Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Black Hand Sweep Initial F

...The circumstances in which you exist but feel are not considered. Everyone knows and you're the only one who doesn't know and then knows everything from other people. It was really painful for a wounded heart....

...~Azzelia Qaireen's...

...🌴🌴🌴...

Slowly the eyes that were initially closed began to move open. He stared at the ceiling of the room where he was currently. The pungent smell of the drugs, made his mind twist on the memory before he could lie there. 

Until the memory of the doctor's vague voice caught in his ear made the girl immediately sit up.

"Mama!" screech with tears flowing back.

Some of the people who turned out to be there spontaneously turned their heads. Zelia's pale face was certainly clearly imprinted there. He who realized that he was in his mother's room and was lying on the bed of a special family place to keep watch immediately made him turn his head.

There, the figure of the woman who had given birth to him in this world was staring at him as well. Their gazes met one another with sadness in them.

Zelia immediately lowered both of her legs. She walked to her mother's bed where Mama Zelia was sitting with her back pillow.

"Nightmare?" mama Zelia asked with a smile. 

Even though that smile looks so sincere. However, his pale face, blackened eye bags so revealed if the figure was in a state of pain.

Without a word, Zelia immediately hugged the figure of her mother tightly. Crying in his arms and ignoring the presence of those around him. 

He doesn't care about anything. He just wanted to be around his mom. There was always someone beside him without anyone separating the two.

"Don't cry, son. Where's Mama's strong son?" mama Zelia said in a soft voice.

That voice really sounded weak. However, as much as possible a mother with a heart full of love still strengthens her heart. Trying to look okay behind the pain suffered so far.

"Why did Mama hide everything from Lia?" asked Zelia with a heavy voice.

"Mama doesn't want to make Lia worry. Mama's healed, isn't she?" mama Zelia said she was holding back the pain that came back in her back abdomen.

"Don't lie to Lia again, Ma. Lia already knew everything," said the girl with a start of revolt.

Zelia took off her open. She moved a little to see her mother's face. He didn't like to see his mother who was holding back and keeping his illness.

Zelia felt like a failed child. The child who does not know the pain suffered by the hero of his life. 

"Why should Mama hide everything from Lia? Does Lia mean nothing to you, Mama? Do you think Lia wouldn't be sad if you were struggling alone with Papa?" his screams let out all the sadness in him.

Let them all know what Zelia is currently feeling. Let himself let out all the anxiety he felt. He doesn't want to be lied to anymore. He wants to include anything in every state of joy or sorrow. Sad or happy she wants to be between her mom and dad.

"It's not like that, son. Mama…" 

"You just don't want Lia to be sad? Don't you want Lia to worry?" zelia shouted with emotion. "The name of the child, must be sad and worried to see his mother sick but deep in his heart even more pain if he was a child but like not considered!" 

Papa Zelia, Almeera, Adeeva, Reno and Bara were there unable to say anything. They all seemed sad and wanted Zelia to bring out everything she wanted. 

"Mama didn't think of you, son. But please understand the condition of Mama and Papa at that time," said Mama Zelia weakly.

Zelia clenched both her hands. Again he was forced to understand. Being lied to and knowing the pain of his mother from others would be something that hit his heart.

I don't want his emotions to explode. Finally Zelia chose to leave her mother's room. She couldn't scream at her mom for the first time. However, she just wanted her mom and dad to understand that they were not just the two of them. There is also himself among them. 

"Let me catch up with Lia, Mas," said Almeera who was about to pass from there.

With a swift Bara pulled his hand and shook his head.

"Let Lia calm her mind, honey. Don't bother him" Bara said slowly.

"But I'm afraid Lia's doing something bad, honey," Almeera said fervently. 

"Can't be. Believe that! Zelia's not that weak." 

Almeera sat on the couch with Adeeva and Reno. As for Papa Zelia, he walked towards his wife who was looking at him sadly. 

"Zelia, Pa," said Mama Zelia in tears.

"Yes, Pa," Mama Zelia replied with a nod. "I'm sorry, Mama's also for Zelia. Mama really didn't intend to lie to him." 

"Papa convey. Now let's get some rest."

...🌴🌴🌴...

Elsewhere, more precisely in the hospital garden. A girl was sitting peacefully in one of the chairs. His gaze stared blankly in front with tears constantly flowing.

He did not know who to tell him who all the pain in his heart. He has no backrest. Has no place to confide. Everything feels empty now.

Until soon his ears heard the sound of laughter not far from him. Zelia turned her head and looked at the pair of men and women who were joking around nearby.

Seeing how the man tried to comfort his sick woman, he involuntarily made Zelia's tears flow. 

"If all men were like that man. Maybe there will be no such thing as a hurt woman" she told herself. 

The shadow of Jimmy's face filled his mind. He really misses his girlfriend. Until finally Zelia tried to calm herself, she grabbed the phone in her pants pocket and began to open a chat room that for several weeks was quiet there was no reply.

I might give up waiting for your news but for the feeling of my heart, it still remains the same. Loving you so much that I tried so hard with this relationship, she murmured inwardly with tears flowing back. 

Without Zelia noticing, not far from her was a handsome man with a sturdy body sitting on one of the garden chairs that was several meters away from her. Since then the man's gaze stared at Zelia sharply.

He knew that she had been crying since. For some reason he suddenly felt sorry for the condition of the woman. Until when a nurse walked nearby the man stopped the nurse's footsteps.

"May I ask for help?" asked the man so politely.

The sister was stunned by the man's good looks. Until his gaze made the man feel uneasy.

"Suster!" 

"Ah yes, Sorry, Sir." 

"Can I ask for help?" the question is repeated again.

"Can." 

"Please give this handkerchief to the lady there!" said the man pointed at Zelia's position. "Tell the woman to use this handkerchief to wipe her tears."

"Good." 

The nurse immediately accepted the handkerchief and walked towards Zelia. His presence certainly makes Jimmy's lover spontaneously look up.

"Yes, Sister." 

"Here," said the nurse handing him a black handkerchief. "Use to wipe away the tears, Mama." 

"Who are you, Sus?" asked Zelia in confusion.

"From.." The nurse was about to point at the man. But the man was already invisible. "So that guy was there." 

Zelia came in. However, she finally accepted the handkerchief and thanked him.

He stared at the cloth closely. Opening it until suddenly his gaze was fixed on the stitching of letters at the end of the handkerchief.

"F?" he muttered with a crinkled forehead. "Who's the owner of this handkerchief?" 

~Connected

Who F is hayo? hayoo's?

Who said Zelia knew the consequences. Plis she is the first time dating continues to be in a relationship LDR. Shadow how Zelia felt.

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