Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Bara Options

...I really realized that all this time my children were the main victims. I'll try to go back and fix everything before it's too late. ...

...~Gibran Bara Alkahfi...

...🌴🌴🌴...

"Is Bia's request very difficult, Papa?" ask Bia again when she doesn't get an answer.

Bara really does sculpt. He feels like a dejavu right now. The question of the princess he loved so much seemed to be a crushing blow inside him. His inner eyes were instantly open. Especially when looking at the current condition of Bia.

Was she that hard on her own child?

Is he willing to see the child who is very dependent on him begin to move away?

Was he willing to lose the three precious people who had always accompanied him by 15 years?

But is he capable of letting Narumi go now?

Flashing a shadow that twisted in his brain to make Bara did not realize if his daughter's face was filled with disappointment. Bia quickly turned his back on the body of the Papa. His eyes glazed over as he looked at Bara's heavy expression.

Is the request that difficult?

Does he mean nothing to Bara?

Until soon tears began to slide from his eyes. Bia is still Bia. The boy who wanted his father back to him. She wants her mom and dad to be back as they used to be. Harmonious and with him every day.

Until the sobbing heard from Bia's mouth made Bara aware. The man felt guilty. Even Bia's trembling shoulders make Bara understand that her daughter is a victim of her selfishness.

She slowly extended her hand. He pulled the princess's arm to look at him.

"Go, Pa! Bia will be staying with Mom and Brother. Papa seems heavy leaving Papa's new wife," Bia said in a hoarse voice.

"Look at Papa's face first, honey. Don't be like this" Bara pleaded.

Slowly Bia turned her body. His face that had been soaked in tears made even more regret present in Bara. Yeah, Bia's been his weakness all along. Everything her daughter wanted she could never refuse. Even if his life is requested, Bara will give it. 

"Give Papa time to talk to Aunt Rumi, 'well!" said Bara slowly.

"What do you mean, Papa? Did you choose Bia and Mama?" cerca Bia with a sparkling look in her eyes.

Oh my God look! Just hearing that I wanted to talk to Narumi first, my son already looks happy. Is it that big, I hurt all three of them?

"Father!" sentak Bia while wiggling her papa arm.

"Until her birthday, Bia. Papa will separate from Aunt Narumi before Bia blows out the birthday candle." 

"Promise?" Bia thrusting her little finger.

His eyes were fixed on the face of the father. He was really waiting for Bara's promise to her.

"Promise." 

A wide smile rose on his lips. Bia was really happy when Bara really accepted her request. He who incidentally as a child, did not want his father to leave the family that had accompanied him for many years.

Bia seemed to remember the words of his own brother, Abraham. It was after the three met Papa and his new wife at the house who wanted his mother to buy. At night, Abraham slept with Bia.

The couple's two children from Bara and Almeera were sleeping in their arms. Time that keeps turning, does not make the children aged 4 and 14 years was closed. The shadow where the face of his second wife papa flashed in his brain to make Bia who could not immediately look at his brother who had been silent.

"Is the new Mama evil, Bang?" asked Bia innocently.

"Of course it's evil" Abraham said quietly. 

He lowered his gaze until the eyes of the two clashed against each other. 

"There is no such thing as a good man if you like to take possession." pause Bara's first child to see Bia's reaction.

"Other people." 

"Good." Abraham nodded. "Good people don't ruin other people's happiness. But that woman…" 

"Yes. He has taken away our happiness" said Abraham in a heavy voice. 

"He doesn't want Papa to leave, brother. Bia wants Papa to leave the woman" Bia said straightforwardly.

Abraham breathed a heavy sigh. He looked at his sister's face and stroked her head gently. 

"Abang told Papa. Brother even made threats but Papa won't leave."

"Let Bia talk to Papa. Bia will make Papa choose us and go back to the real owner."

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The atmosphere that had been filled with silence suddenly changed. All eyes stared at Bara who had just walked out of the room. Both Jonathan and Darren threw their faces aside. Somehow the two could not look at the figure who had given wounds to the daughter and her sister.

"Can we talk alone, Ra? Just for a moment" said Bara staring at his first wife.

Before replying, Meera looked at Mama and her Papa. Seeing Dance nod her head finally Almeerra agreed.

Soon the couple walked together. Without joining hands, without the usual affection they do. The two of them just walked along with some distance between them.

"What do you want to say?" almeera asked as the two reached the hospital garden.

The woman's body sat quietly. He just stared at Bara's back who was standing behind him. 

"I'm going to divorce Narumi" Bara said suddenly, leaving Almeera's eyes wide open. "I regret everything, Ra." 

Bara turned. The man looked at the wife who accompanied him in times of joy and sorrow. Yeah, he just realized everything. All this time he actually loved Almeera and her two children more. It's just that, selfishness in him sometimes makes his son and wife hurt.

Almeera was silent. She seemed to be fixated on being too surprised by the words of her husband.  

"Speak, Ra!" Bara walked closer.

Then he dropped his body at Almeera's feet with his head lowered. 

"I'm sorry, Ra. Give me one more chance. I want to fix everything. I don't want my son and daughter out of my life. I don't want to lose…." 

"Both your sons?" guess Almeera quickly.

The woman's heart was pounding. I don't know why she's waiting for the answer to what her husband is going to give her right now.

"Not." Bara. He grabbed Almeera's two hands and grasped them tightly.

"I don't want to lose you. I just realized that you guys mean more to me, Ra. Please give me one chance."

Almeera let go of Bara's hand. He stood up and walked a little away. His eyes stared at the flower plants embedded in the plant. He inhaled a breath of fresh air so that his mind could think a little clearly. 

"Eitherway. I can't even trust you anymore. Which trust should I give you, if you've ruined everything?" ask Almeera seriously.

Bara turned Almeera's body around until the two's sight came face-to-face. There were many wounds in his wife's eyes. Even he knew if what had happened all this time, it must have made the trust that Almeera had in him disappear.

"I didn't ask for your trust, Ra. I know that my mistake was fatal" Bara paused with a hopeful look. "I just want you to wait for me to come back even if your heart can't forgive me. I'm really going to divorce Narumi before our daughter's fifth birthday." 

~Connected

About Bara seriously the same as he said, is not it?

I guess I wrote your story in disbelief, Mas Bar. Hihahi.

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