Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Lovesicks

...I tried to be a selfish woman to save myself and myself mentally from all the pain that happened these few days. ...

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

Almeera was unceasingly staring at Bia who was laid on her lap. She was crying despite trying hard. A sense of regret deepened in his heart when he remembered the incident earlier this afternoon.

He shouldn't have snapped.

He should have been more patient.

However, too much pressure and incident, must have made the mother of two children was eager to vent everything.

"Defend, Honey. Mama's sorry," she softly kissed her daughter's forehead.

Nosebleeds in Bia's nose have stopped, especially Almeera also clogs it with tissue. He was really upset and didn't remember anything. Most importantly, blood from Bia's nose began to stop and her daughter could get treatment soon. 

When the car has stopped in front of the ER. Almeera quickly went down while holding her daughter. Darren, Meera's father, is quick to reach for his granddaughter because he sees her daughter exhausted. 

"Please save my grandson, Doctor," Darren said before the ER door closed.

Mama Tari slowly brought her son to a seat. He stroked Almeera's head slowly to make her turn.

"Sorry Meera, Ma. Meera's really sorry." 

"Don't blame yourself, honey. Bia must be fine," said Mama Tari cheering her daughter. 

Almeera's appearance is so ruffled. A long negligee with a veil wrapped around his body tonight. He had no time to change clothes. According to him, seeing the state of his son, he thought he should go to the hospital immediately.

"Are we going to tell Bara, Pa?" mama Tari asked who made all eyes look at her. "I mean Mama. Bia's state like this, must be because it misses Bara."

There was a heavy sigh from the old man who had three children. Darren, that man must be thinking about his granddaughter. He could do anything to make Bia happy. However, here was his daughter's heart as well which he had to take care of. 

Is Almeera willing to accept Bara's presence here?

Did Almeera agree with the decision she was thinking about?

But here, Darren doesn't want to be selfish. Yes he will ask for his daughter's answer before acting any further.

"Meera," call Darren who's sitting next to his third child. "Don't be angry, 'well! Papa's just giving advice, son. Whether you accept it or not, that's your right."

Darren started with those words to cherish his daughter. He did not want Almeera forced to accept his invitation.  Right now, the mentality of his son and his two grandchildren is really being tested. Therefore he wanted to advise Almeera rather than interfere.

"Yes, Pa," Meera said quietly. 

"What if Bia is reunited with her father?" 

Almeera's body is sculpted. The woman was still trying to guess what she heard. What this word that his papa uttered was, was truly real. 

"Seriously dad?" 

"Seriously, Son.".

"He hurt Papa's son" cried Almeera with high disappointment. "He did not look at Almeera, did not look for Almeera and her children. What's everything he's done, not to make Papa aware?"

"It's not like that, Meera," Darren interrupted quickly. "It's not because Papa doesn't love you but look at Bia. He's a victim of your husband's selfishness." 

Almeera shook her head. He stays in his stance. He is selfish for the moment. Being at this point is not easy. Escaping from home without saying goodbye to seek happiness is something Almeera desperately wants to achieve with her two children. 

"Almeera won't, Pa. It just takes time to understand." 

The conversation stopped when the doctor came out of the ER room. The man in white was seen looking for someone who made Almeera curious.

"How's my daughter doing, Doctor?" 

The doctor breathed heavily.

"The patient was just exhausted and his stomach was not yet filled with food" the doctor said with a serious face. "Where's mom's husband?" 

Almeera. He looked at his brother, mother and father in turn. It was as if he was looking for help to help her answer.

"My son-in-law is on a job. What's wrong, Doc?" 

"What do you mean by doctor?" 

"Did the patient not see his father for a long time?" 

"Last met yesterday, Doctor," Alemera said truthfully.

"How is the daughter's relationship with the husband, you? I guess the two are so close?" 

Almeera nodded her head weakly. However, what the doctor said was true. Bia and Bara's relationship is very close. Even closer than he whose notabenya is his mother. 

"Yes, Doc." 

"This kind of thing is bound to happen to a child. He who is accustomed to the presence of parents, then there will be dependence," said the doctor explained. "Then when the two are separated, then there will be an inner pressure on the child and can make it like before."

"One of those nosebleeds, Doc?" almeera asked with a nod of her head.

The doctor's explanation certainly makes Almeera confused. He lowered his head until the white-necked man withdrew. His daughter will spend the night in the hospital and tomorrow there will be psychologists who will see if Bia's mental disorder or not. 

After Abraham's brother had been moved to the nursery. Almeera is approaching. He stroked his daughter's head and gave a kiss on the little boy's cheek and forehead.

"You miss Papa, honey?" whispered Almeera quietly. "I'm sorry if this time it was selfish. I'm sure you can get through this with Mama and Brother."

...🌴🌴🌴...

As the doctor said yesterday. This morning Bia's room was visited by a beautiful woman dressed simply. He approached Meera and her parents and shook hands.

"Include my name, Citra. The psychologist who was asked to treat a patient named Bia. Right?" 

"Right, Doctor," said Almeera politely. "But my daughter from last night…" 

"I know, Ma'am," Citra interrupted quickly. "Let me have a chat with your daughter, 'well?" 

Eventually everyone started to come out of Bia's ward. They waited with worry. Especially Almeera, the mother of two children was seen pacing back and forth at the door. He was worried about what was happening to his son inside.

"Sit down, son," pinta Darren patted his side chair. "Depend on Doctor Citra. Bia would have talked to him."

Almeera just nodded. He sat beside his father and prayed. Bara's wife asked her daughter to understand what was going on. Meera asked God for her daughter to accept what had happened to them.

Up to almost an hour long Doctor Citra inside. Before long, the woman came out and closed the door slowly. 

"How, Doctor?" ask Almeera impatiently.

"The mother's child is really experiencing Lovesick," Citra said seriously. "She said she'd really like to see her dad this time." 

"But…" 

"His parents are having problems. Right no?" 

Telak.

Almeera was slapped by reality. Don't forget, this woman in front of him is a psychologist. Just looking at his movements can be seen. 

"Sorry, Doc."

"Don't apologize to me, ma'am. Apologize to the princess, you," Citra said in her calm voice. "Mom needs to remember! As bad as any household is going on, the main victim is her children." 

"Then what about me, Doc? What about my heart?" almeera is starting to get out of control.

"I know how you feel, Mom. But for now, try to make peace for the sake of the mother's child," the beautiful psychologist said with a gentle gaze. "Think of the health of the mother's child before his mental increasingly disturbed due to this circumstance and make you regret." 

~Connected

Not in the real world, not typed kok part Adek Bia must make nyesek. It was his father who made trouble, huh.

Escape fear Mas Bara read this, hahaha.

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