lips smiled. He kissed Jimmy's hand softly with a feeling that was beginning to calm down. He had no doubt that Jimmy would betray him.

See how Jimmy helped his best friend Almeera. Making Zelia sure if Jimmy is able to keep his feelings because he knows how Almeera feels when she is being cheated. 

"I will not force you to give certainty. I also won't ask us to get married as soon as possible" Zelia paused slowly at her lover. "Marriage is not compulsion. I want Big Brother to give certainty, sincerely with his own wishes." 

"It's not a joke. Marriage is also not a matter of who gets married quickly. But getting married is waiting for readiness between me and Big Brother. So if Big Brother can't give it yet, then I can guess if Big Brother isn't ready for a more serious relationship between us." 

~Connected

If anyone does not like the ending of their story here. I'm sorry. I made this ending as much as possible. I will continue their story in the new novel.

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