Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband
Zelia's Grief

...I am happy to see that my best friend has been able to feel happiness. They've been supporting my system for a long time. If they are happy then I am also happier. ...

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

"You can change clothes for half an hour. Be nuts!" almeera's inexhaustible grunt.

Adeeva grimaces shame. Imagining what had just happened between her and her husband made her unable to explain to her best friend.

However, he also could not blame Reno alone, because he also did not refuse when invited to fight. The battle that makes him so opiate and perverted simultaneously to forget the existence of his best friend below. 

"Yes yes sorry. The water in the bathroom was jammed, so Reno really first," Adeeva reasoned.

"That's it, 'call Mas Bara can anyway. Let's not bother yourself," said Almeera attentively.

"Yes, sorry okay. We just don't feel good to ask for help" Adeeva explained.

Almeera finally just nodded. The mother of two was driving today. Beside her was the figure of Zelia who was sitting quietly while staring towards the streets. 

I don't know why that girl has been quiet ever since! As if something was stirring his mind.

"You're all right, aren't you, Li?" the same Adeeva asked was aware of Zelia's attitude.

The girl looked. He nodded his head as if to say that he was fine. However, both Adeeva and Almeera who already know very well the nature of the three of them do not believe.

"Don't lie to us, Li. If you are not ready for a story. We don't mean anything but just don't lie to the two of us" Almeera said as her car stopped at a red light.

Zelia's face was so depressed. She wiped away her tears that flowed without saying goodbye.

"I thought of my mother's pain" Adeeva said honestly. "Somehow the more days your mama's condition doesn't improve, the worse." 

"You mean how?" zelia asked furthering her body. 

"Since last night, my mom has been eating hard. He said he was not hungry anymore. It was so early this morning, too," he said in a hoarse voice as if to hold back his cries so as not to drip back. 

"So how's Auntie doing now?" 

"Me and Papa this morning managed to persuade her and Mama wanted to eat. I don't know if it's noon, drama what else I have to do to make Mama want to eat," said Zelia looks so confused.

"Calm down. Talk to your mom slowly. Don't force it, Li. But try to understand your mother's wishes. Okay?" 

Zelia nodded. He let out a rough sigh trying to calm his troubled mind. 

Slowly the vehicle driven by Almeera began to be parked neatly in the park parking lot. The three immediately went down and walked towards the Elementary School which was usually the base of the sellers of Cilur and Milung.

"Well that!" exclaim Adeeva with a splash.

Almeera's eyes sparkled. He was so happy just by looking at his favorite snack cart.

Eventually they crossed the highway to get there. Then they immediately ordered food that was very cheap

"Five thousands 6 yes, sir," said Almeera who left Adeeva and Zelia flabbergasted.

"Who's it for, Ra?" 

"Yes for my children to be with my husband" he said casually.

They were really amazed at Almeera's appetite this time. The woman could literally eat it all without knowing hunger or fullness.

"Why do you suddenly remember this food?" asked Adeeva who almost forgot to ask this.

"So morning she chatted me first, Va," said Zelia pointing at Almeera with her chin. "Suddenly tell me I ate peek and dong milung!" 

"Basic hee. Cake people crave," Adeeva quipped that made Almeera round her eyes.

"Nwantedam?" his repeat immediately got the nod of the heads of his two best friends. "It seems impossible." 

"No way?" asked Zelia in confusion.

"Udah come to the moon?" tanya Adeeva.

"Not yet woy. Few days away from my mens schedule this month" Almeera said.

"Judek. Important not to forget the check. You two are back together" Adeeva reminded.

"For sure." 

Their conversation stopped when the seller started giving orders the three of them would eat first.

"We're waiting in that park chair, sir. When you're done, can you get there?" 

"How could you, Neng."

Finally the three people sat down on the park chair while waiting for their unfinished order.

Almeera is really so hot. Even the mother of two was so eagerly chewing on the cilor in her hands. 

"Slow down, Mr. Bara's wife. Your cilorm will not run away," Adeeva said with a funny nudity. 

"It's really delicious!" exclaims Almeera after swallowing her chew. 

"Yes it's delicious. If it's not good we won't be subscriptions" Zelia replied with a laugh. 

Almeera and Adeeva laughed. They really enjoyed the time the three could return to feeling. If it used to be during college, a time like this they can feel every day.

However, after marriage, both Almeera, Adeeva and Zelia were a bit more difficult. Zelia and Adeeva work while Almeera is busy with her family.

"How's Jim's brother, Li?" almeera asked her brother's lover.

"I don't even know. He's been very busy lately, Ra," said Zelia with a slightly lethargic face.

Almeera took a slow breath. Looks like the question just now was a mistake. However, honestly at the bottom of her heart she missed her brother. These days the message is not answered even the number is not active. 

"Calm down, Li!" adeeva said stroking his best friend's back. "Sister Jim must be at work." 

Zelia let out a rough sigh that I don't know how. He looked up at the sky like he was trying to accept the destiny he was living. 

The thought of his mother and the lover was struggling in his mind these few days. I don't know why he was starting to get scared. Fear of losing both without being able to be sustained.

Almeera who started the discussion must have felt guilty.

"Li, sorry…" 

Zelia shook her head. He looked at the figure of the younger brother of his lover by forcing a smile.

"Father. It's a risk to fall in love and accept the love of a secret agent like Jim. I have to be able to accept his great responsibility to the country" he said by trying to accept chest space. "But I'm scared too." 

"Fear what?" adeeva asked, looking at her best friend.

"I'm afraid to lose it all." 

Ah Zelia finally couldn't hold back her tears anymore. She sobbed as the shadow about her mother's deteriorating health.

The request of his mother who wants to get married so that someone will take care of him. Then his lover who rarely reported because of duty. Of course the more Zelia is on the verge of confusion.

"I'm sorry, Li. As Jim's brother, I…" 

Zelia shook her head. He held his best friend's hand gently.

"It's not your fault. It's a matter of the heart not being able to choose who to fall in love with, Ra," Zelia said as she was. "My heart chose her and I fell in love with Jim's sister. Then whatever happens, it's a consequence for me that I have to accept." 

~Connected

The story of Bang Jim is like this. There won't be another Bang Jim, but look at it later.

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