SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
THE WOUNDS BEHIND THE GIFT

This morning my head was heavy, there was a bitter taste in my mouth.

I woke up when Mas Reza was out of the room.

My stomach is uncomfortable.. Nausea.. What is this..

I ran to the bathroom, spewing clear liquid.

"Ugh.." I lamented.

"Darling.." cried Mas Reza.

I wanted to answer but it still felt nauseous in my stomach.

"Dear you're in the bathroom ?" knocking door.

"hmmm.." I replied.

"Why are you, baby ?" open the door and grab my waist.

I'm resting on the sink.

Mas Reza rubbed my back and wiped the sweat droplets on my forehead.

"Why you, baby. Let's go see the doctor, now." kiss my cheek from the side.

"What's wrong, Mom. Maybe because last night weaned and ate late."

"Yes, we're having breakfast now." I'm getting my body.

"I'm going to take a shower first, Mas." I held myself back.

"Okay, the heart of his heart.." Mas Reza took off his hand and left me in the bathroom.

***

The aroma of aunt cooking in the kitchen is amazingly appetizing.

I descended slowly over the stairs of Mension Abraham's 2nd floor.

Yes, after last night we stayed at the hotel, this afternoon we have gathered at home.

At the dinner table there are Mama and Papa Abraham, Papa Surya, Glen, Mas Reza, Davina and there is also Sisi there.

I sat down by Mas Reza's side.

Looking at the food menu that my drooled seemed to drip.

I drank mineral water by my side. I can't afford to spend my lunch.

"Why, baby. Isn't this your favorite food?" Mas Reza saw me not having a taste for food.

I just shook my head, "What the hell, Mom. It's full." I lied.

"Alright." she resumed eating.

The side looked at me from the chair in front of me.

He lifted his chin as if asking, why?

I smiled and shook my head.

It seems like today I have to check, if it might just catch a cold. But if you think this month I have not come menstruation. Ah maybe just a tiredness.kilahku in my own mind.

After lunch, the men talked about their work. Yes, today they took a day off.

Mama Syarina sleeps in her room, tired she said.

As for me, Davina and Sisi conversed in the room.

I tried asking about yesterday's party to Sisi.

But Sisi always stood.

"What's the matter, Ma'am. How curious from yesterday." asked Davina. "kan Mas reza said because it was jammed, late." he continued.

Yes, I know that's the reason. But looking at the reaction of the different sides I know something is, oddly.

I looked at Sisi questioningly and hoped that he would tell me the truth. My heart was always worried after that.

I nodded to answer Davina's statement. I asked Davina to get me some fresh fruit and drinks in the kitchen. After Davina left, I immediately grabbed Sisi's hand and looked at him.

"Please be honest, Si. What you're hiding I know it's not because it's stuck" I pleaded with my own eyes.

"Let me tell you, Bell. For now is not the time, there is still something that must be explained first." his words prove it is true that there is nothing wrong from yesterday's chaos.

I'm nodding.

"Well, I trust you, Si." I hope this isn't a bad sign. But if it's not why it's my day, worry.

"You calm down, Bell. I'll tell you everything without a shred of it if I've found accurate clarity, trust me." she clapped my hand over it. I agree with his words. But I'll keep looking for the cause. Asking Mas Reza is impossible, but I will ask someone who will tell me.