Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
First Truth

...My heartache began when I heard the first truth come out of your own mouth....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

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The silent atmosphere greeted Almeera's ears. The back he had just straightened, began to be laid down on the back of the car seat. His eyes were closed and along with the dripping of his tears. 

He's just an ordinary man. Have pain and jealousy. His relationship with Bara was not one or two years. Except for a dozen years they had spent together. 

She left many memories for him. From their dating to marriage, all those memories are still stored neatly. How when religious differences occur between them, the two still hold each other with all the differences. 

It's not easy to forget all that quickly. Although betrayal occurs between them, the love that Almeera has is not just a joke. 

Just a little bit, try being Almeera. Being in the position of the woman is her helplessness. When all the women in the world blaspheme her as a stupid woman. But she is just a girl with all her feelings.

Doesn't Almeera have rights here?

He has the right to defend what was his property from the beginning. Take what should be on his side. Basically, she was indeed in the position of FIRST WIFE.

The legal wife who bears the name, Mrs Gibran Bara Alkahfi. The only wife who gets ridho from both parents-in-law and is considered a daughter-in-law and child by them.

He has a lot of support, doesn't he?

The son, the father-in-law, his family and his best friend, were by Almeera's side. While Narumi, the girl only has a Bara. So if he tries to compete with the woman, Almeera believes he still has plenty of chances to win. 

Marriage is not just about happiness. However, grief and trials cover both. The kabul, witnessed by God, is the first way to pass through all things. If the creator gives a test like this and he gives up. Wasn't that a sign that he lost before fighting.

Give me God's strength. If this is my destiny, then I will live it with gratitude. However, if he is not a match for me. Give us a reconciling farewell. 

A string of prayers ended with heavy breathing and the sound of knocking from the window made Almeera turn her head. 

"Open up, Ra," call Zelia with a worried face. 

Almeera opened the door and at the same time Zelia came into her arms. Almeera could feel her best friend's body tremble. Until it certainly makes his eyes glazed. 

"Why did you cover all this from Adeeva? Why don't you tell me the same thing? Why are you hiding this complicated matter by yourself?" cerocos Zelia nonstop. 

Almeera smile. At least he can be grateful. While the husband she loves doesn't worry about her, Almeera still has a best friend who's always there for her.

"Javab, Ra! Don't keep quiet. This way I'm getting more worried" Zelia exclaimed, taking off her arms. 

"You go in first. I'll tell you everything." 

Finally the three friends sat in the car. They faced each other with Almeera sitting in the steering wheel, then Zelia sat next to him and Adeeva in the back seat. They both looked at the face of the wife of Gibran Bara Alkahfi with an impatient look. 

"How can Brother Bara marry, Narumi?" ask Zelia who was curious.

"What!" Almeera's two best friends' eyes widened in disbelief. Even the mouth of both men gaping because too surprised by the words of the woman wearing the hijab.  

"How do you know, Ra? Did Mas Bara tell you?" 

Almeera. He tried to twist his memory. A memory where the first truth is revealed by his own ears. 

It was that night, when Bara and Narumi first met at their Anniversary event. Abraham and Bia's father immediately returned to the room. The change in attitude was felt by Almeera.

Finally after the event was over, she immediately returned to the room to check the condition of the husband. Meera opened the door to her room. He turned his head and entered slowly. Then he closed the door quietly without making a door squeak. 

Spreading his eyes, his bed was empty. Where is the husband? Meera stepped into the bathroom and was about to knock on the door. However, while his hands were still in the air, Meera's two ears heard a voice speaking on the balcony of her room.

Intrigued, Meera approached the glass wall that became the bulkhead towards the balcony of the room. His body suddenly trembled when he heard the words spoken from the lips of the husband he loved so much.

"I met him again, Kir. I found him whom I've been looking for." The voice sounded happy. 

"I know that, indeed my love is very big for Meera. But still losing my love for her Kir." 

Almeera fell to the floor. Tears were pouring down in both of his eyes. Her body trembled to hear the bitter truth from the lips of her husband, Bara. 

What does Bara mean to say that? Has her husband loved another woman all this time? Was all this time his love for Meera just a compulsion?

The girl closed her mouth to hold back the sobs that started to come out. She could not help the tears that kept flooding her beautiful face. Slowly the husband's voice came back.

"I know, I was wrong Kir. But my love for her is so great. Moreover, he was my first love. I loved her so much. He's the one I've been looking for all this time. Almost 8 years I've been looking like a madman" Bara said in a slightly snapping voice.

Sick, of course sick. Almeera could not have expected that the husband she so adored, was so kind to her. He did not think that the husband who was so loved, hurt his heart so much at this time. It felt as if his heart was squeezed firmly and thrown down to the bottom of the abyss. It hurt, when the word came out and it was so painful. The husband he trusted so much, he gave love. He idolatry turned out to be able to stab his heart this deep.

Why are you the same with me, Mom. I've never hurt you, but why do you now so easily say that you love another woman. What do you mean? Almeera murmured in a raging heart.

Strengthen his heart and body. Almeera grabbed the handle of the wall bulkhead beside her. Supporting the body, he tried to stand up and leave from there. Her heart was unable to hear the truth from her husband's lips. When he was almost standing. A slap of the word back made his body almost slump down if he could not bear it.

Didn't he hear wrong. What the husband said was right from Bara's deepest heart. Her tears are getting bigger. However, he strengthened his body to be able to support himself standing up. Many times Meera took a breath and exhaled heavily, but alas, the sentence just uttered by her husband, was so ringing and spinning in her mind.

"I'm confused, Kir. I have to do what. On the other hand I don't want to hurt Almeera, but I can't lie to myself either. I still love Narumi so much, she's the woman who's been with me since school. Rumi was the first girl I loved so much that she left me without saying goodbye. I'm in a dilemma right now, Kir. Both are in friendship."

~Connected

Yesterday in the comments, Almeera knew that Narumi was her ex and her first love from where. From this incident, it all began.

If my old readers would know, the flashback section I never wrote. So the oblique part, it's a story of the past.

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