Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Implied Meaning

...A wife does not just accompany her husband when he is happy. But he has to be ready for his bad situation. He could be both a weak figure as well as a strong figure. The wife is also in charge of correcting her husband's wrong habits. That is what marriage means to me. Not only do we receive, but we must give....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

The sunlight began to fall from the east. The cool air in the morning penetrates the window panes in every hospital. The sight of moving leaves exposed to the breeze looks so soothing. The creepy events that happened last night certainly still ring clearly in everyone's mind.

The events of each incident that occurred only because of the error of Narumi's selfishness. For a man who has two children. Since last night he blamed himself.

Reflecting on mistakes. More silence and aloof certainly makes Almeera who sees feel unsettled.

"Mas" called Almeera as her husband stood by Bia's window.

Since last night the man has only slept a few minutes. For some reason when he tried to close his eyes, the shadow where he used to be so happy to marry Narumi, made him even more regretful.

The face of his son who was angry with him, the disappointed face of his daughter and the sadness on Almeera, revolved like a broken cassette in his mind. 

"Mas" called Almeera again when Bara did not answer.

She stroked the husband's arm until the man tiptoed in shock.

"Why?" ask Bara who is aware of his wife's position.

"What do you think?" almeera asked back and looked at Bara's face which was like a lot of thought. 

The man shook his head. He tried to smile even though it was very visible if forced. 

"I'm just thinking about Bia, honey," she said. 

"Don't lie to me" Almeera said seriously. "Don't you promise to open up to each other?" 

Bara took his breath so deep and threw it away violently. He doesn't know where to start telling Almeera. He felt ashamed of his wife. Everything he did, every mistake he made, still got an apology from Almeera.

The woman who became his first wife, the woman he hurt his heart. Able to give a second chance of his great mistake. 

"Mas," call Almeera again as Bara returns to daydream. "It's better to sit down first." 

Almeera pulled her husband's hand and took him a bottle of water. He immediately handed it to Bara and was accepted by the man. 

Three gulps of water soaked his throat. Bara felt a little relieved. He exhaled his coarse breath and then put the bottle back. 

"Ma."

"Yes, Mom?" sahut Meera looked at Bara's face. 

The couple now face each other. Their eyes were staring at each other as if they were diving into each other. 

"Are you really sorry, Mom? The mistakes that you have made, all the sins that you have given you. That's huge" said Bara at the end of the sentence. 

He lowered his head for a moment. Trying to neutralize his heart that continues to beat fast waiting for his wife's response. 

"Mas once hit you, never hurt you and the kids. Mas had even slept with another woman" he continued with reddened eyes holding back tears that trickled down. "That's all a fatal mistake, Ra. I'm sure deep down, you're still in pain." 

Almeera had been silent. She heard all the complaints issued by her husband and waited for Bara's heart to calm down.

What the man said was true. The pain was too much for him and their two children. Those painful things were certainly still ringing in his head. But getting to this point is not easy. 

"Are you sure you want to stick with a husband like this Mas?" bara asked looking at his wife's eyeball.

"What should I be unsure of?" almeera asked with a smile. "We're not married for a year, Mas. But a dozen years." 

Almeera paused her speech. She rubbed her husband's cheek until Bara's heart rippled violently. 

"Do I have to forget all your kindness for one mistake?" Almeera. She clasped her husband's hand and kissed him gently. "The duty of the wife is not only to accompany her husband when happy. The wife's duty is not to only bear offspring in her family." 

Bara is still silent. Even his eyes began to glaze over at all the words that came out of his wife's mouth. 

"But the wife should also accompany her husband when grieving. She also had to straighten out something wrong inside her husband. Trying is one of the main things. Trying is the best way. When all of this is done, it is the last resort. Until you finally realize your own mistakes and start turning them into the best version. That's more than enough for me." 

Unknowingly the tears flowed. He did not expect that there would be a woman like Almeera in this world. A woman who can survive when she is wrong. A woman who is able to realize that what she is doing is not right. 

"Don't keep feeling guilty, Mum. Be a human being who will look to the past as a lesson and organize the future for the better."

"thank you. Thank you for this opportunity, Ra. I won't waste it anymore." 

Almeera nodded. She looked at the face of her husband who was no longer as grim as before. The eyes that she loved so much since their meeting made her fall in love with this man who became her husband.

"I like your eyeballs, Mom. Since before we dated until now, the part of your body that always makes me fall in love is your beautiful eyes." 

Emar smile. He pulled Almeera's nose until it left a red mark. 

"Do you want an eyeball like me?" 

"Yes." Yeah."

"alright. I can give it to you" Bara said calmly.

"Mas." Almeera pats Bara's arm. 

The man's words made absolutely no sense. 

"Where can eyeballs be given to me?" 

"Yes can. Stay in surgery, right?" bara asked with one eyebrow raised teasingly.

"Don't ngawur. That will never happen" Almeera said with pursed lips. "Enough to look at your eyes every day. Is that happiness for me?" 

"Yes. I just said it, right? But if one day it happens. I sincerely gave my eyes to you." 

"Mas.." Almeera whined no favor. He really felt goosebumps with Bara's words this time. "Don't ever think of leaving me and the kids again. Whatever the reason, only God will separate us. Promise?" 

"Life and death cannot be promised, my dear. All you have to remember is one, I'm really happy to be your husband." 

~Connected

Keep in mind, everyone's perception of marriage, polygamy is different. Well, Ms. Meera, me, you we are not the same.

The life story of Mbak Meera's cake is much in the community. Even many who want to survive with her husband even though they know they are cheating. If you don't believe it, try reading the comments above.

There are some IRTs who come and tell his life story. So this novel is not a fantasy. The woman is strong with her own version.

Surely, where your happiness is, then pursue it until you can.

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