Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Trying to Accept the Situation

...The most painful loss is when you can't see her again....

...~Adeeva Khumaira's...

...🌴🌴🌴...

The sound of the baby's cry sounded so loud. Until a man who was busy closing his eyes quickly woke up and sat down. He circulated his gaze and did not find the figure of the woman sleeping with him. 

He soon descended as heart-wrenching cries were heard from his son. He immediately grabbed the child and took him into a sling.

"Well yeah, honey. Let's go find it, Mama!" said the man while coming out of his room.

Stares circulate. He tried to turn on one by one the lights of the room he passed. The pat on his ass didn't make the baby quiet. His cry finally woke everyone up. 

"What's up, Ren? Why is Reyn crying?" adeeva's mother asked, who came out of her room, to hear her grandson's voice crying.

"Reyn is thirsty, Mom" said Reno, looking at her son.

"Yes give milk. Where's your wife?" 

Reno shook her head weakly. "Adeeva wasn't in bed, ma'am. This is Reno also looking for her."

Adeeva's mother is wide-eyed. He massaged his forehead feeling dizzy as well as sick. He knows exactly what his son feels.

He also has trouble sleeping. Thinking of her ex-husband who had died after a few months had no news. Of course, he scratched the wound in his son's heart. 

However, Adeeva's mother did not expect her son to forget Baby Reyn. The figure that still depends on his mother's life must get the impact of everything that happened today. 

"Let's find it!"

Finally Adeeva's mother, Reno and Baby Reyn in her papa sling began to tour. The servants who were awake also helped to find. Until one of the longest-serving waiters working in Reno's house said that the connecting door between the house and the back garden was open.

It made the son-in-law and the in-law look at each other. They were thinking something in their brains.

"Don't tell me that Adeeva is there." said Reno as if unable to continue his words.

"Wait here with Baby Reyn, son. I'll check on her" Adeeva's mother told her daughter-in-law. "Bak also warms up in the refrigerator for Baby Reyn yah!" 

After saying that, Adeeva's mother immediately exited the connecting door. He replaced the home sandals with outer sandals. His steps accelerated but without a sound. Until she faintly saw the figure she was looking for was sitting near the vortex of her ex-husband.

His son was really there. Even Adeeva's mother could see her son's shoulder shaking with the sound of his so great stuffing. 

"Sorry Deeva, Dad. Deeva's really mean the same, Dad!" said Reno's wife by ignoring herself sitting on the grass.

He doesn't care about himself wearing pajamas. Adeeva is just looking for calmness in her. He could not close his eyes since. Although Reno hugged her, she felt restless.

Until the peak when Adeeva felt her husband was asleep. He finally chose to leave the room. He met his father's grave and tried to tell him there. 

"Son!" call Adeeva's mother while rubbing her daughter's shoulder. "It's night!" 

Adeeva. His eyes were so swollen with a flushed nose that made the heart of the mother of one child melt. She didn't expect her daughter would feel this sick. Without a word, Adeeva's mother hugged her daughter tightly. 

Swiping her head full of affection and letting Adeeva cry in her arms.

"Adeeva can't sleep, ma'am. Adeeva feels the same guilt, Dad."

"But your father must understand your reasons, dear. Your father understands why you stay away from him" Adeeva's mother replied by rubbing her daughter's back.

Rano's wife's cries became more and more. Adeeva really felt sick. It was a great pain this time he felt.

If he used to be sick because he was injured by his father. Then now in the scratched wound will farewell without end of the meeting. Farewell that there will never be another meeting. 

A truly separate farewell. Farewells are only able to meet when the dream arrives. A farewell that leaves a wound so deep. 

"I'm bad, Mom. I'm evil!" 

After almost ten minutes Adeeva cried. Eventually the stuffing began to diminish. Adeeva's mother immediately let go of her embrace and then summarized her daughter's face.

"Gear mommy, son!" adeeva's mother said that made the child and mother look at each other. "Don't regret a death. Death is God's destiny. It came suddenly and inevitably. Ready not to be ready, we have to deal with it." 

"It's easy to say. Mom also fussed. I can't wait but trying to do it, I can't." 

The cry he endured finally slid. Finally Adeeva's mother drips her eyes in front of her daughter. He was able to hold back from dripping. However, it turned out that his weak side was the strongest. 

"Mother!" lirih Adeeva looked at her mother who was really weak.

"Mother only has you, Deeva. You're a mother booster. If the mother's reinforcement is weak. What about Mom?" 

Adeeva could feel such a deep wound. His sadness was able to make him forget that the most hurt must be his mother. The woman who lived in misery, the torture of her late father and other afflictions.

His mother must be the one who is tormented. Remembering there are no beautiful memories that can treat longing when it comes. 

"Mom don't cry!" 

"Mother won't cry if the mother's amplifier is also strong." 

Her affection for her mother made Adeeva sigh heavily. She wiped her tears and tried to pull her lips up. 

"Adeeva will smile, Mom. Adeeva will not cry. It's all for the sake of, Mommy!" 

Adeeva's mother nodded. He kissed her forehead and felt relieved that his daughter understood the current situation. 

"Let's go in! Pity your son for crying since then" said Adeeva's mother standing up. 

He pulled Deeva's hand to make her stand. His eyes looked at the still-wet tomb and then smiled.

"Adeeva go first, Pa. May Papa be happy there. Look at Adeeva and Mama from the sky yeah, Pa. We'll try to be sincere and happy." 

The mother and son left the funeral. They walked as Adeeva's mother placed her hand on the child's shoulder. 

"Never be alone like that. Tell Mom what happened. I'm ready to listen to everything." 

"Yes, Mom. Adeeva won't cover anything up."

Until Adeeva could faintly hear the cries of her son. She quickly walked over and found her husband so troubled to calm his son. 

"Reyn, Honey!" 

"Reyn won't drink the milk, ma'am," Reno told his wife and in-laws.

"Fast after your son, Deeva. Poor him!" adeeva's mother said to her daughter. 

Without a word Adeeva immediately sat down and she gave breast milk to her son. The woman really felt guilty. Moreover, seeing his son's reddened face indicates that he has been crying since.

Baby Reyn is calm. Adeeva's mother permits to go to the kitchen and leaves Reno and Adeeva in the living room. 

"Are you okay?" reno asked as he sat beside his wife. 

Adeeva. She nodded her head, answering her husband.

"I'm fine, Mas," Adeeva replied to her husband.

"Thank God" said Reno as he reached for his wife's hand. "If there's anything tell me, dear. We must not, under any circumstances, love one another, and help one another. When you're sick, for your pain to me so that your pain can be less." 

~Connected

Don't cry mulu. I'm tired hahaha.

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